{"id":422,"date":"2015-04-30T09:52:15","date_gmt":"2015-04-30T06:52:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=422"},"modified":"2015-04-30T09:52:15","modified_gmt":"2015-04-30T06:52:15","slug":"kaybettigim-onca-kelime","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=422","title":{"rendered":"Kaybetti\u011fim Onca Kelime&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<h1><a href=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/256278_267982293307036_63627018_o.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-423\" src=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/256278_267982293307036_63627018_o-300x209.jpg\" alt=\"256278_267982293307036_63627018_o\" width=\"300\" height=\"209\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/256278_267982293307036_63627018_o-300x209.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/256278_267982293307036_63627018_o-1024x714.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/256278_267982293307036_63627018_o-430x300.jpg 430w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/256278_267982293307036_63627018_o.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/h1>\n<p>Bir solukla ya\u015fam aras\u0131nda bir yerlerde hayat bulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan ruhlar\u0131n \u00fczerinde ba\u015fka bir boyutta dola\u015f\u0131yorum y\u0131llard\u0131r. Ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 vuran odan\u0131n siyah atmosferinde, gecenin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, sessizli\u011fin f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6zlerin \u00fcrpertisinde yazmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m kendimi, karanl\u0131ktaki ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak arad\u0131m yaz\u0131lmas\u0131 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn ger\u00e7ekleri. Sonunu getiremedi\u011fim s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerde, dokunu\u015flarda, duvar\u0131n \u00e7atlaklar\u0131ndan akan kelimelerde, r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n pencereyle yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 dedikoduda, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015flerin arkas\u0131nda kalan anlamlarda, sessiz h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klar\u0131n bozdu\u011fu mutluluklar\u0131n ard\u0131nda, hayata yeniden ba\u015flama ad\u0131na tekrardan kurulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131lan o benzersiz manzaralar\u0131 tekrar hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum, kaybetti\u011fim onca kelimenin ard\u0131nda kalan o derin manalar\u0131.<\/p>\n<p><a class=\"ProfileHeaderCard-screennameLink u-linkComplex js-nav\" href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/arpaslanbudak\">@<span class=\"u-linkComplex-target\">arpaslanbudak<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Bu \u015fiirin telif hakk\u0131 yazar\u0131n (M.Alparslan Budak) kendisine ve\/veya temsilcilerine aittir. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n izin al\u0131nmadan kopyalanmas\u0131 ve kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 5846 say\u0131l\u0131 Fikir ve Sanat Eserleri Yasas\u0131na g\u00f6re su\u00e7tur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bir solukla ya\u015fam aras\u0131nda bir yerlerde hayat bulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan ruhlar\u0131n \u00fczerinde ba\u015fka bir boyutta dola\u015f\u0131yorum y\u0131llard\u0131r. Ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 vuran odan\u0131n siyah atmosferinde, gecenin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, sessizli\u011fin f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6zlerin \u00fcrpertisinde yazmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m kendimi, karanl\u0131ktaki ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak arad\u0131m yaz\u0131lmas\u0131 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn ger\u00e7ekleri. Sonunu &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=422\">Okumaya devam et <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10,169],"tags":[182],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/422"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=422"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/422\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":424,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/422\/revisions\/424"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=422"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=422"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=422"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}