Tenime de\u011fen harama dur diyemedim
\nNeden bilmem,sustum
\nTamam a\u011flad\u0131m biraz,
\nKabul h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 yuttum,
\n\u0130zin verdim kap\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131n aralanmas\u0131na,
\nKimse zarar vermesin diye \u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn,
\nDuvarlar\u0131m\u0131n y\u0131k\u0131lmas\u0131na g\u00f6z yumdum,
\nK\u00f6r olas\u0131 g\u00f6zlerim,
\nG\u00f6zlerine ili\u015fti\u011fi g\u00fcnden beri
\nYemin olsun kimsenin g\u00f6zlerine \u00f6ylesine uzun bakamad\u0131m,
\nAs\u0131l ihanet buydu belki de benim i\u00e7in,
\nDerin derin dal\u0131p da i\u00e7in i\u00e7in yanmad\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fim,
\nBelki gururumdan kendime itiraf edemiyorum ama,
\nBen seni,g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 sildi\u011fim gibi silemiyorum,
\nSanki ac\u0131n ge\u00e7ecekmi\u015f gibi,
\nBa\u015fka haramlara de\u011fiyor tenim,
\nBa\u015fka ba\u015fka kokular kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yor terime,
\nSen diye tutunuyorum ellere,
\nSonras\u0131n\u0131 sorma,
\nSonras\u0131 h\u00fcsran,sonras\u0131 ac\u0131,… karanl\u0131k
\nVe \u00f6ncesi benden sana en yak\u0131n,
\nYaln\u0131zl\u0131k…<\/p>\n
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Bu \u015fiirin telif hakk\u0131 yazar\u0131n (Suna SUCU) kendisine ve\/veya temsilcilerine aittir. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n izin al\u0131nmadan kopyalanmas\u0131 ve kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 5846 say\u0131l\u0131 Fikir ve Sanat Eserleri Yasas\u0131na g\u00f6re su\u00e7tur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Tenime de\u011fen harama dur diyemedim Neden bilmem,sustum Tamam a\u011flad\u0131m biraz, Kabul h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 yuttum, \u0130zin verdim kap\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131n aralanmas\u0131na, Kimse zarar vermesin diye \u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn, Duvarlar\u0131m\u0131n y\u0131k\u0131lmas\u0131na g\u00f6z yumdum, K\u00f6r olas\u0131 g\u00f6zlerim, G\u00f6zlerine ili\u015fti\u011fi g\u00fcnden beri Yemin olsun kimsenin g\u00f6zlerine \u00f6ylesine uzun bakamad\u0131m, … Okumaya devam et