{"id":7295,"date":"2017-12-12T09:44:55","date_gmt":"2017-12-12T06:44:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=7295"},"modified":"2017-12-12T09:45:51","modified_gmt":"2017-12-12T06:45:51","slug":"emanetimsin-karacaahmete-kara-dayi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=7295","title":{"rendered":"Emanetimsin Karacaahmet&#8217;e Kara Day\u0131&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/sis.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/sis-300x204.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"204\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7296\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/sis-300x204.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/sis.jpg 763w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Derin bir sessizlik ; korku dolmu\u015f g\u00f6zlere, nefesler tutulmu\u015f ; a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r gelen ayak sesleri duyuluyordu karanl\u0131\u011fa b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f, sisli \u0130stanbul sokaklar\u0131nda..<br \/>\nEn i\u015flek caddesinde i\u015f tutturmu\u015f, y\u0131llardan beri h\u00fck\u00fcm s\u00fcrer olmu\u015f ; nesilden nesile anlat\u0131l\u0131r bir hayat hikayesinin ba\u015f rol\u00fcn\u00fc oynuyor Cemil abi..<br \/>\nKaranl\u0131k d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131n, yufka y\u00fcrekli, sert g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcml\u00fc a\u011f\u0131r abisi ; Cemil abi..<br \/>\nSiyah sa\u00e7lar\u0131, kulaklar\u0131n\u0131n arkas\u0131na bir par\u00e7as\u0131 at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, ensesini kapat\u0131yor dalgalanm\u0131\u015f bi\u00e7imde..<br \/>\nHer sabah ge\u00e7ti\u011fi zaman aynan\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na, \u00f6nce uzun yaka g\u00f6mle\u011fini d\u00fczeltir, kirli sakal\u0131n\u0131 tarar en sonda sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011fa atarak, bir iki f\u0131s s\u0131kard\u0131 en g\u00fczel kokusunu \u00fczerine..<br \/>\nB\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131na \u00f6zel ilgi g\u00f6sterirdi Cemil abi ; badem ya\u011f\u0131yla besler, t\u00fct\u00fcn kokusuyla da renklendirirdi hilal b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131..<br \/>\nTek \u00e7izgi olurdu her zaman g\u00f6mle\u011finin ve \u0130spanyol pa\u00e7a pantolonunun \u00fct\u00fcs\u00fc..<br \/>\nNe giydi\u011finden \u00e7ok neyi att\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131r \u00fcst\u00fcnden ve O, geldi\u011fi yerin k\u0131l\u0131f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7oktan \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bedeninden. Bilirdiki gidece\u011fi yeri ge\u00e7irecekti \u00fczerine, \u00fczerinden..<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131plak bedenini nas\u0131l \u00f6rt\u00fcs\u00fcne saraca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 iyi bilirdi a\u011f\u0131r abi ; g\u00f6mle\u011fi ipektir, d\u00fc\u011fmeleri fildi\u015fi.. Pantolon ise \u00e7ift diki\u015ftir ; sa\u011flam olur, yere dokunmaz, \u00e7oraba \u00e7\u0131kmaz ; en zorunda da hayat\u0131n\u0131 kurtaracak gizli bir cebi olurdu onun, bu \u015fekilde giderdi her kavgaya..<br \/>\nHayat ser\u00fcveninin \u00fcniformas\u0131yd\u0131 onun \u015fekli ve \u015femali..<br \/>\nBak\u0131nca g\u00f6z kama\u015ft\u0131ran kol d\u00fc\u011fmeleri vard\u0131 onun; bakan herkes, anlard\u0131 bile\u011finin g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc oldu\u011funu..<br \/>\nKemerini s\u0131k\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131ya ba\u011flar, kap\u0131dan d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya ad\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yle atard\u0131 ; \u015fayet \u00e7ivisi \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n gev\u015fekli\u011fine emanet etmek bir \u00f6mr\u00fc, yak\u0131\u015f\u0131 kalmazd\u0131..