{"id":8855,"date":"2018-12-31T16:34:42","date_gmt":"2018-12-31T13:34:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=8855"},"modified":"2018-12-31T16:34:42","modified_gmt":"2018-12-31T13:34:42","slug":"gunun-birinde","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=8855","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcn\u00fcn Birinde&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/yapraklar.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/yapraklar-300x151.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"151\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7292\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/yapraklar-300x151.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/yapraklar-768x387.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/yapraklar.jpg 991w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn\u00fcn birinde&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fct\u00fcn ge\u00e7mez dediklerin ge\u00e7ecek b\u00fct\u00fcn yaralar\u0131n kabuk ba\u011flayacak hatta o kadar kal\u0131n kabuklarla<br \/>\nsar\u0131lacaklar ki \u00f6yle bir yaran\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bile hatr\u0131nda kalmayacak&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn\u00fcn birinde&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>O \u00e7ok korktuklar\u0131n bir su balonu gibi ortadan kaybolacak i\u00e7ine s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 verip seni nefessiz b\u0131rakan her ne<br \/>\nvarsa topyek\u00fcn terk edecek akl\u0131n\u0131 ve kalbini&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn\u00fcn birinde&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Akl\u0131n\u0131 yoran en beter kabusunu bile aratacak kadar darda b\u0131rakan her ne varsa akl\u0131na bile gelmeyecek&#8230;<br \/>\nZihninde hi\u00e7bir izini b\u0131rakmadan kaybolacak..<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn\u00fcn birinde&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Belki \u00e7ok uzaktan belki \u00e7ok yak\u0131ndan bir sahip \u00e7\u0131kacak kalbine, sen davet etmesende kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p girecek<br \/>\ni\u00e7eri ben hep bu kalbe sahiptim der gibi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn bug\u00fcnken, b\u00fct\u00fcn bu s\u00f6zler anlams\u0131z gelir bilirim. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc yaralar bencil ve ac\u0131mas\u0131zd\u0131r. En kapanm\u0131\u015f<br \/>\nyara bile ufak bir hareketine bakar tekrar kabu\u011funu \u00e7atlat\u0131p can\u0131n\u0131 ac\u0131tmak i\u00e7in&#8230; \u0130\u00e7inde onca yara varken<br \/>\nb\u00fct\u00fcn yaralar\u0131n\u0131 ezbere bilirken bu s\u00f6zlere inanmak g\u00fc\u00e7t\u00fcr, bilirim.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn bug\u00fcnken, b\u00fct\u00fcn bu s\u00f6zler anlams\u0131z gelir bilirim. Zira b\u00fct\u00fcn korkular\u0131n var g\u00fcc\u00fcyle i\u00e7ini kemirmeye<br \/>\nseni t\u00fcketmeye devam etmekte&#8230; Kalbin t\u00fcm cesaretiyle sava\u015fsada korkular hi\u00e7bir zaman hafife al\u0131nacak<br \/>\ngibi de\u011fildir. Korkularda yaralar gibi ac\u0131mas\u0131zd\u0131r, bilirim.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn bug\u00fcnken, b\u00fct\u00fcn bu s\u00f6zler anlams\u0131z gelir bilirim. Zira akl\u0131n hala \u00e7ok yorgun, istiyorsun ki art\u0131k susup<br \/>\nbir k\u00f6\u015fede, sessizce ger\u00e7ekten yorulmas\u0131 gereken \u015feylere yorulsun. Hayat\u0131n temel ihtiya\u00e7lar\u0131 i\u00e7in<br \/>\nkomutlar verip bunlar i\u00e7in \u00e7al\u0131\u015fs\u0131n i\u011fnelerle kuyular kazmas\u0131n i\u00e7inde&#8230; Akl\u0131n s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131 yoktur, i\u00e7ine her \u015feyi<br \/>\nve herkesi al\u0131p seni k\u0131ska\u00e7lar aras\u0131nda var g\u00fcc\u00fcyle s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r, bilirim.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn bug\u00fcnken, b\u00fct\u00fcn bu s\u00f6zler anlams\u0131z gelir bilirim. Zira hen\u00fcz bir sahip yoktur ortada. Zaten sende<br \/>\nbilmez karar veremezsin bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc ta\u015f\u0131maktan yoruldu\u011fun bu emaneti verip kurtulsan m\u0131 yoksa yine bin<br \/>\nkayg\u0131yla nerden gelir bilinmez diye ka\u00e7\u0131p saklansan m\u0131? Kalbine sahip kabul etmek ve bir kalbi kendine<br \/>\nmesken tutmak zordur, bilirim.<\/p>\n<p>Hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcn m\u00fc peki, belki sen g\u00fcn &#39;bug\u00fcnken&#39; bug\u00fcn\u00fc hep yar\u0131nlarda arad\u0131n. Hi\u00e7 akl\u0131na gelmedi durup<br \/>\nbug\u00fcn\u00fcne bakmak. Bir yan\u0131n t\u00fcm yaralardan, korkulardan, kayg\u0131lardan, yorgunluklardan kurtulmay\u0131<br \/>\ndilerken di\u011fer yan\u0131n onlarla vedala\u015fmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenemedi bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc. Halbuki, baz\u0131 vedalar seni sana<br \/>\nkavu\u015fturur, seni hep bekledi\u011fine ula\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r. Sar\u0131lsan umuduna, tutunsan s\u0131k\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131ya hayallerine edeceksin<br \/>\nt\u00fcm vakti gelmi\u015f vedalar\u0131n\u0131. Ve g\u00f6receksin i\u015fte o zaman g\u00fcn\u00fcn biri g\u00fcn bug\u00fcnkenmi\u015f.<br \/>\nVar m\u0131s\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn birikmi\u015f vedalar\u0131n\u0131 edip &#39;bug\u00fcn\u00fcne&#39; kavu\u015fmaya?<\/p>\n<p>Edeviye BEKLEV\u0130\u00c7<\/p>\n<p><!-- Admatic inpage x Ad Code START --><br \/>\n<ins data-publisher=\"adm-pub-112522161581\" data-ad-type=\"inpage\" class=\"adm-ads-area\" data-ad-network=\"189782541830\" data-ad-sid=\"600\"><\/ins><br \/>\n<script src=\"\/\/cdn2.admatic.com.tr\/showad\/showad.js\" async><\/script><br \/>\n<!-- Admatic inpage x Ad Code END --><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>G\u00fcn\u00fcn birinde&#8230; B\u00fct\u00fcn ge\u00e7mez dediklerin ge\u00e7ecek b\u00fct\u00fcn yaralar\u0131n kabuk ba\u011flayacak hatta o kadar kal\u0131n kabuklarla sar\u0131lacaklar ki \u00f6yle bir yaran\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bile hatr\u0131nda kalmayacak&#8230; G\u00fcn\u00fcn birinde&#8230; O \u00e7ok korktuklar\u0131n bir su balonu gibi ortadan kaybolacak i\u00e7ine s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 verip seni nefessiz &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=8855\">Okumaya devam et <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[2900,3018],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8855"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8855"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8855\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8856,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8855\/revisions\/8856"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8855"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8855"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8855"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}