Yok oldu\u011fumda,var oldu\u011fum g\u00fcnleri sayd\u0131m ben,
\nGidi\u015finde,umutlar\u0131m\u0131da s\u00fcr\u00fckleyip g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcn sen,
\nUnutulur mu seven?An\u0131lar\u0131 hat\u0131rlar m\u0131 hani giden?
\n\u0130\u015fte yok oldu\u011fumda,s\u0131cak kalbinle tut ellerimden.<\/p>\n
Gitti\u011fin dem,solmu\u015f g\u00fclleri y\u0131kad\u0131m h\u00fcz\u00fcnle,
\nBir \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131r belki a\u011fr\u0131yan dizlerim,a\u011flayan g\u00f6zlerim,
\nBen bir hayat\u0131 kurgulad\u0131m,umut s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m sevgine,
\nBitti dedi\u011finde soldum ben,gitme ye\u015fil m\u00fccevherim.<\/p>\n
Bir dudak pay\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 kald\u0131 geriye,
\nBen d\u00f6nebildim sadece \u015fiirlerimde maziye,
\nArt\u0131k mendille silmiyorum kanl\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131,
\n\u015eiirlerde d\u00f6n\u00fcyorum bana bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n o g\u00fcne.<\/p>\n
Son s\u00f6zlerin k\u00f6r\u00fckledi,kalbimdeki k\u0131v\u0131lc\u0131m\u0131,
\nDeli divane olmu\u015f akl\u0131m,bast\u0131r\u0131r bazen sanc\u0131m\u0131,
\nAl\u0131n yaz\u0131m bulanm\u0131\u015f zifire,ba\u015f\u0131ndaki tac\u0131n\u0131,
\nA\u015fka bulada koy g\u00f6nl\u00fcme,\u00f6mr\u00fcmdeki son nefesim.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6nl\u00fcm i\u00e7ten duvarlar d\u0131\u015ftan s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yor kimi geceler,
\nIslak yast\u0131\u011f\u0131n ters y\u00fcz\u00fc a\u015fk\u0131 hafifletse,nerde o demler,
\nArt\u0131k koyacak yer bulam\u0131yorum,birikti destelerce dertler,
\nKanser olmu\u015f belki kalbim,bak bu son saatler.<\/p>\n
Yok oldu\u011fumda, karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 izledim d\u0131\u015ftan i\u00e7e,
\nSu\u00e7lu bu y\u00fcrek art\u0131k dara\u011fac\u0131ndan beste yapar sana,
\nUstam hakl\u0131 verilmeli sevgi herkese de\u011ferine,
\nUnutulmuyor i\u015fte, bu a\u015fk kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f damar\u0131mdaki son kana.<\/p>\n
Bu dizeler yetmez a\u015fk\u0131m\u0131 sana anlatmak i\u00e7in,
\nBazen sa\u011fanak oluyor,a\u011fl\u0131yor duygular\u0131m,
\nSen bu yaral\u0131 g\u00f6nl\u00fc sevmeyeceksen a\u015fk ni\u00e7in,
\n\u015eiirlerimdeki harfler kadar g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131ms\u0131n ye\u015fil m\u00fccevherim.<\/p>\n
Anlamaz beni g\u00fcle deli divane b\u00fclb\u00fcl,
\nBitmez art\u0131k fidanlar,nerde o \u00e7i\u00e7ek,nerde o siyah g\u00fcl,
\nBen a\u011flar\u0131m bu dizelerde,sen bu \u015fiire serpilen k\u00fcl,
\nKalbimi tutan \u00e7iviler d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyor,gel de koy onlar\u0131 yerine.<\/p>\n
Sensizlik bir nefes gibi i\u00e7imi doldururken,
\nBir dize yazmaklam\u0131 k\u00e2fi olacak bu y\u00fcrek,
\nRuhumu avutabiliyorum Samsun’da bir melteme kap\u0131l\u0131rken,
\nYa\u011fmurla tozland\u0131,\u00fcst\u00fcne kara bulut \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f y\u00fcrek.<\/p>\n
Art\u0131k sesin bile g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 oluyor g\u00f6zlerimde,
\nYok oldu\u011fumda,s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131m ben sensizli\u011fi yudumlarken,
\nArt\u0131k \u015fiirler \u0131slatm\u0131yor g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc,sessizli\u011fi dinle!
\nBak mesaj veriyor bu garibin halini anlat\u0131rken…<\/p>\n
Bu \u015fiirin telif hakk\u0131 yazar\u0131n (Ertu\u011frul KAYA) kendisine ve\/veya temsilcilerine aittir. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n izin al\u0131nmadan kopyalanmas\u0131 ve kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 5846 say\u0131l\u0131 Fikir ve Sanat Eserleri Yasas\u0131na g\u00f6re su\u00e7tur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Yok oldu\u011fumda,var oldu\u011fum g\u00fcnleri sayd\u0131m ben, Gidi\u015finde,umutlar\u0131m\u0131da s\u00fcr\u00fckleyip g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcn sen, Unutulur mu seven?An\u0131lar\u0131 hat\u0131rlar m\u0131 hani giden? \u0130\u015fte yok oldu\u011fumda,s\u0131cak kalbinle tut ellerimden. Gitti\u011fin dem,solmu\u015f g\u00fclleri y\u0131kad\u0131m h\u00fcz\u00fcnle, Bir \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131r belki a\u011fr\u0131yan dizlerim,a\u011flayan g\u00f6zlerim, Ben bir hayat\u0131 kurgulad\u0131m,umut s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m sevgine, … Okumaya devam et