{"id":431,"date":"2015-04-30T09:57:36","date_gmt":"2015-04-30T06:57:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=431"},"modified":"2015-04-30T09:57:36","modified_gmt":"2015-04-30T06:57:36","slug":"guzel-degil-mi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=431","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fczel De\u011fil Mi ?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/194591_311913202247278_1326357080_o.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-432\" src=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/194591_311913202247278_1326357080_o-300x235.jpg\" alt=\"194591_311913202247278_1326357080_o\" width=\"300\" height=\"235\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/194591_311913202247278_1326357080_o-300x235.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/194591_311913202247278_1326357080_o-1024x802.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/194591_311913202247278_1326357080_o-383x300.jpg 383w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/194591_311913202247278_1326357080_o.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Yazarken her \u015fey bir kez daha g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde canlan\u0131yor. Ya\u015farken fark edemedi\u011fim, \u00f6nemsiz sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m ayr\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n sessiz dili de\u015fifre oluyor. Asl\u0131nda say\u0131s\u0131 \u00f6nemsiz birbirine \u00e7ok benzeyen ama asla ayn\u0131 olmayan ve hat\u0131rlanmak istemeyen zihnin bir taraf\u0131na itilmi\u015f o aptal d\u00fc\u015f y\u0131\u011f\u0131nlar\u0131 da hat\u0131rlanabiliyor \u00e7o\u011fu zaman. Bazen de yap\u0131lan onca gereksiz hatalara saplanm\u0131\u015f ge\u00e7mi\u015fi anlatmaktan ba\u015fka bir \u015feye yaramayan s\u00f6zc\u00fckleri yeniden d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmekle ge\u00e7iyor vakit, ili\u015fkilerini kuruyorsun yeniden, zihni buna zorluyorsun yar\u0131m kalan \u00e7atlaklar\u0131 kapatmak i\u00e7in. Hat\u0131rlanan yerler ba\u015fka ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klarla kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131l\u0131p telafi edildikten sonra o bo\u015fluklarda yerini al\u0131yor, az hat\u0131rlananlar bazen en iyi an\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcne sahip olabiliyor.\u00a0 B\u00f6ylece her \u015fey yeniden ya\u015fan\u0131yor bilin\u00e7te, ya\u015fanmayanlar bile ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na kar\u0131\u015f\u0131p gidiyor \u00e7o\u011fu zaman. Yanl\u0131\u015f hat\u0131rlananlar ya da ya\u015fan\u0131lan olumsuzluklar\u0131 akl\u0131n istedi\u011fi \u015fekilde ba\u015ftan kurgulay\u0131p bunu ge\u00e7mi\u015fe yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmakt\u0131 bazen. G\u00fczel de\u011fil mi ? Ya da \u00e7ok ac\u0131 ?<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><a class=\"ProfileHeaderCard-screennameLink u-linkComplex js-nav\" href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/arpaslanbudak\">@<span class=\"u-linkComplex-target\">arpaslanbudak<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Bu \u015fiirin telif hakk\u0131 yazar\u0131n (M.Alparslan Budak) kendisine ve\/veya temsilcilerine aittir. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n izin al\u0131nmadan kopyalanmas\u0131 ve kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 5846 say\u0131l\u0131 Fikir ve Sanat Eserleri Yasas\u0131na g\u00f6re su\u00e7tur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yazarken her \u015fey bir kez daha g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde canlan\u0131yor. Ya\u015farken fark edemedi\u011fim, \u00f6nemsiz sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m ayr\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n sessiz dili de\u015fifre oluyor. Asl\u0131nda say\u0131s\u0131 \u00f6nemsiz birbirine \u00e7ok benzeyen ama asla ayn\u0131 olmayan ve hat\u0131rlanmak istemeyen zihnin bir taraf\u0131na itilmi\u015f o aptal d\u00fc\u015f y\u0131\u011f\u0131nlar\u0131 &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=431\">Okumaya devam et <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10,169],"tags":[185],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/431"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=431"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/431\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":433,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/431\/revisions\/433"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=431"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=431"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=431"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}