k\u0131n\u0131 bile \u015fikayet\u00e7i k\u0131l\u0131c\u0131n!!
\ng\u0131na geldi art\u0131k b\u0131\u00e7aklanmaktan….
\n\u00e7ocuk; ben,yani
\na\u015fk\u0131n duvarlar\u0131nda \u00e7atlak bir s\u0131va gibi duran…
\nf\u0131rt\u0131na,tipi takip etti bizi,bebe\u011fi yerine mermileri emzirir oldu anneler..
\nben,yani ba\u015f\u0131m \u00f6n\u00fcmde sulanmay\u0131 bekleyen kuru bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek gibi duran…<\/p>\n
umut yerine a\u011flamay\u0131 dev\u015firir olduk,
\ng\u00fcn\u00fc ge\u00e7mi\u015f bir takvim sayfas\u0131 gibi y\u0131rt\u0131lmay\u0131 bekleyen…
\nsevgimizi g\u00f6m\u00fcp buzul da\u011flar\u0131n ete\u011fine g\u00fcne\u015fi sanr\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131zla tutuklar olduk..
\nben,yani babam\u0131n arka bah\u00e7ede kesti\u011fi sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 avucumda biriktiren..
\nnas\u0131l buru\u015ftuysa ellerim nas\u0131l terlediyse avu\u00e7lar\u0131m
\nve gelece\u011fimin yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u015fimdiki bomba seslerine b\u0131rak\u0131lan o ku\u015f sesleri ,NASIL SUSTUYSA!!!
\n\u00fcflesen s\u00f6necek saman alevi bozmas\u0131 sevin\u00e7ler
\nnas\u0131l dola\u015ft\u0131ysa v\u00fccudumuzun en kay\u0131p organlar\u0131nda…
\nbabam\u0131n gurbetten lastik saat getirdi\u011fi y\u0131llard\u0131..<\/p>\n
sizin s\u00f6zleriniz ak\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc dinlenen arabesk \u015fark\u0131lara benzerdi.
\nhat\u0131rlay\u0131n, ‘tamirc\u0131rag\u0131’ \u015fark\u0131s\u0131nda birlikte a\u011flay\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131
\nve birlikte lanetlerken kapitalizmi…
\nve kaybolu\u015fumuzu
\nbayram \u00f6ncesi \u00fczerimize giydirilen iki b\u00fcy\u00fck beden k\u0131yafetleri…
\nbiz umudu umutsuzlu\u011fu da iyi biliyorduk…
\nbize hep ac\u0131d\u0131lar,tokat da att\u0131lar y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn en kalabal\u0131k yerlerine….
\nbunlara adam ak\u0131ll\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fck.
\n\u015fimdi bunlara \u00fcz\u00fclemeyecek kadar al\u0131\u015f\u0131r olduk…..<\/p>\n
ben, yani toplay\u0131p \u00e7ocuklu\u011funu hi\u00e7 olmad\u0131k bir sabah treni e\u015fli\u011finde ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fehirden apar topar ka\u00e7an…
\nbirbirlerine omuz vermi\u015f insanlar\u0131n,yaram\u0131za merhem olan insanlar\u0131 unuttuk ilkin,
\nbizdeki buru\u015fuk tozlanm\u0131\u015f foto\u011fraflar\u0131ndan
\nbiz sonradan u\u00e7aklar yapt\u0131k..<\/p>\n
sorguluyor \u015fimdilerde tarih ve pek umutla bakamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z gelece\u011fimiz..
\nvefas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131,faili me\u00e7hul su\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131..
\nve g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 kanallar\u0131m\u0131z t\u0131kan\u0131yor,
\nge\u00e7mi\u015f b\u0131rakm\u0131yor ard\u0131ns\u0131ra pe\u015fimizi….
\nBEN YAN\u0130….<\/p>\n
…<\/p>\n
Bu \u015fiirin telif hakk\u0131 yazar\u0131n (Fatih \u00d6ZT\u00dcRK) kendisine ve\/veya temsilcilerine aittir. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n izin al\u0131nmadan kopyalanmas\u0131 ve kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 5846 say\u0131l\u0131 Fikir ve Sanat Eserleri Yasas\u0131na g\u00f6re su\u00e7tur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
k\u0131n\u0131 bile \u015fikayet\u00e7i k\u0131l\u0131c\u0131n!! g\u0131na geldi art\u0131k b\u0131\u00e7aklanmaktan…. \u00e7ocuk; ben,yani a\u015fk\u0131n duvarlar\u0131nda \u00e7atlak bir s\u0131va gibi duran… f\u0131rt\u0131na,tipi takip etti bizi,bebe\u011fi yerine mermileri emzirir oldu anneler.. ben,yani ba\u015f\u0131m \u00f6n\u00fcmde sulanmay\u0131 bekleyen kuru bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek gibi duran… umut yerine a\u011flamay\u0131 dev\u015firir … Okumaya devam et