{"id":8715,"date":"2018-12-27T23:13:24","date_gmt":"2018-12-27T20:13:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=8715"},"modified":"2018-12-27T23:13:24","modified_gmt":"2018-12-27T20:13:24","slug":"oturdum-yuz-yil-agladim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=8715","title":{"rendered":"Oturdum Y\u00fcz Y\u0131l A\u011flad\u0131m&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/sat\u0131rlar.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/sat\u0131rlar.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"257\" height=\"257\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-7310\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/sat\u0131rlar.jpg 257w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/sat\u0131rlar-150x150.jpg 150w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 257px) 100vw, 257px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Belki namaza ayarlamamaktan uykular\u0131m\u0131<br \/>\nbu verimsiz g\u00fcnler, bu ye\u015filden uzak, bu zerdalisiz<br \/>\nb\u00fct\u00fcn eyl\u00fclleri uykuda kalarak t\u00fcketmelerim<br \/>\n\u0130deolojiler girdab\u0131nda senelerce yol arad\u0131m kendime<br \/>\nBiri demedi ki d\u00f6n k\u0131bleye y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc, y\u00fcr\u00fc<br \/>\nVar\u0131p varaca\u011f\u0131n yer Allah\u2019\u0131n evi<br \/>\nAd\u0131 san\u0131 yok uzakta bir \u015fairdim<br \/>\nNe kadar d\u00fc\u015fen yaprak varsa<br \/>\nNe kadar k\u0131z\u0131l ye\u015fil sonbahar<br \/>\nNe kadar \u00e7i\u00e7ek ve ku\u015f sesi ve kent y\u0131lg\u0131n\u0131 varsa<br \/>\nBir bir i\u015fledim kelimelerime<br \/>\nDemledim, beklettim, turkuaz sularla y\u0131kad\u0131m<br \/>\nG\u00f6remediler yine de rengimi<br \/>\nDokunamad\u0131lar sesime<br \/>\nNe garip<br \/>\nKalabal\u0131klara seslenenin, duyulmak isteyenin<br \/>\nYaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n daimi misafiri olmas\u0131<br \/>\nBir film yapsam, tek konu\u015fan kar ve r\u00fczg\u00e2r olur<br \/>\nk\u0131z\u0131lderili y\u00fcz\u00fc kadar bilge ve sessiz istasyonlarda<br \/>\nTrenler tehir eder, raylara bir saksa\u011fan konar<br \/>\nBen dalg\u0131n olurum, duvardaki yaz\u0131 konu\u015fkan:<br \/>\n\u0130nsan mevsimlere aldan\u0131yor<br \/>\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcyor ki onun bir bahar\u0131 daha yok<br \/>\ntuvalet kap\u0131s\u0131ndaki kim bilir hangi s\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131<br \/>\nkar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verir:<br \/>\nzaten trenlere hemen de s\u0131rt \u00e7eviren insan<br \/>\nzaten araba cam\u0131nda patlayan kelebekleri g\u00f6remeyen insan<br \/>\nzaten m\u00fctemadiyen d\u00fcnyay\u0131 pisleyen insan<br \/>\nb\u0131rak, bir bahar\u0131 daha olmas\u0131n<br \/>\nbereket \u00f6l\u00fcm var<br \/>\ntabi yine de \u201cayr\u0131l\u0131k olmasaym\u0131\u015f\u201d<br \/>\nOtursam, diyorum, y\u00fcz sene a\u011flasam<br \/>\nYusuf\u00e7uklar kadar hafif olsam<br \/>\nVe padi\u015fahlar gibi bitsem gitsem<br \/>\nSon s\u00f6zlerim haince bulunsa<br \/>\n\u0130rticayla bir tutulsa pi\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m<br \/>\nBilseniz padi\u015fah\u0131m<br \/>\ndaha g\u00fcn batmadan unutuluyor a\u015fklar<\/p>\n<p>Can\u0131na yand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n devrin a\u015fklar\u0131<br \/>\nNe\u015fet Erta\u015f\u2019\u0131n bir t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn sonunu bulmuyor<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcn \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck bir duvar gibi \u00e7\u00f6kecek d\u00fcnya<\/p>\n<p>Habip UMUTLU<\/p>\n<p><!-- Admatic inpage x Ad Code START --><br \/>\n<ins data-publisher=\"adm-pub-112522161581\" data-ad-type=\"inpage\" class=\"adm-ads-area\" data-ad-network=\"189782541830\" data-ad-sid=\"600\"><\/ins><br \/>\n<script src=\"\/\/cdn2.admatic.com.tr\/showad\/showad.js\" async><\/script><br \/>\n<!-- Admatic inpage x Ad Code END --><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Belki namaza ayarlamamaktan uykular\u0131m\u0131 bu verimsiz g\u00fcnler, bu ye\u015filden uzak, bu zerdalisiz b\u00fct\u00fcn eyl\u00fclleri uykuda kalarak t\u00fcketmelerim \u0130deolojiler girdab\u0131nda senelerce yol arad\u0131m kendime Biri demedi ki d\u00f6n k\u0131bleye y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc, y\u00fcr\u00fc Var\u0131p varaca\u011f\u0131n yer Allah\u2019\u0131n evi Ad\u0131 san\u0131 yok uzakta bir &hellip; 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