{"id":7227,"date":"2017-12-08T14:11:15","date_gmt":"2017-12-08T11:11:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=7227"},"modified":"2017-12-08T14:14:00","modified_gmt":"2017-12-08T11:14:00","slug":"yetim-efe","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=7227","title":{"rendered":"Yetim Efe…"},"content":{"rendered":"

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S\u0131ska,k\u0131sa,sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n ve \u00c7ak\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u00fc ; saf kalpli k\u00f6yl\u00fc bir \u00e7ocuktu Efe.. Kald\u0131klar\u0131 yerde ekmekleri bitmi\u015f, ailecek gurbete d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015flerdi; kendisi de epey k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fc, yeni yeni terliyordu b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131 ince ince.. Annesinden dem vurur, babas\u0131 \u00e7ok \u00e7al\u0131\u015fkan, abisinden de destek g\u00f6rmeden b\u00fcy\u00fcyordu Efe..
\nOrta halli,biraz kilolu, e\u015farb\u0131n\u0131 boynunun alt\u0131ndan ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f; evin b\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0131rtlayan, al yanakl\u0131 bir anneye sahipti. Kara lastikler aya\u011f\u0131nda, yamal\u0131 pantolon, k\u0131salm\u0131\u015f ve y\u0131rt\u0131k bir g\u00f6mlekle ; esmer tenli, uzun sa\u00e7l\u0131 abisi de kar\u015f\u0131nda oturmu\u015f gidiyorlard\u0131 trende. H\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n ve asabi lakin bir o kadar da yufka y\u00fcrekli bir abisi vard\u0131 ama adam ak\u0131ll\u0131 destek g\u00f6rmedi ondan \u00e7o\u011fu zaman..
\nEpey uzun s\u00fcren, d\u00f6rt nala ko\u015fan bir at gibi yer yer ormanl\u0131k yollara dalan, az biraz a\u00e7\u0131k havaya kendini salan, kimi zaman da sislerle oyun oynayan ; sesiyle huzur verse de, sonu bitmek bilmiyormu\u015f gibi devam eden tren yolculu\u011fuydu bu..
\nEvin reisi baba, onlardan \u00f6nce gitmi\u015f, i\u015fini ve evini bulup, dayam\u0131\u015f d\u00f6\u015femi\u015f ve sab\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131kla bekliyordu kanda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131, yol arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131..
\nA\u011f\u0131r bir g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc, kal\u0131n derisi, a\u00e7\u0131k aln\u0131, her daim \u00e7at\u0131k kal\u0131n ka\u015flar\u0131, simsiyah g\u00f6zleri vard\u0131 zahmeti bedeninde \u00e7eken yorgun baban\u0131n..
\nAmans\u0131z bir hastal\u0131\u011fa yakalanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 lakin bunu kimseye s\u00f6yleyemez halde, vasiyet gibi yazm\u0131\u015f ka\u011f\u0131da, katlay\u0131p koymu\u015ftu y\u0131rt\u0131k cepli kaban\u0131na.
\n‘G\u00f6z g\u00f6re g\u00f6re y\u0131k\u0131lmak, habersizce \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p gitmek, s\u0131rt\u0131ndan han\u00e7erlemek ya da ne denirdi buna baba? Sen de\u011fil miydin beni okutmadan, b\u00fcy\u00fctmeden \u00f6lmem diyen? Neden bu ayr\u0131l\u0131k, neden bu hasret, neden bu \u00f6zlem? Haydi cevapla baba,bana gidi\u015fini, bizi elsiz ayaks\u0131z b\u0131rak\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 anlat baba.. ‘ sesleri sanki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7ak\u0131r\u0131ndan duyuyormu\u015fcas\u0131na, kula\u011f\u0131n\u0131n kep\u00e7esinden beynine \u00e7ak\u0131lan bir \u00e7ivi gibi i\u015fliyordu g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc, y\u00fcrekli babaya..
\nBitmi\u015fti yolculuk ; bavullar, e\u015fyalar, iskarpinler, tablolar, dolaplar ve fazlas\u0131yla yorgunluk vard\u0131 yanlar\u0131nda. A\u011flaya a\u011flaya, s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131ld\u0131 babas\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn canlar\u0131na ; en uzun bekleyi\u015f, en \u00f6zlem ve en hasretle..
