{"id":9146,"date":"2019-02-22T16:13:35","date_gmt":"2019-02-22T13:13:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=9146"},"modified":"2019-02-22T16:13:35","modified_gmt":"2019-02-22T13:13:35","slug":"gel-artik","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=9146","title":{"rendered":"Gel Art\u0131k&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/hokka.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/hokka-300x297.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"297\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7338\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/hokka-300x297.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/hokka-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/hokka.jpg 403w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Eksik olan neydi&#8230;.bilemedim<br \/>\nK\u00f6r d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler<br \/>\nSanc\u0131yor sanc\u0131t\u0131yor<br \/>\nDa\u011f\u0131t\u0131yor beynimi<br \/>\nSo\u011fuk bir zemheri vakti<br \/>\nBuz tutmu\u015f, y\u00fcre\u011fime tezat<br \/>\n\u00dc\u015f\u00fct\u00fcyor ellerimi<br \/>\nVe her k\u00f6\u015fe ba\u015f\u0131nda kor bir \u00f6zlem<br \/>\nUfkun \u00e7izgisinde g\u00fcn bat\u0131m\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131l rengi<br \/>\nYan\u0131yor, yak\u0131yor \u015fehri<br \/>\nH\u00fcz\u00fcn kaplam\u0131\u015f mahsun bir veda<br \/>\nTerkediyor usulca y\u00fcre\u011fimi<br \/>\nAk\u015fam karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ac\u0131 ac\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6rekleniyor<br \/>\nRuhumun kurals\u0131z \u0131\u015f\u0131ks\u0131z caddelerine<br \/>\nKayboluyorum<br \/>\nA\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yor g\u00f6z kapaklar\u0131m<br \/>\nCo\u015fkun p\u0131narlar \u00e7a\u011fl\u0131yor<br \/>\nKa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmaz do\u011fal bir afet<br \/>\nSel bas\u0131yor i\u00e7imin her h\u00fccresini<br \/>\nBo\u011fuluyorum<br \/>\nTamir olmaz derin kaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f<br \/>\nher yerde izi kalm\u0131\u015f an\u0131larla dolu \u00e7ukurlar<br \/>\ndolan\u0131yor ayaklar\u0131ma<br \/>\nKapana d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f gibi<br \/>\nher yerim yara, bere, tarifsizce<br \/>\nKurtulam\u0131yorum<\/p>\n<p>Akl\u0131m kadar da\u011f\u0131n\u0131k<br \/>\nSahipsiz, yaln\u0131z kalabal\u0131klar<br \/>\nSerseri kavgalar<br \/>\nPejm\u00fcrde, yal\u0131n ayak, be\u015f paras\u0131z avu\u00e7lar<br \/>\nMendil a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f umutlar<br \/>\nAnlayam\u0131yorum<br \/>\nG\u00fczel ve \u00e7irkin<br \/>\n\u0130yi ve k\u00f6t\u00fc<br \/>\nSiyah ve beyaz gibi<br \/>\nParadoksal ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmaz hayatlar<br \/>\nF\u0131r\u0131ldak bir d\u00fcnyada d\u00f6n\u00fcyor karma\u015falar<br \/>\nSokak sokak ko\u015fu\u015fturan,<br \/>\nK\u00f6r ebeden ka\u00e7an vur ka\u00e7lar<br \/>\nSaklamba\u00e7lar<br \/>\ntutamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7ocuksu oyunlar<br \/>\nBir reklam afi\u015fi kadar donuk<br \/>\n\u0130ll\u00fczyon kadar renkli ve yalan<br \/>\nHavada as\u0131l\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015f