{"id":364,"date":"2015-04-30T09:22:46","date_gmt":"2015-04-30T06:22:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=364"},"modified":"2015-04-30T09:35:03","modified_gmt":"2015-04-30T06:35:03","slug":"adini-her-duydugumda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=364","title":{"rendered":"Ad\u0131n\u0131 Her Duydu\u011fumda&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<h1><a href=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/77785_292918274146771_1990425555_o.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-365\" src=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/77785_292918274146771_1990425555_o-300x199.jpg\" alt=\"77785_292918274146771_1990425555_o\" width=\"300\" height=\"199\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/77785_292918274146771_1990425555_o-300x199.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/77785_292918274146771_1990425555_o-1024x680.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/77785_292918274146771_1990425555_o-452x300.jpg 452w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/77785_292918274146771_1990425555_o.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/h1>\n<p><em>\u015eimdi daha iyi anl\u0131yorum yoklu\u011funun nas\u0131l bir varl\u0131k oldu\u011funu, asl\u0131nda bu bana adanm\u0131\u015f ikinci bir \u015fansm\u0131\u015f hayata b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerden devam edebilmem i\u00e7in. Uzun sessizlikler d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek i\u00e7in ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f hesaps\u0131z zamanlarm\u0131\u015f. Akl\u0131m\u0131n almad\u0131klar\u0131, hayat\u0131n benden gizlice almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131yla \u00e7ak\u0131\u015fan bir oyun \u00f6rg\u00fcs\u00fcnden ibaretmi\u015f. Art\u0131k \u00f6nemsemiyorum bunlar\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m kuyunun beni di\u011fer yollardan \u00f6te ba\u015fka bir yere g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc hesaplayamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Art\u0131k \u00f6nemli de\u011fil duvarlar\u0131n rengi, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 da ak\u0131p gidiyor zaten, duvarlar da tutmad\u0131ktan sonra daha ne yapabilirim ki? Gizlenmi\u015f \u00f6nceden, yaz\u0131lan onca \u015fey. Tekrara d\u00fc\u015fmeden devam\u0131n\u0131 getirebilirim art\u0131k. \u015eimdi o kuyunun ba\u015f\u0131ndan farkl\u0131 bir yolday\u0131m. Art\u0131k her ismini duydu\u011fumda kulaklar\u0131mda ayn\u0131 \u00e7\u0131nlama, dudaklar\u0131mda kelimelerin birikmesinden olu\u015fan h\u00fcz\u00fcn olacak. Ama sen bo\u015f ver beni. Ha duvarlar m\u0131? B\u0131rak istedi\u011fi gibi kals\u0131n.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p><a class=\"ProfileHeaderCard-screennameLink u-linkComplex js-nav\" href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/arpaslanbudak\">@<span class=\"u-linkComplex-target\">arpaslanbudak<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Bu \u015fiirin telif hakk\u0131 yazar\u0131n (M.Alparslan Budak) kendisine ve\/veya temsilcilerine aittir. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n izin al\u0131nmadan kopyalanmas\u0131 ve kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 5846 say\u0131l\u0131 Fikir ve Sanat Eserleri Yasas\u0131na g\u00f6re su\u00e7tur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u015eimdi daha iyi anl\u0131yorum yoklu\u011funun nas\u0131l bir varl\u0131k oldu\u011funu, asl\u0131nda bu bana adanm\u0131\u015f ikinci bir \u015fansm\u0131\u015f hayata b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerden devam edebilmem i\u00e7in. Uzun sessizlikler d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek i\u00e7in ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f hesaps\u0131z zamanlarm\u0131\u015f. Akl\u0131m\u0131n almad\u0131klar\u0131, hayat\u0131n benden gizlice almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131yla \u00e7ak\u0131\u015fan bir oyun \u00f6rg\u00fcs\u00fcnden &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=364\">Okumaya devam et <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10,169],"tags":[156,165],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/364"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=364"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/364\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":366,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/364\/revisions\/366"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=364"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=364"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=364"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}