{"id":3208,"date":"2015-09-16T22:07:34","date_gmt":"2015-09-16T19:07:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=3208"},"modified":"2015-09-16T22:07:34","modified_gmt":"2015-09-16T19:07:34","slug":"dunya-su-aliyor-batiyoruz","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=3208","title":{"rendered":"D\u00fcnya Su Al\u0131yor… Bat\u0131yoruz…"},"content":{"rendered":"

Uzan\u0131p b\u00fct\u00fcn tembelli\u011fiyle g\u00fcne\u015fe kar\u015f\u0131, izlemek bu kenti.
\nArka sokaklar\u0131nda ko\u015fu\u015fan mutlu \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015flemek. Onlar\u0131n aras\u0131na kar\u0131\u015fmak, onlardan biri olmak.<\/p>\n

Al bu kederi \u00fczerimden,
\nyorgunum bir hayli.
\nY\u0131kamad\u0131m bu dev aynas\u0131nda kendine c\u00fcce g\u00f6r\u00fcnen d\u00fczeni. Bir hayalperestle ac\u0131 ger\u00e7e\u011fin sava\u015f\u0131n\u0131 izlemek ister misin?
\nEvet dedi\u011fini duyar gibiyim, hay\u0131r dedi\u011fimi duy. Sava\u015f k\u00f6t\u00fc bir \u015feydir.<\/p>\n

“Her insan i\u00e7inde bir oda ta\u015f\u0131r” yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 Kafka Mavi Oktav defterine.
\nKim bilir ka\u00e7 odayla ge\u00e7iyoruz birbirimizin yan\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n

Ge\u00e7mi\u015f zaman\u0131n ge\u00e7meyenleriyle ak\u015fama kavu\u015fturuyoruz g\u00fcn\u00fc. Seni de endi\u015felendiriyor mu zaman\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6lge d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrme ihtimali? Beni endi\u015feye itiyor mesela farkedemedi\u011fim g\u00fczelliklerin olmas\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130yi k\u00f6t\u00fc ya\u015f\u0131yoruz demi\u015fsin, deme \u00f6yle. \u0130yi ki bunca k\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7inde ya\u015f\u0131yoruz. Ne kadar ya\u015famak denirse \u015feklindeki serzeni\u015flerini \u015fimdiden i\u015fitiyorum.<\/p>\n

Belki yaran\u0131 g\u00f6sterdi\u011fin i\u00e7in tuz bas\u0131yorlar. Yoksa nerde g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f elinde tuzla gezen. \u00d6lsen de ac\u0131ndan yaran\u0131 gizle. Bilemezsin hangi dosta b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Birka\u00e7 hayata s\u0131\u011facak kadar ac\u0131 \u00e7ekmi\u015fsin. G\u00f6zlerinden belli, s\u00f6zlerinden.. Fonda ‘An\u0131lar’ adl\u0131 \u015fark\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 filmde ge\u00e7en bir replik tak\u0131ld\u0131 akl\u0131ma.
\n“Seni daha \u00e7ok sevsem?” ac\u0131n az da olsa diner mi.<\/p>\n

Pencereni a\u00e7\u0131p karanl\u0131\u011fa dikiyorsun g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, bihabersin y\u0131ld\u0131zlardan.<\/p>\n

Bendeki umut bana fazla,
\nsende umuttan eser yok.<\/p>\n

Ne sen.
\nNe ben.
\nNe bu d\u00fcnya.
\nAc\u0131yla bir yere var\u0131lmaz.
\nAc\u0131 seni kendinden bile uza\u011fa ta\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ekilelim kendi k\u00f6\u015felerimize. Sen bir \u015fiir yazars\u0131n.
\nBen i\u00e7inden bir m\u0131srada kendimi bulur yeniden do\u011far\u0131m. G\u00fcne\u015fin batmayaca\u011f\u0131 yerler buluruz. Bulutlar\u0131n umuda g\u00f6lge etmeyece\u011fi yerler.<\/p>\n

A\u011f\u0131r bana bu d\u00fcnya, sen kendi \u015fiirini yazarken ben kendi d\u00fcnyama giderim, yeniden do\u011fmaya.<\/em><\/p>\n

…<\/p>\n

Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n telif hakk\u0131 \u015fairin (Mavroliva) kendisine ve\/veya temsilcilerine aittir. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n izin al\u0131nmadan kopyalanmas\u0131 ve kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 5846 say\u0131l\u0131 Fikir ve Sanat Eserleri Yasas\u0131na g\u00f6re su\u00e7tur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Uzan\u0131p b\u00fct\u00fcn tembelli\u011fiyle g\u00fcne\u015fe kar\u015f\u0131, izlemek bu kenti. Arka sokaklar\u0131nda ko\u015fu\u015fan mutlu \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015flemek. Onlar\u0131n aras\u0131na kar\u0131\u015fmak, onlardan biri olmak. Al bu kederi \u00fczerimden, yorgunum bir hayli. Y\u0131kamad\u0131m bu dev aynas\u0131nda kendine c\u00fcce g\u00f6r\u00fcnen d\u00fczeni. Bir hayalperestle ac\u0131 ger\u00e7e\u011fin sava\u015f\u0131n\u0131 … Okumaya devam et →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10,1077],"tags":[1322,1079],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3208"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3208"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3208\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3209,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3208\/revisions\/3209"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3208"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3208"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3208"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}