mahk\u00fbm suratlar<br \/>\nSoluyor, t\u00fckeniyor<br \/>\nVe d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyor, eskiyor<br \/>\nAn\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m a\u015f\u0131lmaz surlar<br \/>\nTela\u015f\u0131n ayak sesleri eksilmiyor hi\u00e7<br \/>\nYank\u0131lan\u0131yor, Korkutuyor beni<br \/>\nBas\u0131yor afakanlar<br \/>\nBazan mucizeler dokunuyor<br \/>\nsar\u0131yor sarmal\u0131yor g\u00f6k kubbemi<br \/>\nEzan seslerine kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yor ar\u015fa \u00e7\u0131kan dualar<\/p>\n<p>Ben g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc oluyorum bir an<br \/>\nDaralan g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcm geni\u015fliyor<br \/>\nDuru, huzurlu mavi,<br \/>\nNefes gibi<br \/>\n\u00c7ok ge\u00e7miyor zaman<br \/>\nG\u00f6zlerimde yine bu\u011fulu bir duman<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7inde \u00f6zlem, i\u00e7inde deniz,i\u00e7inde sen<br \/>\nBir umut&#8230;.Uzan\u0131yorum yoklu\u011funa<br \/>\nBekliyorum bekliyorum zamana inat<br \/>\nAma olmad\u0131, gelmedin..<br \/>\ntutmad\u0131n \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyen ellerimi<br \/>\nVe ondand\u0131r u\u00e7up gitti her biri<br \/>\nK\u0131r\u0131k d\u00f6k\u00fck tezgahlarda kalakald\u0131<br \/>\nSat\u0131l\u0131k d\u00fc\u015fler gibi<br \/>\nAlamad\u0131m kestaneyi, simiti, bal\u0131k ekme\u011fi<br \/>\nDolan\u0131yorum \u0130stanbul sokaklar\u0131nda avare, deli<br \/>\nOysa en sevdiklerimizdi<br \/>\nGe\u00e7medi bo\u011faz\u0131mdan sensizlik gibi<br \/>\nKulaklar\u0131mda u\u011fuldayan<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7i t\u0131ka basa yoklu\u011fu istiflemi\u015f<br \/>\nBal\u0131k a\u011flar\u0131na dolanm\u0131\u015f bir can\u0131n<br \/>\n\u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131\u015f\u0131 kadar ac\u0131<br \/>\nvapurlar\u0131n siren sesleri<br \/>\nYolcular iniyor biniyor<br \/>\nGeliyor Gidiyor<br \/>\nBaz\u0131lar\u0131 nedendir..ni\u00e7indir<br \/>\nhi\u00e7 ama hi\u00e7 d\u00f6nm\u00fcyor..<\/p>\n<p>Tramvay\u0131n a\u011f\u0131r aksak g\u0131c\u0131rdayan y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc<br \/>\nhissediyorum<br \/>\nDalg\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flarda<br \/>\nA\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r \u00e7\u00f6ken hayalin geziniyor<br \/>\nbir zamanlar ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yaslad\u0131\u011f\u0131n omuzlar\u0131mda<br \/>\nUmutsuzca her durakta<br \/>\nEksik olan neydi&#8230; bilemedim<br \/>\nAsl\u0131nda bildim, ama s\u00f6yleyemedim..<br \/>\nKokun sesin sevgin..<br \/>\n\u00c7ocuklu\u011fum, gen\u00e7li\u011fim<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm dedi\u011fim<br \/>\nG\u00f6n\u00fcl koydu\u011fum<br \/>\nHayallerim<br \/>\nEksiktin &#8230;<br \/>\nAc\u0131t\u0131yor, ac\u0131yor i\u015fte kalbim<br \/>\nAnnem, gel art\u0131k<br \/>\n\u00d6p de ge\u00e7sin &#8230;..<\/p>\n<p>Funda Emre<\/p>\n<p><!-- Admatic imageplus x Ad Code START --><br \/>\n<ins data-publisher=\"adm-pub-112522161581\" data-ad-type=\"imageplus\" class=\"adm-ads-area\" data-ad-network=\"189782541830\" data-ad-sid=\"400\"><\/ins><br \/>\n<script 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