{"id":7441,"date":"2017-12-21T22:05:46","date_gmt":"2017-12-21T19:05:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=7441"},"modified":"2017-12-21T22:05:46","modified_gmt":"2017-12-21T19:05:46","slug":"huzurun-anahtari","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=7441","title":{"rendered":"Huzurun Anahtar\u0131&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/Sak\u0131n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/Sak\u0131n-300x196.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"196\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-6748\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/Sak\u0131n-300x196.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/Sak\u0131n.jpg 741w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Oturdum pencere kenar\u0131na yeni do\u011facak g\u00fcn\u00fc bekliyorum. Soka\u011f\u0131n \u0131ss\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131, gecenin derin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve \u00fcrpertici sessizli\u011fiyle. Ve aniden i\u00e7ime d\u00fc\u015fen bir s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 sar\u0131yor t\u00fcm bedenimi. Gecenin o \u0131ss\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve t\u00fcm sessizli\u011fi ile. Sonra bir ses duyuluyor minarelerden ar\u015fa y\u00fckselen. Allah huzuruna \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor sevdi\u011fi kullar\u0131n\u0131. Onu sevenler ko\u015fuyor tatl\u0131 bir tela\u015fla haz\u0131rlan\u0131yor sabah namaz\u0131na. Huzura kavu\u015fuyor ruhum bir sabah namaz\u0131 sonras\u0131. Ve gece hi\u00e7 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kadar de\u011ferleniyor. Bir an d\u00fcnyadan uzakla\u015f\u0131yorum. Sokak lambalar\u0131, kald\u0131r\u0131mlar, binalar, arabalar&#8230; Hepsi, hepsi o kadar anlams\u0131z geliyor ki bana, anlatamam. Kelimelere y\u00fcklenen anlamlar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelere bo\u011fuyor. D\u00fcnyay\u0131 sahiplenmek \u00e7ok sa\u00e7ma geliyor. Sanki hi\u00e7 gitmeyecekmi\u015f gibi, hi\u00e7 mi hi\u00e7 \u00f6lmeyecekmi\u015f gibi. Fakat bilmiyoruz, g\u00fcn gelince hepimiz teker teker u\u011furlanaca\u011f\u0131z sonsuzlu\u011fa. Oysa bilmiyoruz bir g\u00fcn topra\u011fa kar\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131z. Her \u015feyi ard\u0131m\u0131zda b\u0131rakarak. Bizim olanlar\u0131, sahiplendi\u011fimiz her \u015feyi d\u00fcnyada b\u0131rakarak g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcp gidece\u011fiz buradan. Bu kadar de\u011ferlendirdi\u011fimiz d\u00fcnyan\u0131n asl\u0131nda koca bir H\u0130\u00c7 oldu\u011funu anlayaca\u011f\u0131z. Anlayaca\u011f\u0131z, ama \u00e7ok ge\u00e7 olacak. <\/p>\n<p>Dilek KOCA\u015eABAN<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Oturdum pencere kenar\u0131na yeni do\u011facak g\u00fcn\u00fc bekliyorum. Soka\u011f\u0131n \u0131ss\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131, gecenin derin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve \u00fcrpertici sessizli\u011fiyle. Ve aniden i\u00e7ime d\u00fc\u015fen bir s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 sar\u0131yor t\u00fcm bedenimi. Gecenin o \u0131ss\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve t\u00fcm sessizli\u011fi ile. Sonra bir ses duyuluyor minarelerden ar\u015fa y\u00fckselen. Allah huzuruna &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=7441\">Okumaya devam et <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[2453,1961,2549],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7441"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7441"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7441\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7442,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7441\/revisions\/7442"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7441"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7441"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7441"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}