{"id":419,"date":"2015-04-30T09:50:42","date_gmt":"2015-04-30T06:50:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=419"},"modified":"2015-04-30T09:50:42","modified_gmt":"2015-04-30T06:50:42","slug":"sizofreni-siginagi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=419","title":{"rendered":"\u015eizofreni S\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u011f\u0131&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<h1><a href=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/77743_293686447403287_1588640216_o.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-420\" src=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/77743_293686447403287_1588640216_o-300x199.jpg\" alt=\"77743_293686447403287_1588640216_o\" width=\"300\" height=\"199\" \/><\/a><\/h1>\n<p>Dayan\u0131lmaz karma\u015fan\u0131n sessizli\u011fi vard\u0131 \u00fczerimde. Bulundu\u011fum apartman, sokak, cadde, kald\u0131r\u0131lamayacak bir hal al\u0131yordu. Gittik\u00e7e a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcyordu omuzlar\u0131ma. K\u00f6\u015fe bucak ka\u00e7t\u0131m hepsinden, her \u015feyden. Kendimi en sonunda bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck odada saklad\u0131m. Buras\u0131 s\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u011f\u0131m gibiydi, a\u015fka s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131m. Ac\u0131lara s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131m, yorgana sar\u0131ld\u0131m. Geceler boyu s\u00fcren h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klar gecenin sessizli\u011finde mart\u0131 seslerine kar\u0131\u015farak semaya do\u011fru yol al\u0131rd\u0131. Yata\u011f\u0131ma her yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda a\u015fk denen \u00e7ukura d\u00fc\u015ferken buldum kendimi. Her defas\u0131nda biraz daha yak\u0131yordu. Ama battaniyesiz de uyuyam\u0131yordum. Benim i\u00e7in bir zorunluluk haline gelmi\u015fti art\u0131k. Battaniyemdi \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6rten, sendin&#8230; Beni bu d\u00fcnyadan koruyan \u015fey belki de buydu. Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n karma\u015fas\u0131ndan ve yoruculu\u011fundan beni ancak bu koruyabilirdi. Delirenin ve \u015fizofrenin s\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u011f\u0131, bir liman\u0131yd\u0131 a\u015fk&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dayan\u0131lmaz karma\u015fan\u0131n sessizli\u011fi vard\u0131 \u00fczerimde. Bulundu\u011fum apartman, sokak, cadde, kald\u0131r\u0131lamayacak bir hal al\u0131yordu. Gittik\u00e7e a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcyordu omuzlar\u0131ma. K\u00f6\u015fe bucak ka\u00e7t\u0131m hepsinden, her \u015feyden. Kendimi en sonunda bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck odada saklad\u0131m. Buras\u0131 s\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u011f\u0131m gibiydi, a\u015fka s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131m. Ac\u0131lara s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131m, yorgana sar\u0131ld\u0131m. Geceler &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=419\">Okumaya devam et <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10,169],"tags":[181],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/419"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=419"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/419\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":421,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/419\/revisions\/421"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=419"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=419"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=419"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}