{"id":2449,"date":"2015-08-16T13:29:58","date_gmt":"2015-08-16T10:29:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=2449"},"modified":"2015-08-16T13:29:58","modified_gmt":"2015-08-16T10:29:58","slug":"bir-ozlem-nushasi-aysenur-yildiz","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=2449","title":{"rendered":"Bir \u00d6zlem N\u00fcshas\u0131 – Ay\u015fenur YILDIZ"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"11150316_353870151468146_4484278574374964847_n\"<\/a> \"ereglili-genc-sairin-dizelerinden\"<\/a> \"G\u00d6BEK-ADIM-AYRILIK\"<\/a><\/p>\n

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Bir \u00d6zlem N\u00fcshas\u0131, Nisan 2015’te Cinius Yay\u0131nlar\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan yay\u0131nlanan, yazar\u0131 Ay\u015fenur YILDIZ olan bir \u015fiir kitab\u0131d\u0131r. Yazar\u0131n s\u00f6ylemine k\u0131yasen “bir \u00f6zlemin belgesi” olan bu kitab\u0131n i\u00e7inde 71 tane \u015fiir bulunmaktad\u0131r. \u015eiirlerin temas\u0131 hasret, vuslat ve a\u015fktan olu\u015fmaktad\u0131r.
\n“\u015fiir gibi sevmek dile\u011fiyle…” ba\u015flayan kitap, yazar\u0131n\u0131n \u015fiire ve \u015fiir gibi seven herkese sayg\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6sterir niteliktedir. Bir \u00d6zlem N\u00fcshas\u0131’n\u0131n tan\u0131t\u0131m b\u00fcltenindeki anlat\u0131 dikkat \u00e7ekicidir:
\n“A\u011fl\u0131yorum\u2026 Y\u00fcre\u011fim dibine kadar \u0131slak \u015fimdi.
\nG\u00f6zlerimden yollar ge\u00e7iyor, bilmiyorum nerede oldu\u011fumu.<\/p>\n

Yaln\u0131z\u0131m bir masal olmaktan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 \u00e7oktan. Y\u00fcre\u011fimin dibine kadar yaln\u0131z\u0131m
\nTerminaller var bir de. Bekleyen insanlar de\u011fil.
\nUnuttuklar\u0131 kalpleri.
\nKim fark\u0131nda kalbini nerede d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f?
\nHangi cehenneme a\u015f\u0131k \u015fimdi? Cennete ni\u00e7in k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f<\/p>\n

Ge\u00e7ti\u011fim duraklara soramad\u0131\u011f\u0131m sorular yak\u0131yor bo\u011faz\u0131m\u0131.
\nSusmak gerekli diyorum da, nereye kadar?
\nYa vakti gelince konu\u015fman\u0131n; susmaya \u00e7oktan al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f olursam\u2026
\nA\u011fl\u0131yorum Y\u00fcre\u011fim en dibine kadar \u0131slak.
\nBir c\u00fcmle d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyor dilimden\u2026
\nEskiyen hisler de\u011fil de, eksilen hissizler olsayd\u0131 ke\u015fke\u2026<\/p>\n