<br \/>\n&#8221; Adam olan adam\u0131n ya kafas\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r ya da bile\u011fi &#8221; derdi her zaman..<br \/>\nAff\u0131 yoktur o y\u00fczden haks\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa hi\u00e7 bir zaman, heleki damar\u0131na bas\u0131l\u0131nca, dar ederdi hayat\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131 tarafa..<br \/>\n\u015eiir gibi hayat\u0131 vard\u0131 onun ; bak\u0131nca deniz mavisi g\u00f6zlerine, anlard\u0131 insan nerde kaybetti\u011fini kendini..<br \/>\nOkumas\u0131n\u0131 bilene, roman gibiydi a\u011f\u0131r abi..<br \/>\n\u015eayet O, en alevli zamanlar\u0131nda tatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u00e7aresizli\u011fi..<br \/>\nY\u0131llar sonra vard\u0131 zenginli\u011fin, \u015f\u00f6hretin, a\u011fal\u0131\u011f\u0131n tad\u0131na..<br \/>\n\u00dc\u00e7 be\u015f kolpaya b\u0131rakmazd\u0131 nam\u0131n\u0131 ; nam- \u0131 di\u011fer kara day\u0131..<br \/>\nPek yaman olmu\u015f sevgisi, a\u015fk\u0131 ; anlat\u0131r kimi zaman, bir gecede d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f kalbine hayat kad\u0131n\u0131..<br \/>\nY\u0131llarca bo\u011fu\u015fmu\u015f \u00f6l\u00fcm tuzaklar\u0131yla, vicdans\u0131z zorbal\u0131klarla ; sevdi\u011fi kad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karmak i\u00e7in batt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu \u00e7ukurda..<br \/>\nMazisini a\u00e7ar akl\u0131na geldik\u00e7e \u00e7ilingir sofras\u0131nda ; bi ka\u00e7 duble sonra, g\u00f6zlerde ya\u015f, g\u00f6nl\u00fcnde kanamas\u0131 dinmeyen bi yara..<br \/>\nE\u015fi, dostu, akranlar\u0131 derman olamad\u0131 yaras\u0131na ; merhemi kaybetmi\u015f Cemil abi, a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131 arad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kuyuda..<br \/>\nSevdas\u0131, g\u00fcnahlanm\u0131\u015f bi hayat olsada, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc alarak g\u00f6ze, ate\u015flere basa basa ilerledi davas\u0131nda ; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc iyi bilirdi kara day\u0131, kavu\u015famayan g\u00f6n\u00fcllerde susmaz olur feryad\u0131..<br \/>\n\u015eimdi ise Sultanahmet&#8217;ten, yank\u0131lan\u0131r bir sela sesi..<br \/>\nKu\u015flar bi farkl\u0131 u\u00e7ar oldu ; musalla ta\u015f\u0131nda g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 d\u00f6ken ya\u015fl\u0131 bir kedi..<br \/>\nU\u011ful u\u011ful ulamaya ba\u015flad\u0131 mahallenin sad\u0131k k\u00f6pe\u011fi..<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015fman volta atar oldu sokaklarda ; bu gitti\u011finin bir belirtisi..<br \/>\nDemi ka\u00e7t\u0131 \u00e7ay\u0131n ; so\u011fudu ve ac\u0131d\u0131 sen gitti\u011finden beri..<br \/>\nKaraca Ahmet iyi baks\u0131n emanetime, toprak sevsin seni ; \u015fayet sen karanl\u0131k gecelerin ayd\u0131nl\u0131k abisi..<br \/>\nVesselam<\/p>\n<p>Furkan KOCABA\u015e<\/p>\n<p><strong>Dinlemek \u0130\u00e7in&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<div style=\"width: 640px;\" class=\"wp-video\"><!--[if lt IE 9]><script>document.createElement('video');<\/script><![endif]-->\n<video class=\"wp-video-shortcode\" id=\"video-7295-1\" width=\"640\" height=\"360\" preload=\"metadata\" controls=\"controls\"><source type=\"video\/mp4\" src=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/WhatsApp-Audio-2017-12-12-at-02.30.28.mp4?_=1\" \/><a href=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/WhatsApp-Audio-2017-12-12-at-02.30.28.mp4\">http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/WhatsApp-Audio-2017-12-12-at-02.30.28.mp4<\/a><\/video><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Derin bir sessizlik ; korku dolmu\u015f g\u00f6zlere, nefesler tutulmu\u015f ; a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r gelen ayak sesleri duyuluyordu karanl\u0131\u011fa b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f, sisli \u0130stanbul sokaklar\u0131nda.. 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