Uzunca bir palto\u2026
\nKadife\u2026
\nElleri \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f, k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 da grimsi olmu\u015ftu son g\u00fcnlerde\u2026
\nBabam\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00c7evresinde buz gibi bir kalkan vard\u0131\u2026
\nHo\u015f bir buz k\u00fctlesi\u2026
\nS\u0131ms\u0131cak \u00e7ocuktum, ate\u015f basard\u0131 ak\u015famlar\u0131,
\nO buz gibi adam mis gibi g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne basard\u0131 kafam\u0131.<\/p>\n
Evin i\u00e7inde dola\u015f\u0131r dururdum.
\nMercimek \u00e7orbas\u0131n\u0131 da \u00e7ok severdim \u00fcstelik.
\nU\u011fultuya ve ritmik sese dayanamaz hemen uyurdum;
\nGiderdi f\u0131rsattan istifade d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc olmaya,
\nBiricik, kocaman babam\u2026<\/p>\n
Grimsi sa\u00e7lar\u0131 vard\u0131\u2026
\nYa\u015f\u0131 k\u0131rkt\u0131.
\nAnnem odan\u0131n merkezinde portakallar\u0131 son derece simetrik keserken,
\nBabam evden \u00e7\u0131kmaya kalkt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Koyu ye\u015fil bir koltuk grubumuz vard\u0131.
\nD\u00f6rt tane k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck yast\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026
\n\u00dcst\u00fcnde yirmi alt\u0131 bin on dokuz farkl\u0131 desen detay\u0131\u2026
\nBabam annemle vedala\u015fmaya gelmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Kalkt\u0131m.
\nDedim ki: \u201cGidemezsin!\u201d
\nGidemezsin \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben a\u00e7\u0131m.
\nGidemezsin \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131r\u0131m.
\n\u00dcstelik bu kadar detaya sahip koltuk tak\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p nereye gideceksin?
\nGidip gidebilece\u011fin,
\nBeyaz bir iskemle ya da makam koltu\u011funda d\u00f6nerek e\u011fleneceksin\u2026<\/p>\n
Ayaklar\u0131na kapand\u0131m.
\n\u00c7oraplar\u0131 siyah ve \u00e7izgiliydi.
\nSayd\u0131m, d\u00f6rt \u00e7izgi solda; be\u015f \u00e7izgi sa\u011fdayd\u0131.
\nSoldaki biraz daha asimetrikti. <\/p>\n
Fluydu sesler\u2026
\nAnnem, \u201cGel bunu ye!\u201d derdi,
\nBabam\u0131n diz kapa\u011f\u0131, bir keman gibi omzuma oturuverdi.<\/p>\n
Az \u00f6nce sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feyleri s\u00f6yleyemedim.
\nGitmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 babam.
\nYerde birka\u00e7 santim s\u00fcr\u00fcklendim.
\nAld\u0131 kuca\u011f\u0131na, \u00f6pt\u00fc g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcm\u00fc,
\n\u201cHaydi uyuyal\u0131m seninle pa\u015fam!\u201d<\/p>\n
Odaya g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc\u2026
\nDopdoluydu i\u00e7im.
\nK\u0131m\u0131ldamad\u0131m bile o benden \u00f6nce uyudu diye.
\nDeli divane gibi uyurum ben normalde.
\nDalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Buz kestim bir ara.
\nBir uyand\u0131m,
\nSanki yaln\u0131z kalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m bilmem ka\u00e7 milyarl\u0131k \u0131ss\u0131z bir adada.
\nKand\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Babam\u2026
\nEn sevdi\u011fim adam\u2026
\nGitmi\u015f\u2026
\nYok olmu\u015ftu birden.<\/p>\n
Odadan s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.
\nHi\u00e7 d\u00f6nmemi\u015ftim ki k\u0131vr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerden.
\nNeden?<\/p>\n
Annemin yan\u0131na ko\u015ftum.
\nH\u00e2l\u00e2 portakal soyuyordu.
\n\u00c7\u0131kt\u0131m.
\nBa\u015fka bir yere ge\u00e7tim.<\/p>\n
Ba\u015fka bir bina\u2026
\nBa\u015fka bir oda\u2026
\nA\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.
\nYandan bir adam girdi,
\nBir elinde gazoz,
\nCebinden de gofret sark\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Babam de\u011fildi bu adam.
\n\u00c7ayc\u0131 Recep\u2019ti.
\nBabam\u0131n nerede oldu\u011funu hi\u00e7 s\u00f6ylemedi.
\n\u015eimdi anlad\u0131n m\u0131 neden gazozu ve gofreti bu kadar \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fimi?
\nBabam\u0131 beklerken hep onlarla yetindi\u011fimi\u2026<\/p>\n
Ay gel hele gel..!
\nB\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm art\u0131k\u2026
\nBabamdan ayr\u0131 ya\u015fayacak kadar b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm.
\nHem beklemiyorum onu art\u0131k\u2026
\nBu yolda birka\u00e7 ad\u0131m y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
Ne i\u00e7ersin?
\nBen, gazoz olmasayd\u0131, alkolik olurdum.
\nSen anlat \u015fimdi\u2026
\nNeden seviyorsun bu kadar, \u00e7ay\u0131?
\nPizzay\u0131?
\nUzay\u2019\u0131..?
\nSiktir et anlatma\u2026
\nKayan y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 seyredelim.<\/p>\n
\u015e\u015f\u015f\u015f\u2026
\nK\u00fcfretti\u011fimi babam duymas\u0131n.
\nO hep yaln\u0131z kald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00fclerek k\u00fcfrederdi.
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Ay\u0131 \u00e7ok g\u00fczel,
\nGel otur.<\/p>\n
Sonra da meyveli \u00e7ay i\u00e7elim\u2026<\/p>\n
…<\/p>\n
Bu eserin telif hakk\u0131 yazar\u0131n (Ertu\u011frul KO\u00c7LAR) kendisine ve\/veya temsilcilerine aittir. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n izin al\u0131nmadan kopyalanmas\u0131 ve kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 5846 say\u0131l\u0131 Fikir ve Sanat Eserleri Yasas\u0131na g\u00f6re su\u00e7tur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Uzunca bir palto\u2026 Kadife\u2026 Elleri \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f, k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 da grimsi olmu\u015ftu son g\u00fcnlerde\u2026 Babam\u2026 \u00c7evresinde buz gibi bir kalkan vard\u0131\u2026 Ho\u015f bir buz k\u00fctlesi\u2026 S\u0131ms\u0131cak \u00e7ocuktum, ate\u015f basard\u0131 ak\u015famlar\u0131, O buz gibi adam mis gibi g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne basard\u0131 kafam\u0131. Evin i\u00e7inde … Okumaya devam et