{"id":370,"date":"2015-04-30T09:26:29","date_gmt":"2015-04-30T06:26:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=370"},"modified":"2015-04-30T09:33:50","modified_gmt":"2015-04-30T06:33:50","slug":"ne-vakit","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=370","title":{"rendered":"Ne Vakit&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/265862_274745922630673_502346078_o.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-371\" src=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/265862_274745922630673_502346078_o-300x210.jpg\" alt=\"265862_274745922630673_502346078_o\" width=\"300\" height=\"210\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/265862_274745922630673_502346078_o-300x210.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/265862_274745922630673_502346078_o-1024x718.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/265862_274745922630673_502346078_o-428x300.jpg 428w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/265862_274745922630673_502346078_o.jpg 1815w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\u015eu an biliyorum bekledi\u011fim bir anda m\u0131, yoksa ans\u0131z\u0131n m\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131la\u015faca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131. Ama bu neyi de\u011fi\u015ftirir, yoksa sen hi\u00e7 burada olmad\u0131n m\u0131? Bir zaman \u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcnden ibaret. Se\u00e7emiyorum hangisi hayat olan bu muydu? Var ya da yok ne fark eder se\u00e7emiyorum zaten, ne hissetti\u011fimi, ne ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, ne yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131. Fark\u0131nda olmadan yaz\u0131yorum bir solukta kaybettiklerimi. Kazanmak kadar kolay olmuyor kaybetmek, k\u00f6t\u00fcye hep daha zor al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p><a class=\"ProfileHeaderCard-screennameLink u-linkComplex js-nav\" href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/arpaslanbudak\">@<span class=\"u-linkComplex-target\">arpaslanbudak<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Bu \u015fiirin telif hakk\u0131 yazar\u0131n (M.Alparslan Budak) kendisine ve\/veya temsilcilerine aittir. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n izin al\u0131nmadan kopyalanmas\u0131 ve kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 5846 say\u0131l\u0131 Fikir ve Sanat Eserleri Yasas\u0131na g\u00f6re su\u00e7tur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u015eu an biliyorum bekledi\u011fim bir anda m\u0131, yoksa ans\u0131z\u0131n m\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131la\u015faca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131. Ama bu neyi de\u011fi\u015ftirir, yoksa sen hi\u00e7 burada olmad\u0131n m\u0131? Bir zaman \u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcnden ibaret. Se\u00e7emiyorum hangisi hayat olan bu muydu? Var ya da yok ne fark eder se\u00e7emiyorum zaten, &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=370\">Okumaya devam et <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10,169],"tags":[156,168],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/370"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=370"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/370\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":372,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/370\/revisions\/372"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=370"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=370"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=370"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}