{"id":335,"date":"2015-04-30T08:55:30","date_gmt":"2015-04-30T05:55:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=335"},"modified":"2015-05-06T10:12:51","modified_gmt":"2015-05-06T07:12:51","slug":"gecenin-karanligi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=335","title":{"rendered":"Gecenin Karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131…"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"201143_291219114316687_2028249996_o\"<\/a>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Diyelim bir kelime ba\u015ftan anlam kazan\u0131yor<\/p>\n

Ve duvarda daha \u00f6nce bahsi ge\u00e7meyen<\/p>\n

Aynaya bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm kadar ger\u00e7ek<\/p>\n

\u015eehrin u\u011fultusunda kaybolan sesler, duyam\u0131yorum ad\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n

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Yok olanlar \u00fczerine bir bahis<\/p>\n

Gecenin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 her yeri sar\u0131yor<\/p>\n

Sokaklar sessiz \u2013odam kadar-<\/p>\n

So\u011fuk<\/p>\n

Duvar\u0131n anlatt\u0131klar\u0131<\/p>\n

Hep bu saatte konu\u015fur<\/p>\n

Niteliksiz tan\u0131mlar \u2013 \u00f6l\u00fcm kadar so\u011fuk<\/p>\n

Akla geldik\u00e7e siliyor t\u00fcm yaz\u0131lar\u0131<\/p>\n

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Mart\u0131lar tekrar konu\u015fmaya ba\u015fl\u0131yor \u2013ya\u011fmur gecenin vazge\u00e7ilmezi-, tan\u0131nmayacak kadar uzakta mutlu bir y\u00fcz. R\u00fczg\u00e2r estik\u00e7e k\u00fcller savruluyor her yana. Sokak lambas\u0131 sabaha kadar yan\u0131yor. O y\u00fcz yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a kelimelerin ya\u015flan\u0131yor, hep bir son ba\u015fl\u0131yor zamandan \u00f6te gelen. Gittik\u00e7e yakla\u015f\u0131yor ama bir daha olmas\u0131n dayanmaz kelimelerim, duvar inliyor. Uzakl\u0131k art\u0131yor sanki ayn\u0131 anda yakla\u015f\u0131r gibi. Her \u015fey ba\u015ftan m\u0131 \u2013yakla\u015fmaya devam ediyor- ba\u015flayacak? Yine de ge\u00e7 say\u0131lmaz \u2013ben de ona yakla\u015f\u0131yorum- onca olandan sonra. Gecenin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda sokak lambalar\u0131 i\u00e7 i\u00e7e ge\u00e7iyor, mart\u0131lar daha h\u0131zl\u0131 u\u00e7uyor. Yeniden \u015fekilleniyor g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc, farkl\u0131 bulutlar g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum kafam\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda.<\/p>\n

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Sonra t\u00fcm olanlar\u0131 ba\u015ftan ya\u015f\u0131yorum gibi \u2013bana bakan bir \u00e7ift g\u00f6z- t\u00fcm kurgular ba\u015ftan yaz\u0131l\u0131yor. Tuhaf bir tat b\u0131rak\u0131yor bu olanlar ve tekrar bo\u015flukta inliyor sesler, mart\u0131lar ba\u011f\u0131rmaya ba\u015fl\u0131yor. O y\u00fcz ayn\u0131 ki\u015fi, zaman farkl\u0131, kelimelerin hat\u0131rlam\u0131yor onu, binalar\u0131n duvarlar\u0131 k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f halde. Yine onca acayip \u015fey, saati belirsiz uykunun bir anl\u0131k bo\u015flukta olu\u015fturdu\u011fu g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler.<\/p>\n

……<\/p>\n

@arpaslanbudak<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n

Bu \u015fiirin telif hakk\u0131 yazar\u0131n (M.Alparslan Budak) kendisine ve\/veya temsilcilerine aittir. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n izin al\u0131nmadan kopyalanmas\u0131 ve kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 5846 say\u0131l\u0131 Fikir ve Sanat Eserleri Yasas\u0131na g\u00f6re su\u00e7tur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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