batan bir g\u00fcne\u015fin ard\u0131na gizlendim bug\u00fcnde
\nsa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 tarad\u0131 umudun r\u00fczgar\u0131
\nve ben
\nb\u00fcy\u00fck zamanlara d\u00fc\u015fen
\nsonbahar yapraklar\u0131n\u0131 toplad\u0131m birer birer
\nzaman\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne inat
\nbir sokak boyu yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m<\/p>\n
bir duvarda \u015f\u00f6yle yaz\u0131yordu
\nhat\u0131rlar\u0131m;
\n“\u0131ss\u0131z karanl\u0131k gecelerde
\n\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n varsa g\u00f6lgende olmal\u0131d\u0131r.”
\nbenim \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m hep arkama d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
\nben hep karanl\u0131ktayd\u0131m tanr\u0131m
\ngeceye mahkum ellerimle dual\u0131 \u015fiirler uzatt\u0131m sana
\nki kimse amin demezdi
\n\u015fiirlerim o zaman g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne arma\u011fan edilmi\u015f
\nbir bulut oluverirdi,
\nbirikirdi
\n\u00e7atard\u0131
\nve her gece ya\u011fard\u0131 karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma tanr\u0131m<\/p>\n
sokaklar\u0131m vi\u015fne a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131yla doluydu
\nb\u00fcy\u00fck zamanlar\u0131n k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 s\u00fcsl\u00fc boneleriydi onlar
\ns\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6vdelerine yaslard\u0131m
\nhayal tohumlar\u0131m\u0131 ekerdim k\u00f6klerine
\nk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 boneli a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131m dallan\u0131p budakland\u0131
\nmeyvelerini verdi
\nve Adem’e yasaklanan elma a\u011fac\u0131 gibi
\nher sonbaharlar\u0131 birer birer y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131 tanr\u0131m<\/p>\n
\u00e7ocuklu\u011fumda \u015f\u00f6yle dua ederdim;
\n“tanr\u0131m, beni \u015fairlerin \u00e7ektikleriyle s\u0131nama”<\/p>\n
k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fcm
\nve biliyorum k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcklerin saati hep b\u00f6yle ilerler;
\nd\u00fczensiz, umutsuz…
\nyine de dual\u0131 \u015fiirler yaz\u0131yorum
\nya\u011fmur olup d\u00f6ns\u00fcnler
\nve sulas\u0131nlar diye kurak topraklar\u0131m\u0131
\n\u00e7ekti\u011fimiz her \u015feyi s\u0131\u011fd\u0131ramasakta
\ndual\u0131 \u015fiirlerimize
\ntoprak \u00e7ekiyor ve s\u0131\u011fd\u0131r\u0131yor insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131…<\/p>\n
…<\/p>\n
Bu \u015fiirin telif hakk\u0131 yazar\u0131n (Kaan O\u011fuz) kendisine ve\/veya temsilcilerine aittir. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n izin al\u0131nmadan kopyalanmas\u0131 ve kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 5846 say\u0131l\u0131 Fikir ve Sanat Eserleri Yasas\u0131na g\u00f6re su\u00e7tur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
batan bir g\u00fcne\u015fin ard\u0131na gizlendim bug\u00fcnde sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 tarad\u0131 umudun r\u00fczgar\u0131 ve ben b\u00fcy\u00fck zamanlara d\u00fc\u015fen sonbahar yapraklar\u0131n\u0131 toplad\u0131m birer birer zaman\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne inat bir sokak boyu yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir duvarda \u015f\u00f6yle yaz\u0131yordu hat\u0131rlar\u0131m; “\u0131ss\u0131z karanl\u0131k gecelerde \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n varsa g\u00f6lgende olmal\u0131d\u0131r.” benim … Okumaya devam et