{"id":2991,"date":"2015-09-07T09:51:57","date_gmt":"2015-09-07T06:51:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=2991"},"modified":"2015-09-07T09:51:57","modified_gmt":"2015-09-07T06:51:57","slug":"bilemedim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=2991","title":{"rendered":"Bilemedim&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>Dokunakl\u0131 g\u00fcnler<br \/>\nGece y\u00fcreksiz<br \/>\nP\u0131r p\u0131r ediyor g\u00f6zlerimde ayd\u0131nl\u0131k<br \/>\n\u0130lk kez yorgans\u0131z ayaklar\u0131m yan\u0131yor<br \/>\nEyl\u00fcl sa\u011fana\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131 eskiden<br \/>\n\u015eimdi her \u015fey \u00e7ok s\u0131cak&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Daralan bir \u015feyler var, g\u00f6z\u00fcmde b\u00fcy\u00fcyen<br \/>\nBu bir \u00e7e\u015fit huysuzluk desem; kesinlikle de\u011fil&#8230;<br \/>\n\u015eundan pay bi\u00e7&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00f6lge isterken bulut ruhuma fazla geliyor<br \/>\nD\u00fcn de uyku dilenirken \u00e7ocukluk hayalimden, g\u00fcne\u015fin pembeli\u011fini ka\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u0131m<br \/>\nBirka\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr hep b\u00f6yle al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar\u0131 bozuyorum<br \/>\nOndan \u00f6nceki g\u00fcn\u00fc hi\u00e7 sorma&#8230;<br \/>\nEyl\u00fcl bir&#8230; (Her \u015feye sebep zaten o&#8230;)<br \/>\nNe talihsizsin&#8230;<br \/>\nSana koklars\u0131n diye geceyi bekletti\u011fim iki g\u00fcl ellerimde o g\u00fcn kurudu<br \/>\nCan\u0131m\u0131 ac\u0131tt\u0131 bir \u015feyler<br \/>\nBir t\u00fcrl\u00fc sa\u011fa \u00e7ekemedim kendimi<br \/>\nSolum uyu\u015ftu, morard\u0131m&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00c7ok korktum&#8230; Hala kekeliyorum&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Halime \u00fcz\u00fclenler oldu penceremden uzan\u0131p r\u00fczgar gibi<br \/>\nBir bilene sor dediler&#8230;<br \/>\nBir bilen iyi bilirmi\u015f benim halimi&#8230;<br \/>\nBen de t\u00fcm hikayelere sordum&#8230;<br \/>\nAyr\u0131l\u0131k d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f senden bana<br \/>\n\u00d6yle s\u00f6ylediler<br \/>\nKanay\u0131m m\u0131 dediklerine bilemedim&#8230;<br \/>\nSana sormak da gururmu\u015f<br \/>\n\u00d6yle dediler&#8230;<br \/>\nSoray\u0131m m\u0131 sana bilemedim&#8230;<br \/>\nO de\u011fil de ben bunca \u015feyi bilemezken<br \/>\nSen nas\u0131l bir \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131 da bildin&#8230;<br \/>\nBir t\u00fcrl\u00fc bilemedim&#8230; <\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dokunakl\u0131 g\u00fcnler Gece y\u00fcreksiz P\u0131r p\u0131r ediyor g\u00f6zlerimde ayd\u0131nl\u0131k \u0130lk kez yorgans\u0131z ayaklar\u0131m yan\u0131yor Eyl\u00fcl sa\u011fana\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131 eskiden \u015eimdi her \u015fey \u00e7ok s\u0131cak&#8230; Daralan bir \u015feyler var, g\u00f6z\u00fcmde b\u00fcy\u00fcyen Bu bir \u00e7e\u015fit huysuzluk desem; kesinlikle de\u011fil&#8230; \u015eundan pay bi\u00e7&#8230; G\u00f6lge &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=2991\">Okumaya devam et <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[344,1225],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2991"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2991"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2991\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2992,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2991\/revisions\/2992"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2991"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2991"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2991"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}