\u0130\u00e7imde hi\u00e7 dinmek bilmeyen bir ayr\u0131l\u0131k endi\u015fesi\u2026
\nY\u00fcre\u011fimin en derinlerinden kopard\u0131\u011f\u0131m h\u00fcz\u00fcn k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 topluyorum tek tek.
\nGecenin karanl\u0131k ve matemli an\u0131n\u0131 yakalad\u0131m yine.
\nEn sessiz \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131m, umutsuzlu\u011fumu hayk\u0131r\u0131yor.
\nUnutulmaya y\u00fcz tutmu\u015f varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m.
\n\u00c7aresizli\u011fimin g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nYaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n sessizli\u011fi delip ge\u00e7iyor.
\nBir g\u00fcn \u00f6lece\u011fim bunu biliyorum.
\nVe \u00f6lmekten \u00e7ok,
\n\u00d6ld\u00fckten sonra unutulmak korkutuyor beni.
\nSevdiklerimin g\u00f6lgesini ar\u0131yorum.
\nBir umut diyorum;
\nBenim sevdi\u011fim insanlar vard\u0131.
\nBeni seven insanlar vard\u0131 bir zamanlar.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fczel ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131 payla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z,
\nDostlar\u0131m vard\u0131 diyorum.
\nUmutsuzca ar\u0131yorum, g\u00f6lgelerine s\u0131\u011f\u0131nmak i\u00e7in.
\n\u00c7\u0131kar\u0131yorum kalbimden b\u00fct\u00fcn terk edilmi\u015flikleri.
\nYan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mda sessizli\u011fim,
\nVe en kadim dostum;
\nYaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m terk etmediler yine beni.
\nOturdum bir k\u00f6\u015feye,
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn yenilgilerimi,
\nYaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131,
\nTerk edilmi\u015fliklerimi,
\n\u00dcz\u00fcnt\u00fclerimi seyrediyorum.
\nHasretini \u00e7ekti\u011fim her \u015feyin \u00f6zlemini,
\nYeniden ya\u015f\u0131yorum kalbimde.
\nDurup d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum mecnun misali.
\nIss\u0131z bir da\u011f ba\u015f\u0131nda,
\nBir g\u00fcn unutulma endi\u015fesiyle sadece d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum.
\nVe ard\u0131mda b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m kalabal\u0131k bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131kla,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn e\u015fi\u011fine do\u011fru,
\nAd\u0131m ad\u0131m y\u00fcr\u00fcyorum.<\/p>\n
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Bu \u015fiirin telif hakk\u0131 yazar\u0131n (Tu\u011fba DO\u011eAN) kendisine ve\/veya temsilcilerine aittir. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n izin al\u0131nmadan kopyalanmas\u0131 ve kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 5846 say\u0131l\u0131 Fikir ve Sanat Eserleri Yasas\u0131na g\u00f6re su\u00e7tur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u0130\u00e7imde hi\u00e7 dinmek bilmeyen bir ayr\u0131l\u0131k endi\u015fesi\u2026 Y\u00fcre\u011fimin en derinlerinden kopard\u0131\u011f\u0131m h\u00fcz\u00fcn k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 topluyorum tek tek. Gecenin karanl\u0131k ve matemli an\u0131n\u0131 yakalad\u0131m yine. En sessiz \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131m, umutsuzlu\u011fumu hayk\u0131r\u0131yor. Unutulmaya y\u00fcz tutmu\u015f varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m. \u00c7aresizli\u011fimin g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc, Yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n sessizli\u011fi delip ge\u00e7iyor. Bir g\u00fcn … Okumaya devam et