Bir zamanlar, \u0130talya’n\u0131n Val Veni vadisindeki bir k\u00f6yde ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f bir s\u00fct\u00e7\u00fc kad\u0131n varm\u0131\u015f. Kad\u0131n\u0131n mavi g\u00f6zleri, burnundaki \u00e7illeri ve k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 yanaklar\u0131yla t\u0131pk\u0131 babas\u0131na benzeyen bir de k\u0131z\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z her sabah erkenden kalkar, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc y\u0131kamak i\u00e7in evlerinin \u00f6n\u00fcndeki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck dereye ko\u015farm\u0131\u015f. Orada annesinin otlayan ineklerine de tatl\u0131 bir g\u00fcnayd\u0131n demeden ge\u00e7mezmi\u015f. Kendi dillerince seslenmelerinden inekler de onu anlarm\u0131\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131za bakarsan\u0131z. Bir sabah s\u00fct\u00e7\u00fc kad\u0131n bir tuhafl\u0131k hissetmi\u015f evde. K\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n erkenden yataktan f\u0131rlayarak a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 eski tahta kap\u0131n\u0131n g\u0131c\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131 yok! Hemen k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131n yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 odaya ko\u015fmu\u015f. O an g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne inanamayan kad\u0131n az kals\u0131n bay\u0131l\u0131yormu\u015f. O k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 yanaklar\u0131ndan eser kalmam\u0131\u015f k\u0131z\u0131 t\u0131pk\u0131 bir hayalet gibi, g\u00f6zlerini tavana dikmi\u015f \u00f6ylece yat\u0131yormu\u015f. K\u0131za endi\u015feyle seslenmi\u015f, ama cevap alamam\u0131\u015f. Korkuyla nefesini kontrol etmi\u015f, hayatta oldu\u011funu anlam\u0131\u015f. Oldu\u011fu yere y\u0131\u011f\u0131lan kad\u0131n o an dokuz y\u0131l geriye gidivermi\u015f. E\u015fini de ayn\u0131 bu \u015fekilde buldu\u011fu, k\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre sonra da \u00f6l\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131nda a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 anlara. Amans\u0131z bir hastal\u0131\u011fa yakalanm\u0131\u015f gen\u00e7 adama hi\u00e7bir ila\u00e7, hi\u00e7bir y\u00f6ntem fayda etmemi\u015f o zamanlar. Tavana dikili mavi g\u00f6zleri bir sabah ebediyen kapanm\u0131\u015f. Bunlar\u0131 hat\u0131rlayan gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n, k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n da ayn\u0131 hastal\u0131\u011fa yakaland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlay\u0131nca a\u011flamaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f. Tam o s\u0131rada g\u00f6z\u00fc, yata\u011f\u0131n hemen \u00a0ba\u015fucunda, duvarda as\u0131l\u0131 resme ili\u015fmi\u015f. Resimde bir da\u011f ve tepesinde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck mavi bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek varm\u0131\u015f. D\u00f6rt y\u0131l \u00f6nce, babas\u0131n\u0131n neden \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc anlatt\u0131ktan sonra k\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7izmi\u015f bu resmi. Annesine s\u0131k s\u0131k bu resmi g\u00f6sterir ve sadece \u00e7ok y\u00fcksek, karla kapl\u0131 bir da\u011f\u0131n tepesinde bulunan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck mavi bir \u00e7i\u00e7ekten bahsedermi\u015f. D\u00fcnyada bir tane varm\u0131\u015f ondan. Hayal g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn geni\u015f olaca\u011f\u0131 ta o zamanlardan belli olan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z, bu \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fin babas\u0131 gibi amans\u0131z hastal\u0131klara yakalananlar\u0131 iyile\u015ftirece\u011fini anlat\u0131r, her seferinde mavi g\u00f6zlerinde garip bir \u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131 belirirmi\u015f. Gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 silmi\u015f hemen, y\u00fcz\u00fcne kararl\u0131 bir ifade tak\u0131nm\u0131\u015f. K\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n yanaklar\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u00fcp aceleyle d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f. Az ileride, derenin kenar\u0131nda inekleri otlatan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131n dedesine durumu bir \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131da anlatm\u0131\u015f ve g\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131p kapay\u0131ncaya kadar o \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi aramak i\u00e7in yola d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f. Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam, k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zlerindeki umudu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce onu yolundan al\u0131koyamam\u0131\u015f. Sadece arkas\u0131ndan dua edebilmi\u015f. Gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n biraz y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fckten sonra ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yukar\u0131ya do\u011fru kald\u0131rm\u0131\u015f ve g\u00f6zlerini uzak bir noktaya dikmi\u015f. Evinin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki Mont Blanc’a bak\u0131yormu\u015f. Karstenz Piramidi diye de bilinen bu da\u011f\u0131n kuzeyi tamamen buzulluymu\u015f. G\u00fcneyinde ise sarp s\u0131rtlar varm\u0131\u015f. K\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7izdi\u011fi resimdeki da\u011f\u0131n buras\u0131 oldu\u011funa kendini inand\u0131ran kad\u0131n, \u00a0kalbinin ta derinliklerindeki sevgi denen o enerjiyle tepenin en y\u00fcksek yerine ula\u015fmay\u0131 birka\u00e7 zorlu g\u00fcn\u00fcn ard\u0131ndan ba\u015farm\u0131\u015f. O g\u00fcnlerde ya\u015fl\u0131 adam torununun ba\u015f\u0131nda oturur, ona annesinin \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu umut yolculu\u011funu anlat\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131n kendisini duydu\u011funa inand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, \u00a0 annesinin o resimdeki mavi \u00e7i\u00e7ekle d\u00f6nece\u011finden ve her \u015feyin d\u00fczelece\u011finden bahsedermi\u015f. G\u00fcnler, hatta haftalar ge\u00e7mi\u015f, ama gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n d\u00f6nmemi\u015f. Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam bir sabah ” B\u00fcy\u00fckbaba” sesiyle uyanm\u0131\u015f. Torununun ba\u015f\u0131nda annesinin \u00a0yolculu\u011funu anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gecenin g\u00fcne\u015fli bir sabah\u0131nda. Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam duydu\u011fu sese inanamay\u0131p ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 mavi g\u00f6zlerini ve k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 yanaklar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f. K\u0131z tatl\u0131 bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme ile ” G\u00fcnayd\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fckbaba, annem hen\u00fcz d\u00f6nmedi mi?” \u00a0diye sormu\u015f. Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam “Hay\u0131r k\u0131z\u0131m, ama san\u0131r\u0131m o \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fe de gerek kalmad\u0131. Tanr\u0131m sana \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun. ” demi\u015f sevin\u00e7le. \u0130ki g\u00fcn sonra kap\u0131lar\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f. Merakla kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00a0a\u00e7an ya\u015fl\u0131 adam, k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 aramaya giden \u00a0da\u011fc\u0131yla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015f. Adam tepenin en y\u00fcksek noktas\u0131na ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n\u0131n cesedini buldu\u011fundan bahsediyormu\u015f. Gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcnde so\u011fuktan mosmor olmu\u015f dudaklar\u0131yla bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme, s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 yumdu\u011fu elinde ise k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, mavi ve donmu\u015f bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek varm\u0131\u015f. Mont Blanc’\u0131n arka yamac\u0131nda binlercesi olan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck mavi bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek. Bu hikayeyi anlatanlar, kad\u0131n\u0131n yolculu\u011funda umdu\u011funu buldu\u011funu, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131 da umudun ya\u015fatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylerler. Kad\u0131n da\u011fdan inemese de yolculu\u011funu tamamlam\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu yorumunu yaparlar. Gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n\u0131n o tepeye g\u00f6m\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc ve o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, mavi \u00e7i\u00e7eklere o g\u00fcnden sonra “umut \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi” denildi\u011finden bahsederler. Y\u0131llar sonra d\u00fcnyan\u0131n her yerine yay\u0131lan bu hikaye sayesinde Mont Blanc, gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bahar aylar\u0131nda pek \u00e7ok merakl\u0131 da\u011fc\u0131ya konuk olur. Umuda yolculuk yapmak isteyen da\u011fc\u0131lara.<\/p>\n
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Bu eserin telif hakk\u0131 yazar\u0131n (T\u00fclin K\u0130PER) kendisine ve\/veya temsilcilerine aittir. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n izin al\u0131nmadan kopyalanmas\u0131 ve kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 5846 say\u0131l\u0131 Fikir ve Sanat Eserleri Yasas\u0131na g\u00f6re su\u00e7tur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Bir zamanlar, \u0130talya’n\u0131n Val Veni vadisindeki bir k\u00f6yde ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f bir s\u00fct\u00e7\u00fc kad\u0131n varm\u0131\u015f. Kad\u0131n\u0131n mavi g\u00f6zleri, burnundaki \u00e7illeri ve k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 yanaklar\u0131yla t\u0131pk\u0131 babas\u0131na benzeyen bir de k\u0131z\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z her sabah erkenden kalkar, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc y\u0131kamak i\u00e7in evlerinin \u00f6n\u00fcndeki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck … Okumaya devam et