{"id":410,"date":"2015-04-30T09:44:54","date_gmt":"2015-04-30T06:44:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=410"},"modified":"2015-04-30T09:44:54","modified_gmt":"2015-04-30T06:44:54","slug":"unutulmaya-yuz-tutmus-yuzler","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=410","title":{"rendered":"Unutulmaya Y\u00fcz Tutmu\u015f Y\u00fczler&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<h1><a href=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/176687_299373386834593_1049682713_o.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-411\" src=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/176687_299373386834593_1049682713_o-300x205.jpg\" alt=\"176687_299373386834593_1049682713_o\" width=\"300\" height=\"205\" \/><\/a><\/h1>\n<p>Derdim g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcyle de\u011fil, bulutlar\u0131n an\u0131msatt\u0131klar\u0131yla. Ba\u015fka bir \u015fey gelmiyor akl\u0131ma, sadece siyah, bir \u015fekil belirmiyor. Ya\u011fmur \u00e7iselemeye ba\u015fl\u0131yor. T\u00fcm \u015fehir \u0131slakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n verdi\u011fi rehavetle g\u00fcnd\u00fcze g\u00f6re daha sakin. B\u00fct\u00fcn \u015fehir \u00f6l\u00fcme k\u00f6r, sadece bir ko\u015fu\u015fturmaca heyecan\u0131. Buradan bak\u0131nca hepsi anlams\u0131z geliyor. \u00dcst \u00fcste y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f izlenimi veren binalar. Odan\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7 taraf\u0131nda penceresi olan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck b\u00f6l\u00fcme do\u011fru uyu\u015fuk ad\u0131mlarla ge\u00e7tim, ya\u011fmur ya\u011fmaya devam ediyor, \u00e7ok \u0131srarc\u0131 de\u011fil, sakin ve tane tane, bir damla daha kay\u0131yor pencereden. Zaman zaman her ya\u011fmur damlas\u0131n\u0131n bir \u015feyi and\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum, kendimce farkl\u0131 anlamlar y\u00fckl\u00fcyorum. Garip bir duygu. Yoksa bu her bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda farkl\u0131 anlamlar\u0131 bar\u0131nd\u0131ran bulutlar\u0131n bana bir \u015feyler s\u00f6yleme \u015fekli miydi, bilmiyorum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc onlarda kay\u0131p, yitik ve geri getirmek isteyip de getiremediklerini g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum. Bir \u015fehir, y\u00fcz\u00fc unutulmaya y\u00fcz tutmu\u015f bir ki\u015fi, \u00e7ok \u00f6ncedendi. Kaybettikten sonra pek de \u00f6nemi kalm\u0131yor asl\u0131nda, kay\u0131p, bendeki anlam\u0131 yokluk. Ama her ya\u011fmur bunlar\u0131 bir kez daha bana ta\u015f\u0131yor, umut ta\u015f\u0131yor. Ya\u011fmur damlalar\u0131 bulutlardan bana ula\u015fan bir arma\u011fan m\u0131 yoksa? Bir damla daha d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p><a class=\"ProfileHeaderCard-screennameLink u-linkComplex js-nav\" href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/arpaslanbudak\">@<span class=\"u-linkComplex-target\">arpaslanbudak<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Bu \u015fiirin telif hakk\u0131 yazar\u0131n (M.Alparslan Budak) kendisine ve\/veya temsilcilerine aittir. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n izin al\u0131nmadan kopyalanmas\u0131 ve kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 5846 say\u0131l\u0131 Fikir ve Sanat Eserleri Yasas\u0131na g\u00f6re su\u00e7tur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Derdim g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcyle de\u011fil, bulutlar\u0131n an\u0131msatt\u0131klar\u0131yla. Ba\u015fka bir \u015fey gelmiyor akl\u0131ma, sadece siyah, bir \u015fekil belirmiyor. Ya\u011fmur \u00e7iselemeye ba\u015fl\u0131yor. T\u00fcm \u015fehir \u0131slakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n verdi\u011fi rehavetle g\u00fcnd\u00fcze g\u00f6re daha sakin. B\u00fct\u00fcn \u015fehir \u00f6l\u00fcme k\u00f6r, sadece bir ko\u015fu\u015fturmaca heyecan\u0131. Buradan bak\u0131nca hepsi anlams\u0131z geliyor. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=410\">Okumaya devam et <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10,169],"tags":[178],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/410"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=410"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/410\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":412,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/410\/revisions\/412"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=410"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=410"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=410"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}