{"id":425,"date":"2015-04-30T09:55:03","date_gmt":"2015-04-30T06:55:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=425"},"modified":"2015-04-30T09:55:03","modified_gmt":"2015-04-30T06:55:03","slug":"konusurken-unutulan-kelimeler","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=425","title":{"rendered":"Konu\u015furken Unutulan Kelimeler…"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Sevgisi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcmsenmeyecek kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck, g\u00f6z\u00fcmde b\u00fcy\u00fctemeyece\u011fim kadar k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fc. Ve onun g\u00f6z\u00fcnden bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda sevgiler… Neden onunlay\u0131m, bilmiyorum. Beni cezbeden, di\u011fer insanlardan farkl\u0131 oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u015feyler, akl\u0131ma gelen bir ka\u00e7 basit mazeretten bir ka\u00e7\u0131yd\u0131.\u00a0 G\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fcz, i\u015fe yaramayan… Konu\u015furken kelimelerin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 unuturdum. Nereye gitti\u011fi belli olamayan muhabbetin sonu suskunlu\u011fa ba\u011flan\u0131rd\u0131. Hep bitmeye mahk\u00fbm…<\/p>\n

Terk etmenin verdi\u011fi tarifsiz ac\u0131y\u0131 hi\u00e7 ya\u015fad\u0131n m\u0131?<\/p>\n

Gittin.<\/p>\n

Duda\u011f\u0131ma, \u00e7ocuksu susuzlu\u011fumla asla doyamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fcklerinden birini kondurup gitmi\u015ftin. N’olur \u00f6yle bakma bana, dedin en son… Daha bir ka\u00e7 dakika \u00f6nce, g\u00f6zlerimde varl\u0131\u011f\u0131nla alevlenen ya\u015fam sevincinin yerine, boyun e\u011fmi\u015f, donuk ve daha \u015fimdiden hasretinle kavrulmu\u015f bir karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p gittin.<\/p>\n

T\u00fckendi zaman\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcre\u011fimdeki karar saatini, o g\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131p kapay\u0131ncaya kadar ge\u00e7en \u201csen\u201d den, sanki as\u0131rlarca t\u00fckenmek bilmeyen \u201csensizli\u011fe\u201d tersy\u00fcz ederek gittin i\u00e7imde, yoklu\u011funla zay\u0131flam\u0131\u015f, kalbi kapkara kalm\u0131\u015f a\u015fk \u00e7ocu\u011fumu sevgiyle emzirme sarho\u015flu\u011fuyla delirdi\u011fim \u015fu \u00fc\u00e7 saatin i\u00e7indeki y\u00fczlerce \u201can\u201d \u0131 \u201can\u0131\u201d ya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrerek… \u00d6ne g\u00f6zlerim \u00f6ks\u00fcz kald\u0131 yoklu\u011funda. Sonra, nefesinin o bu\u011fulu s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan mahrum kalan evimin rutubet kokulu duvarlar\u0131…<\/p>\n

….<\/p>\n

@arpaslanbudak<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n

Bu \u015fiirin telif hakk\u0131 yazar\u0131n (M.Alparslan Budak) kendisine ve\/veya temsilcilerine aittir. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n izin al\u0131nmadan kopyalanmas\u0131 ve kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 5846 say\u0131l\u0131 Fikir ve Sanat Eserleri Yasas\u0131na g\u00f6re su\u00e7tur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Sevgisi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcmsenmeyecek kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck, g\u00f6z\u00fcmde b\u00fcy\u00fctemeyece\u011fim kadar k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fc. Ve onun g\u00f6z\u00fcnden bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda sevgiler… Neden onunlay\u0131m, bilmiyorum. Beni cezbeden, di\u011fer insanlardan farkl\u0131 oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u015feyler, akl\u0131ma gelen bir ka\u00e7 basit mazeretten bir ka\u00e7\u0131yd\u0131.\u00a0 G\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fcz, i\u015fe yaramayan… Konu\u015furken kelimelerin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 unuturdum. Nereye … Okumaya devam et →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10,169],"tags":[183],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/425"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=425"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/425\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":427,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/425\/revisions\/427"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=425"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=425"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=425"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}