Ak\u015fam g\u00fcne\u015fi vuruyor y\u00fcz\u00fcme..
\nAraban\u0131n cam\u0131 yar\u0131ya kadar a\u00e7\u0131k,yak\u0131yor surat\u0131ma vuran g\u00fcne\u015f.
\nHareket halindeki arac\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n u\u011fultusu kulaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u0131nlat\u0131yor.\u0130\u00e7eriye giren r\u00fczgar arkadan toplad\u0131\u011f\u0131m y\u00fcz\u00fcme d\u00f6k\u00fclen sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6zlerimin \u00f6n\u00fcne savuruyor.
\nGitti\u011fimiz yollar \u00e7alkant\u0131l\u0131 akl\u0131m gibi harap olmu\u015f bak\u0131ms\u0131z ve \u0131ss\u0131z,yan\u0131ndan ge\u00e7ti\u011fimiz tarlalar u\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z.Kimi ye\u015fil kiminin verimsizlikten olsa gerek siyaha \u00e7alm\u0131\u015f rengi.
\nAkl\u0131mda ne var bilmiyorum, hi\u00e7 bir \u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemiyorum.Hatta kendimi kapatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m cam kenar\u0131nda ne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum.
\nAz sonra bir mezarl\u0131ktan ge\u00e7ti\u011fimizi fark edip avu\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131yorum, dua etmeye kalmadan h\u0131zla uzakla\u015f\u0131yoruz.Birden akl\u0131ma \u00f6l\u00fcm geliyor. Kendi \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden korkmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 fark ediyorum,sevdiklerimin ac\u0131s\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r bas\u0131yor.
\nBir anl\u0131k \u00e7eli\u015fkili duygular y\u00fckleniyor boynuma.
\n\u0130\u015fledi\u011fim g\u00fcnahlar g\u00f6zlerimin \u00f6n\u00fcne diziliyor.
\nVe g\u00fcne\u015f inad\u0131na surat\u0131m\u0131 kam\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yor
\nCehennem s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131na al\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131rcas\u0131na…<\/p>\n
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Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n telif hakk\u0131 yazar\u0131n (Suna SUCU) kendisine ve\/veya temsilcilerine aittir. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n izin al\u0131nmadan kopyalanmas\u0131 ve kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 5846 say\u0131l\u0131 Fikir ve Sanat Eserleri Yasas\u0131na g\u00f6re su\u00e7tur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ak\u015fam g\u00fcne\u015fi vuruyor y\u00fcz\u00fcme.. Araban\u0131n cam\u0131 yar\u0131ya kadar a\u00e7\u0131k,yak\u0131yor surat\u0131ma vuran g\u00fcne\u015f. Hareket halindeki arac\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n u\u011fultusu kulaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u0131nlat\u0131yor.\u0130\u00e7eriye giren r\u00fczgar arkadan toplad\u0131\u011f\u0131m y\u00fcz\u00fcme d\u00f6k\u00fclen sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6zlerimin \u00f6n\u00fcne savuruyor. Gitti\u011fimiz yollar \u00e7alkant\u0131l\u0131 akl\u0131m gibi harap olmu\u015f bak\u0131ms\u0131z ve \u0131ss\u0131z,yan\u0131ndan ge\u00e7ti\u011fimiz tarlalar … Okumaya devam et