Hayat boyu g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fcz ya\u015fad\u0131m..<\/p>\n
Bazen kabus oldu r\u00fcyam Sessizce \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k att\u0131m<\/p>\n
G\u00fcn\u00fc geldi mutlu oldum<\/p>\n
Azalmas\u0131ndan korktum<\/p>\n
G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015flerimi harcamad\u0131m<\/p>\n
Belki duyarlar diye \u015fark\u0131 m\u0131r\u0131ldanmad\u0131m<\/p>\n
Okumas\u0131nlar diye g\u00fcnl\u00fck bile tutmad\u0131m<\/p>\n
Bundand\u0131r hep \u015fiir yazar\u0131m<\/p>\n
Gizlerim dizelere s\u00f6ylemek istediklerimi<\/p>\n
Ve arka arkaya dizmekten, \u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015fen d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceleri<\/p>\n
Hi\u00e7 erken uyuyamam geceleri ……<\/p>\n
Hayalimdi cam olmas\u0131 odam\u0131n tavan\u0131<\/p>\n
Daha kolay sayabilmek i\u00e7in y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131<\/p>\n
Bi’ tek ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 ayd\u0131nlats\u0131n istedim<\/p>\n
Derken hi\u00e7 ayd\u0131nlanmad\u0131 odam\u0131n karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n
Zamanla duygular\u0131m da karard\u0131<\/p>\n
Ve sevemedim -m\u0131\u015f gibi yapan insanlar\u0131<\/p>\n
Bundand\u0131r pek bahsetmem hayallerimden<\/p>\n
Korkar\u0131m onlar\u0131 da al\u0131rlar diye benden<\/p>\n
Ben yaln\u0131z \u015fiir yazar\u0131m<\/p>\n
Vars\u0131n okunmas\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc \u015fah\u0131slar taraf\u0131ndan<\/p>\n
Bak yine fazla uzad\u0131 sat\u0131rlar\u0131m<\/p>\n
Kapans\u0131n g\u00f6z kapaklar\u0131m g\u00fcn a\u011farmadan.<\/p>\n
…<\/p>\n
Bu \u015fiirin telif hakk\u0131 yazar\u0131n (Ay\u015fe KAYA) kendisine ve\/veya temsilcilerine aittir. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n izin al\u0131nmadan kopyalanmas\u0131 ve kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 5846 say\u0131l\u0131 Fikir ve Sanat Eserleri Yasas\u0131na g\u00f6re su\u00e7tur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Hayat boyu g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fcz ya\u015fad\u0131m.. Bazen kabus oldu r\u00fcyam Sessizce \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k att\u0131m G\u00fcn\u00fc geldi mutlu oldum Azalmas\u0131ndan korktum G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015flerimi harcamad\u0131m Belki duyarlar diye \u015fark\u0131 m\u0131r\u0131ldanmad\u0131m Okumas\u0131nlar diye g\u00fcnl\u00fck bile tutmad\u0131m Bundand\u0131r hep \u015fiir yazar\u0131m Gizlerim dizelere s\u00f6ylemek istediklerimi Ve arka arkaya … Okumaya devam et