{"id":384,"date":"2015-04-30T09:36:58","date_gmt":"2015-04-30T06:36:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=384"},"modified":"2015-04-30T09:36:58","modified_gmt":"2015-04-30T06:36:58","slug":"hayal-edemediklerim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=384","title":{"rendered":"Hayal Edemediklerim"},"content":{"rendered":"<h1><a href=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/177334_300915210013744_1131810625_o.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-385\" src=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/177334_300915210013744_1131810625_o-300x209.jpg\" alt=\"177334_300915210013744_1131810625_o\" width=\"300\" height=\"209\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/177334_300915210013744_1131810625_o-300x209.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/177334_300915210013744_1131810625_o-1024x712.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/177334_300915210013744_1131810625_o-431x300.jpg 431w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/177334_300915210013744_1131810625_o.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/h1>\n<p>Tasvip edemediklerim, anlayamad\u0131klar\u0131mdan, anlayamad\u0131klar\u0131m da hayal edemediklerimden ibaret. \u015eimdi soruyorsun bana neden o zaman bunca karalaman\u0131n sebebi? Ak\u0131ldan ge\u00e7enler ger\u00e7e\u011fin ba\u015fka y\u00fcz\u00fc, g\u00f6rebildi\u011fim, tutabildi\u011fim kadar\u0131 ancak. Varsa gelece\u011fe dair yaz\u0131l\u0131 bir \u015fey, \u015fimdinin belirsiz g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce o sokaklardan ge\u00e7erken dinledi\u011fim m\u00fczi\u011fi hala tutuyorum bir yerlerde, oradan her ge\u00e7i\u015fimde bana o s\u0131cak yaz g\u00fcnlerinin ve hat\u0131rlad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 tekrar \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmas\u0131 i\u00e7in. Fakat uzun bir zaman aral\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan sonra aradan ge\u00e7ti\u011finde, bunun olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark ettim, ayn\u0131 m\u00fczik ka\u00e7\u0131nc\u0131 defa sard\u0131, bilmiyorum. Akan zaman an\u0131lar\u0131 da s\u00fcr\u00fckleyip g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p><a class=\"ProfileHeaderCard-screennameLink u-linkComplex js-nav\" href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/arpaslanbudak\">@<span class=\"u-linkComplex-target\">arpaslanbudak<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Bu \u015fiirin telif hakk\u0131 yazar\u0131n (M.Alparslan Budak) kendisine ve\/veya temsilcilerine aittir. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n izin al\u0131nmadan kopyalanmas\u0131 ve kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 5846 say\u0131l\u0131 Fikir ve Sanat Eserleri Yasas\u0131na g\u00f6re su\u00e7tur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Tasvip edemediklerim, anlayamad\u0131klar\u0131mdan, anlayamad\u0131klar\u0131m da hayal edemediklerimden ibaret. \u015eimdi soruyorsun bana neden o zaman bunca karalaman\u0131n sebebi? Ak\u0131ldan ge\u00e7enler ger\u00e7e\u011fin ba\u015fka y\u00fcz\u00fc, g\u00f6rebildi\u011fim, tutabildi\u011fim kadar\u0131 ancak. Varsa gelece\u011fe dair yaz\u0131l\u0131 bir \u015fey, \u015fimdinin belirsiz g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc. Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce o sokaklardan ge\u00e7erken &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=384\">Okumaya devam et <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10,169],"tags":[156,173],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/384"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=384"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/384\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":386,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/384\/revisions\/386"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=384"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=384"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=384"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}