{"id":9156,"date":"2019-02-22T16:26:59","date_gmt":"2019-02-22T13:26:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=9156"},"modified":"2019-02-22T16:34:53","modified_gmt":"2019-02-22T13:34:53","slug":"eyvallah-abi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=9156","title":{"rendered":"Tertip&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/sat\u0131rlar.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/sat\u0131rlar.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"257\" height=\"257\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-7310\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/sat\u0131rlar.jpg 257w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/sat\u0131rlar-150x150.jpg 150w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 257px) 100vw, 257px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>+Abi, farkettim de, burada herkese mektup falan filan gelirken sana hi\u00e7 bi\u015fey gelmiyor. Hayrola yoksa ba\u015fka bi durum mu var?<br \/>\n&#8211; Mektup.. Karde\u015fim, kalem her zaman ele ge\u00e7mez ; ge\u00e7ti\u011finde ya d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr sat\u0131r sat\u0131r yahut kilitlenir kal\u0131r.. Zaten her\u015feyimiz tam m\u0131 ki, mektubumuz eksik kalm\u0131\u015f?<br \/>\n+ Yani o manada de\u011fil be abi. Hani bi ailen.. Ailen falan yok mu be abi, annen baban karde\u015flerin e\u015f dost akraba, sevdi\u011fin be abi yok mu bi yarenin.?<br \/>\n&#8211; Ahh be karde\u015fim, derindir bu sular girmeyelim ; \u015fayet ben y\u00fczme bilmem, bo\u011fulur giderim..<br \/>\n+ Abi! Allah a\u015fk\u0131na, de hele anlat, anlatta bilelim be abim..<br \/>\n&#8211; Hay be karde\u015fim ya, hay be karde\u015fim ya&#8230;<br \/>\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fcm, hemde baya baya k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck.. Etraf\u0131mda akranlar\u0131m, hepsiyle ayn\u0131 ya\u015ftay\u0131m. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7 numara,uzamaz sakallar\u0131m ; akl\u0131m ermiyor bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc, ben hangi mahzende tutsa\u011f\u0131m.? Re\u015fitli\u011fimi al\u0131nca anlad\u0131m, kolum kanad\u0131m k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir misal \u0131slah evine kapat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131m..<br \/>\nBen k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckken \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fler, gitmi\u015f bedenleri ; tan\u0131mam etmem ama akl\u0131ma geldik\u00e7e duydu\u011fum \u00f6zlemden a\u011flar\u0131m..<br \/>\nNe da\u011f gibi varoldu ard\u0131mda babam, ne de kanatlar\u0131yla korudu beni anam ; dedim ya karde\u015fim, ben yoklu\u011fu d\u00fcnyaya geldi\u011fim \u00e2n tatt\u0131m..<br \/>\nHayat boyu \u00f6rselendim hep, k\u00f6\u015fe bucak itilip kak\u0131ld\u0131m! \u0130ntikam almak i\u00e7in kalkt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda aya\u011fa, yeni bir entrikaya tak\u0131ld\u0131m.. Bir kez olsun d\u00fc\u015fmedim bir g\u00f6nle lakin yand\u0131m bir yarenin a\u015fk\u0131 ile.. Eksik kalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m kendimden, yok yaz\u0131ld\u0131m uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131m her g\u00fcnden..<br \/>\nArt\u0131s\u0131 olmayan hayat\u0131m\u0131n, noksanl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla avundum hep ; gidenin bir kez bile geri d\u00f6nmedi\u011fini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, karavanaya bir kur\u015fun daha s\u0131kt\u0131m kendimden..<br \/>\nA\u015fk ile yapt\u0131m en b\u00fcy\u00fck yanl\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131..<br \/>\nVe insan, karde\u015fim .. \u0130nsan yanl\u0131\u015f se\u00e7im yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 zaman hemen fark\u0131na varam\u0131yor bazen. Bu do\u011fru diyorsun ama zaman ge\u00e7ince bir bak\u0131yorsun, do\u011fru diye pe\u015finden ko\u015ftu\u011funda yan\u0131lm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n. A\u015f\u0131r\u0131 h\u0131zla giden hayallerini ; ger\u00e7eklere \u00e7arpt\u0131r\u0131nca anlam\u0131\u015fs\u0131n..<br \/>\n\u00d6yle i\u015fte be karde\u015fim..<br \/>\nDaha ne denilir ki ; kendi eliyle a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 her bo\u015flu\u011fu, yine kendisiyle doldurmay\u0131 seven hayat i\u00e7in..<br \/>\n+ Eyvallah abi..<\/p>\n<p>Furkan KOCABA\u015e<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>+Abi, farkettim de, burada herkese mektup falan filan gelirken sana hi\u00e7 bi\u015fey gelmiyor. Hayrola yoksa ba\u015fka bi durum mu var? &#8211; Mektup.. Karde\u015fim, kalem her zaman ele ge\u00e7mez ; ge\u00e7ti\u011finde ya d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr sat\u0131r sat\u0131r yahut kilitlenir kal\u0131r.. 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