Saat ben’i o ge\u00e7e.
\nYoruldum.
\nArt\u0131k yava\u015f yava\u015f y\u00fcre\u011fim kapan\u0131yor.
\nSonsuzlu\u011fa do\u011fru zihnim bocal\u0131yor.
\nBo\u015fal\u0131yor ellerim,ayaklar\u0131m.
\nBocalad\u0131k\u00e7a karal\u0131yor elim bu defteri.
\nKaralad\u0131k\u00e7a kocal\u0131yor bu y\u00fcrek.
\nBu y\u00fcrek…
\nSonsuz neferlere imza atan bu y\u00fcrek ona kar\u015f\u0131 suskun.
\nOna kar\u015f\u0131 k\u00fcsk\u00fcn.
\nOna kar\u015f\u0131 yoksul,d\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcn ona.
\nBitkin,boynu b\u00fck\u00fck ona kar\u015f\u0131.
\nOnun k\u00fcfredi\u015fi,kalbim i\u00e7in toparlanma mar\u015f\u0131.
\nFakat kalkm\u0131yor naa\u015f\u0131.
\nS\u0131rf onu g\u00f6rmek i\u00e7in bedeninin d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f bu y\u00fcrek.
\n\u00d6lm\u00fc\u015f…
\nO,s\u0131rf bu y\u00fcre\u011fi g\u00f6mmek i\u00e7in yan\u0131p yan\u0131p,s\u00f6nmenin ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ekti.
\nFakat o s\u00f6n\u00fcp s\u00f6n\u00fcp yanman\u0131n umutsuzlu\u011funu bilemedi.
\nBu y\u00fcrek bildi.
\nAh! Bu y\u00fcrek dildi de,cehennemi konu\u015fturdu.
\nBu y\u00fcrek sildi de \u00e7\u00f6pleri kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131.
\nBu y\u00fcre\u011fe kimdi de akl\u0131n\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131 diye sordular.
\nBu y\u00fcrek dildi de,kendini konu\u015fturamad\u0131,onu anlatamad\u0131.
\nBu y\u00fcrek \u00f6yle bir y\u00fcrek \u00e7ocuk.
\nKa\u011f\u0131tlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda yanar an\u0131lar\u0131m.
\nHepsi okunmu\u015f sonu\u00e7ta.
\nArt\u0131k okunmam\u0131\u015f ka\u011f\u0131tlara bakm\u0131yorum ben de.
\nOkunmam\u0131\u015fsa,bi sebebi vard\u0131r diye.
\nOnun olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ka\u011f\u0131t par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 ben ne yapay\u0131m,
\nOnun olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 destan\u0131,k\u00fct\u00fcphaneyi ben ne yapay\u0131m?
\nAma ayn\u0131 havay\u0131 solduruyorsun ya onunla sen mardin,
\nBu denli gaddars\u0131n.Bu denli vicdans\u0131zs\u0131n dersin b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn \u015fehre.
\nAnnenin g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 d\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc,g\u00fcl\u00fcc\u00fcklerinin d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc topra\u011fa k\u0131zars\u0131n.
\nA\u015fk b\u00f6yledir \u00e7ocuk.
\nSevmek b\u00f6yledir.
\nYasak elma b\u00f6yledir \u00e7ocuk.
\nEe \u00e7ocuk? H\u00e2l\u00e2 diretecek misin bakal\u0131m sevmek i\u00e7in?
\nSevmek \u00e7ok g\u00fczel be abi diyecek misin?
\nSevdi\u011finin \u00e7ektirdi\u011fi ac\u0131 bile sana anne s\u00fct\u00fcnden k\u0131ymetli,tatl\u0131 gelir.
\nBo\u015fver hik\u00e2yemi.
\nSev \u00e7ocuk…sev de i\u00e7in bo\u015fals\u0131n a\u011flayarak.
\nAks\u0131n gitsin derdin.
\nSev ki bahanen olsun ac\u0131n\u0131 ak\u0131tmakta.
\nSev \u00e7ocuk.
\nAma seveceksen,sevmeyi de sevmeyi bilmelisin.
\nSevmeyi bilmezsen,sevmemek de boynunun borcu olur.
\nSevmek zor i\u015ftir.
\nKalbini uyand\u0131r,sevmeye ikna et.<\/p>\n
Emin Yurtg\u00fcl<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Saat ben’i o ge\u00e7e. Yoruldum. Art\u0131k yava\u015f yava\u015f y\u00fcre\u011fim kapan\u0131yor. Sonsuzlu\u011fa do\u011fru zihnim bocal\u0131yor. Bo\u015fal\u0131yor ellerim,ayaklar\u0131m. Bocalad\u0131k\u00e7a karal\u0131yor elim bu defteri. Karalad\u0131k\u00e7a kocal\u0131yor bu y\u00fcrek. Bu y\u00fcrek… Sonsuz neferlere imza atan bu y\u00fcrek ona kar\u015f\u0131 suskun. Ona kar\u015f\u0131 k\u00fcsk\u00fcn. Ona … Okumaya devam et