Duygular d\u00fcnyaya yaka silkeli \u00e7ok olmu\u015f.
\nD\u00fcnya bir zaman sevgi emzirirken ba\u011fr\u0131ndan, \u015fimdi bolca zehir dolmu\u015f.
\nBen o zehirden fazla fazla i\u00e7tim.
\nO y\u00fczden baz\u0131 dertler \u015ferbet tad\u0131nda.
\nD\u00fcnlere k\u00fcsk\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm b\u00f6yle \u00e7okken,
\nNe beklerim yar\u0131ndan?”
\nYazar hakk\u0131nda:<\/strong>
\nAy\u015fenur Y\u0131ld\u0131z,
\n07 May\u0131s 1995 y\u0131l\u0131nda Ni\u011fde’de do\u011fdu.
\n\u0130lk\u00f6\u011fretimi Ni\u011fde Bor Cumhuriyet \u0130lk\u00f6\u011fretim Okulu’nda tamamlad\u0131. Liseyi Konya Ere\u011fli Anadolu Lisesi’nde okudu ve 2013 y\u0131l\u0131nda Bursa Uluda\u011f \u00dcniversite’si E\u011fitim Fak\u00fcltesi \u0130ngilizce \u00d6\u011fretmenli\u011fi b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcne kay\u0131t yapt\u0131rd\u0131.Halen burada okuyor ve Bursa’da ya\u015f\u0131yor.
\nYaz\u0131 hayat\u0131na ilkokulda ba\u015flayan Ay\u015fenur Y\u0131ld\u0131z\u2019\u0131n, ilkokuldan itibaren yazmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 de\u011fi\u015fik t\u00fcrdeki yaz\u0131lar yerel gazetelerde de yay\u0131nland\u0131. Edebiyat d\u00fcnyas\u0131na ad\u0131m atmas\u0131nda da, ilkokul ve lise y\u0131llar\u0131nda yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 edebi t\u00fcrlerin b\u00f6lgesel yar\u0131\u015fmalarda dereceye girmesi de etkili oldu.
\nYazar, yaz\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131na devam etmektedir. \u015euan 2.kitab\u0131 olan bir roman \u00fczerinde \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131na devam etmektedir.<\/p>\n

G\u00d6ZLERDE KAHKAHALAR<\/strong>
\nG\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m ya\u015fama dokunan kahkahalar\u0131md\u0131r.
\nNedenini bilmeden anlayamazs\u0131n.
\nBana deva olmak kolay de\u011fildir,
\nBir kez da\u011f\u0131t\u0131rsan toplayamazs\u0131n
\n\u00d6yle \u00e7ok sevinirim ki
\ny\u0131ld\u0131zlar par\u0131lt\u0131m\u0131 k\u0131skan\u0131r
\nK\u00fcsersem e\u011fer
\ng\u00fcne\u015f kap\u0131mda sabahlar.
\nToprak bendendir,ben topraktan
\n\u015eimdi fark\u0131m kalmad\u0131 sonbahardaki yapraktan
\nA\u011flamaya ba\u015flarsam ya\u011fmuru kim neylesin?
\nKonu\u015fmaya ba\u015flarsam b\u00fclb\u00fcl ellere k\u00fcs gitsin!
\nKahkahalar\u0131m kendime ak\u0131tamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131md\u0131r.
\nYa\u015famak gibi i\u00e7ten a\u011flar\u0131m,
\nA\u011flamak gibi \u00e7aresiz ya\u015far\u0131m.
\nBeni sevmeden anlayamazs\u0131n
\ntutunmak ne demektir, tutu\u015fmak…
\nKo\u015far\u0131m sevdan\u0131n koynuna,
\nYang\u0131nlar\u0131n i\u00e7inden al\u0131r\u0131m y\u00fcre\u011fi,
\ng\u00fcllerimi koklamadan alamazs\u0131n s\u00fct kokumu,
\ndilim b\u0131\u00e7akt\u0131r yaralara dokunur.
\ndudaklar\u0131m sahilidir denizin,
\nen tatl\u0131 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n anda tuzlar\u0131 belirir dilinin k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

Benimle ya\u015famadan anlayamazs\u0131n,
\ng\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m ya\u015fama dokunan kahkahalar\u0131md\u0131r.
\nkaybettiysen kazanamazs\u0131n
\nbelki anlatamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m adressiz mektuplar\u0131mdad\u0131r.
\nbana kolay tutunamazs\u0131n
\nsol aya\u011f\u0131m d\u00fcnyadayken sa\u011f olan ahirettedir.
\nsol elimde cehennemi tutarken
\nsa\u011f olan cennettedir!<\/p>\n

AY\u015eENUR YILDIZ<\/p>\n

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