\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 koklad\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Efe’nin, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131 absinin; kuca\u011f\u0131nda a\u011flad\u0131, dizlerinde sabahlad\u0131 hayat e\u015finin..
\n\u0130lk maa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 o g\u00fcn. Ak\u015fam\u0131nda ise bir \u00e7ilingir sofras\u0131, felekten bir gece \u00e7alm\u0131\u015flard\u0131 ak\u0131llar\u0131nca ; lakin bu f\u0131rt\u0131na \u00f6ncesindeki sessizli\u011fin onlardaki en tatl\u0131 haliydi ; mutlu suratlar\u0131n da, s\u0131cak evde ve hep birlikte..
\nTok kar\u0131nla girdiler yata\u011fa ; sabah s\u00f6nd\u00fc soba, ayaz i\u00e7lerine i\u015flercesine ve bir yandan feryat sesleri, g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 i\u00e7lerinde olmu\u015ftu derya..
\nKavu\u015fman\u0131n hemen ard\u0131ndan neydi \u015fimdi bu ayr\u0131l\u0131k? Kim verecek bunun hesab\u0131n\u0131, kim bakacak \u00f6ks\u00fczlere, kim tutacak ellerinden, ba\u011fr\u0131na kim basacakt\u0131 bundan sonra..?
\nGidenin ak\u0131beti bilinmez ama kalan derbeder ya\u015far hayat\u0131 ; a\u011flamakl\u0131 g\u00f6zler, ci\u011fer de bir tutam baba yaras\u0131..
\nKendinde de\u011fildi \u00e7ak\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u00fc \u00e7ocuk ; kap\u0131n\u0131n giri\u015fine g\u00f6zleri tak\u0131l\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015f, sessizce otururken masada d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc birden hasretin s\u00f6zleri, yang\u0131n\u0131n alevi, feryad\u0131n kelimeleri:
\n”Hastal\u0131kt\u0131 onu burdan g\u00f6t\u00fcren.
\nSar\u0131lamad\u0131m son kez, alamad\u0131m kokusunu.. Heleki ona kar\u015f\u0131 olan \u00f6zlem..
\nAhhh babam..
\nKadrin, k\u0131ymetin, ellerimi tutup bana o\u011flum diyi\u015fin..
\n\u00d6zledim babam ; hemde \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p gelsen b\u0131rakmayacak kadar \u00e7ok..
\nHayal ediyorum seni ; iyisin mesela, h\u00e2l\u00e2 ayn\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131nda, ayn\u0131 karizmanla, dik duru\u015funla..
\nBurnum da kokun, g\u00f6zlerimde ya\u015flar\u0131n kald\u0131 babam..
\nSen, sen elimden tutan, beni dua dua Allah’a anlatan..
\n\u00d6zledim i\u015fte yok bi sebebi..
\nHem, hem insan babas\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6zlemez mi..? ”<\/p>\n

Furkan KOCABA\u015e<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

S\u0131ska,k\u0131sa,sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n ve \u00c7ak\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u00fc ; saf kalpli k\u00f6yl\u00fc bir \u00e7ocuktu Efe.. Kald\u0131klar\u0131 yerde ekmekleri bitmi\u015f, ailecek gurbete d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015flerdi; kendisi de epey k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fc, yeni yeni terliyordu b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131 ince ince.. Annesinden dem vurur, babas\u0131 \u00e7ok \u00e7al\u0131\u015fkan, abisinden de destek g\u00f6rmeden b\u00fcy\u00fcyordu Efe.. … Okumaya devam et →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[1080,2422,73,2467,2468],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7227"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7227"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7227\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7230,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7227\/revisions\/7230"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7227"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7227"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7227"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}