{"id":377,"date":"2015-04-30T09:31:25","date_gmt":"2015-04-30T06:31:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=377"},"modified":"2015-04-30T09:31:25","modified_gmt":"2015-04-30T06:31:25","slug":"dalgalar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=377","title":{"rendered":"Dalgalar&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"<h1><a href=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/178785_259971737441425_2131892145_o.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-378\" src=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/178785_259971737441425_2131892145_o-300x221.jpg\" alt=\"178785_259971737441425_2131892145_o\" width=\"300\" height=\"221\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/178785_259971737441425_2131892145_o-300x221.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/178785_259971737441425_2131892145_o-1024x753.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/178785_259971737441425_2131892145_o-408x300.jpg 408w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/178785_259971737441425_2131892145_o.jpg 2026w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/h1>\n<p>-M\u00fczi\u011fin ka\u00e7\u0131nc\u0131 defa ba\u015fa sard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyorum.<\/p>\n<p>-Ayn\u0131 \u015fark\u0131 m\u0131?<\/p>\n<p>-Hay\u0131r de\u011fil; \u00fcst\u00fcne ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131k ekli art\u0131k. (masaya dokunur, biraz el gezdirir, hala orada oldu\u011funa inanmak istercesine \u00e7alan m\u00fczi\u011fe odaklanmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r, hafif\u00e7e m\u0131r\u0131ldan\u0131r. ) Gece yar\u0131s\u0131 ge\u00e7iyor, so\u011fuk, hep karamsar, so\u011fuk zaten g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc. Dalgalar. S\u0131ras\u0131 gelen gidiyordu kendini k\u0131y\u0131ya atmak, kurtulmak istercesine ama her seferinde deniz yine kendine \u00e7ekiyordu onu inan\u0131lmaz bir \u00e7ekim g\u00fcc\u00fcyle. Bir yalana bile bile inanmak, bilmeden kaybetmenin ba\u015fka y\u00f6ntemiydi. Ama bir zamanlar b\u00f6yle mutlu olurdum. Herkesten \u00f6nce unutmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaksa, her \u015feyden \u00f6nce hat\u0131rlamaya sebep oluyor. Zaman ilerliyor, bu do\u011fru ama geriye do\u011fru. \u00dcst\u00fcnden ge\u00e7en her vakit \u00fcst \u00fcste y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131p daha \u00e7ok ge\u00e7mi\u015fe yakla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yor.<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p><a class=\"ProfileHeaderCard-screennameLink u-linkComplex js-nav\" href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/arpaslanbudak\">@<span class=\"u-linkComplex-target\">arpaslanbudak<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Bu \u015fiirin telif hakk\u0131 yazar\u0131n (M.Alparslan Budak) kendisine ve\/veya temsilcilerine aittir. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n izin al\u0131nmadan kopyalanmas\u0131 ve kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 5846 say\u0131l\u0131 Fikir ve Sanat Eserleri Yasas\u0131na g\u00f6re su\u00e7tur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>-M\u00fczi\u011fin ka\u00e7\u0131nc\u0131 defa ba\u015fa sard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyorum. -Ayn\u0131 \u015fark\u0131 m\u0131? -Hay\u0131r de\u011fil; \u00fcst\u00fcne ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131k ekli art\u0131k. (masaya dokunur, biraz el gezdirir, hala orada oldu\u011funa inanmak istercesine \u00e7alan m\u00fczi\u011fe odaklanmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r, hafif\u00e7e m\u0131r\u0131ldan\u0131r. ) Gece yar\u0131s\u0131 ge\u00e7iyor, so\u011fuk, hep karamsar, so\u011fuk zaten &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=377\">Okumaya devam et <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10,169],"tags":[156,171],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/377"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=377"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/377\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":379,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/377\/revisions\/379"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=377"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=377"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=377"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}