{"id":3071,"date":"2015-09-10T22:46:24","date_gmt":"2015-09-10T19:46:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=3071"},"modified":"2015-09-10T22:46:24","modified_gmt":"2015-09-10T19:46:24","slug":"mavrolivanin-kaleminden-yildiz-kaydi-zaman-tut-dilegim-var","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=3071","title":{"rendered":"Mavroliva&#8217;n\u0131n Kaleminden&#8230; &#8221;Y\u0131ld\u0131z Kayd\u0131&#8230; Zaman Tut&#8230; Dile\u011fim Var&#8230;&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>Zaman bir \u015feyleri \u00e7\u00f6zecek diye beklerken iyice d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmledi beni kendime. \u00d6yle doland\u0131m ki bu dolamba\u00e7l\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelere, yol \u015furas\u0131 desen g\u00f6r\u00fcp gelemem.<br \/>\n\u00dc\u00e7 dilek hakk\u0131m\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fc de kald\u0131r\u0131p \u00e7\u00f6pe atm\u0131\u015f\u0131m sanki.<br \/>\nMavi g\u00fcnbat\u0131mlar\u0131mla Mars&#8217;tan bak\u0131yorum her gece d\u00fcnyaya. Sonra g\u00fcnle birlikte kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum kuru kalabal\u0131\u011fa.<br \/>\nVarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m menek\u015fe kokusu, fark ettirmiyorum ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131.<br \/>\nHik\u00e2yeler \u00e7al\u0131p bir yerlerden sessiz sedas\u0131z ka\u00e7\u0131yorum.<br \/>\nR\u00fcyayla ger\u00e7e\u011fin ayr\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ayr\u0131ml\u0131 yollardan ge\u00e7iyorum \u015fu s\u0131ralar..<\/p>\n<p>Kayan y\u0131ld\u0131z insan \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc temsil edermi\u015f,<br \/>\nbir \u00f6l\u00fcme bir dilek nas\u0131l tutulur.<br \/>\nBir kitap yazmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m tam ortas\u0131ndan,<br \/>\nba\u015f\u0131 yok, sonu yok, \u00f6yle eksik bir \u015fey. Kendimi par\u00e7alar\u0131 kay\u0131p yap-bozlar gibi hissediyorum.<br \/>\nBirle\u015ftirmeye kalk\u0131\u015f\u0131p bozmu\u015flar beni, olu\u015fan manzara anlams\u0131z.<br \/>\nKendime bir kahve s\u00f6yledim,<br \/>\n40 y\u0131ll\u0131k hat\u0131ra kanar da bir 20 y\u0131l daha katlanabilirim diye kendime.<br \/>\n\u0130nsanlar \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7mam\u0131 bekliyor, ben kendimin kakt\u00fcs\u00fc..<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcme be\u015f kala \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7ar\u0131m.<br \/>\nBakt\u0131m t\u00fcm gemiler bir bir bat\u0131yor derin denizlere umudumu ku\u015flara ba\u011flad\u0131m.<br \/>\nHer mevsim diyar diyar g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcyorum,<br \/>\nka\u00e7amak sevin\u00e7ler topluyorum ordan burdan.<br \/>\nKendimi kendime emanet ediyorum son kez,<br \/>\ny\u00fcr\u00fcrken \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumun sokaklar\u0131nda.<br \/>\nBence benim y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131m ayr\u0131lmal\u0131 g\u00f6kten diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum i\u00e7imden.. \u0130nsanlar dilek tutmaya hasret..<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n telif hakk\u0131 \u015fairin (Mavroliva) kendisine ve\/veya temsilcilerine aittir. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n izin al\u0131nmadan kopyalanmas\u0131 ve kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 5846 say\u0131l\u0131 Fikir ve Sanat Eserleri Yasas\u0131na g\u00f6re su\u00e7tur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Zaman bir \u015feyleri \u00e7\u00f6zecek diye beklerken iyice d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmledi beni kendime. \u00d6yle doland\u0131m ki bu dolamba\u00e7l\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelere, yol \u015furas\u0131 desen g\u00f6r\u00fcp gelemem. \u00dc\u00e7 dilek hakk\u0131m\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fc de kald\u0131r\u0131p \u00e7\u00f6pe atm\u0131\u015f\u0131m sanki. Mavi g\u00fcnbat\u0131mlar\u0131mla Mars&#8217;tan bak\u0131yorum her gece d\u00fcnyaya. 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