{"id":4203,"date":"2016-01-11T11:11:23","date_gmt":"2016-01-11T09:11:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=4203"},"modified":"2016-01-11T11:11:23","modified_gmt":"2016-01-11T09:11:23","slug":"sir-gizli-bir-yer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=4203","title":{"rendered":"SIR G\u0130ZL\u0130 B\u0130R YER"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/t\u00fclin-kiper.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-4204\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/t\u00fclin-kiper-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"t\u00fclin kiper\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-4204\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/t\u00fclin-kiper-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/t\u00fclin-kiper-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/t\u00fclin-kiper.jpg 676w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Can\u0131m gibi G\u00fcne\u015fin s\u0131ms\u0131cak parlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir yaz g\u00fcn\u00fcnde, yine foto\u011fraf makinemi al\u0131p kendimi d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Okulumuzun bah\u00e7esindeki \u00e7i\u00e7eklere ula\u015fmak \u00fczere, yolumun \u00fcst\u00fcndeki \u00e7i\u00e7ekler \u00fczerinde dans eden kelebekleri foto\u011fraflayarak ilerlemekti niyetim. Yar\u0131m saatlik bir y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015ften sonra, nihayet okulun bah\u00e7esindeydim, ama bir tane bile kelebek \u00e7\u0131kmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131ma. Umudum bah\u00e7edeki \u00e7i\u00e7eklerdeydi. Birka\u00e7 kez doland\u0131m etraflar\u0131nda , uzaktan da g\u00f6zlemledim ama nafile, bir tane bile kelebek yoktu. Ve belki size garip gelecek, bir an \u00f6nce bir s\u00fcr\u00fc kelebek foto\u011fraf\u0131 \u00e7ekmem gerekiyordu, &#8220;bir insan\u0131n&#8221; ya\u015famas\u0131 i\u00e7in onlarca reng\u00e2renk kelebek bir araya gelmeliydi. Ya\u015famak bazen kalbinin atmas\u0131ndan ve nefes almaktan ibaret olmuyor, i\u015fte t\u0131pk\u0131 bunun gibi bir durum s\u00f6z konusuydu. Umutsuzlukla, bah\u00e7eyi \u00e7evreleyen duvar\u0131n dibinde bulunan banka oturdum. \u00c7antamdan telefonu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m, T\u00fcrkiye&#8217;de nerelerde kelebek vadisi var ona bakacakt\u0131m, sanki bunu \u00f6\u011frenince ne olacakt\u0131? Hemen oraya m\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131nlanacakt\u0131m? Yine de ara\u015ft\u0131rmak istedim o an ve Fethiye&#8217;de bir tane oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frendim. Hem sevinmi\u015f, hem de \u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm, gidebilmem m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fildi. G\u00f6zlerim doldu, i\u00e7imden ge\u00e7enleri sessizce hayk\u0131rmak istercesine y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc mavi g\u00f6\u011fe \u00e7evirdim, o da ne? Sar\u0131 bir kelebek u\u00e7uyor! \u0130\u015fte, orada iki tane de beyaz kelebek birbirini koval\u0131yor! Nereye gidiyorlar? Oturdu\u011fum banktan aya\u011fa f\u0131rlad\u0131m, kelebekler bah\u00e7e duvar\u0131na biti\u015fik, kenarlar\u0131 otlar ve deve dikenleriyle dolu toprak yola do\u011fru u\u00e7uyorlard\u0131. Bu yol eski mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n hemen alt\u0131ndayd\u0131, oraya ula\u015fmak i\u00e7in bah\u00e7eden \u00e7\u0131kmam ve okul binas\u0131n\u0131 arkadan dola\u015fmam gerekiyordu. Heyecanla hedefime do\u011fru y\u00f6neldim. \u0130\u00e7imdeki 19 May\u0131s bando ekibi mar\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 h\u0131zl\u0131 tempoda \u00e7almaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bahsetti\u011fim yola ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, kenarlarda uzan\u0131p giden mor deve dikenlerini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Makineme hemen sar\u0131lmad\u0131m, yol boyunca neler oldu\u011funu ke\u015ffetmek istemi\u015ftim \u00f6nce. Biraz daha ilerledim ve minik beyaz \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri, bol t\u00fcyl\u00fc yapraklar\u0131 olan, ad\u0131n\u0131 bilmedi\u011fim k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck boylu bir bitki toplulu\u011funun yan\u0131na yakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131mda durdum, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc az \u00f6nce g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f oldu\u011fum sar\u0131 kelebek mor bir dikenin \u00fczerinde t\u00fcm zarafetiyle duruyordu. Hemen makinemi haz\u0131rlad\u0131m ve ona do\u011fru bir ad\u0131m daha att\u0131m, aman Allah&#8217;\u0131m! Onlarca beyaz kelebek (benim i\u00e7in anlam\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fck olan Al\u0131\u00e7 Beyaz\u0131 diye adland\u0131r\u0131lan kelebek t\u00fcr\u00fc), o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bitki toplulu\u011fundan havalan\u0131vermi\u015fti! Ve hepsi bu kadar da de\u011fildi; K\u0131rlang\u0131\u00e7 kuyruklar, Bahad\u0131rlar, Hermitler de sanki g\u00f6steri yaparcas\u0131na dikenlerin \u00fczerinde u\u00e7uyordu. Buras\u0131 sanki bir kelebekler vadisiydi, yer g\u00f6k kelebek kapl\u0131yd\u0131. Uzaklarda diye \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm vadi, asl\u0131nda y\u0131llard\u0131r yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mdayd\u0131. Diken, \u00e7al\u0131, \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131 diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm yerler, asl\u0131nda benim arad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131, bir hazineyi bar\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131yordu. G\u00f6rmek gerekti, ama \u00f6nce aramak. Ve aramak i\u00e7in istemek gerekti, ama ne istedi\u011fin de\u011fil, neden istedi\u011fin \u00f6nemliydi. \u0130\u015fte foto\u011frafta g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcz yerde, hayat\u0131n bir s\u0131rr\u0131 gizliydi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Can\u0131m gibi G\u00fcne\u015fin s\u0131ms\u0131cak parlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir yaz g\u00fcn\u00fcnde, yine foto\u011fraf makinemi al\u0131p kendimi d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Okulumuzun bah\u00e7esindeki \u00e7i\u00e7eklere ula\u015fmak \u00fczere, yolumun \u00fcst\u00fcndeki \u00e7i\u00e7ekler \u00fczerinde dans eden kelebekleri foto\u011fraflayarak ilerlemekti niyetim. Yar\u0131m saatlik bir y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015ften sonra, nihayet okulun bah\u00e7esindeydim, ama bir &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=4203\">Okumaya devam et <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10,951],"tags":[1606,953],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4203"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4203"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4203\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4205,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4203\/revisions\/4205"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4203"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4203"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4203"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}