K\u0131\u015f gelince azal\u0131r zengin yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m<\/p>\n
En \u00e7ok r\u00fczgar\u0131n sa\u011fa sola savurdu\u011fu kar\u0131n ad\u0131m ad\u0131m b\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fc b\u00fcy\u00fcler benli\u011fimi<\/p>\n
Biraz s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131nca ayaz toplayan cam\u0131n kenar\u0131nda geceye inat c\u0131v\u0131ldayan y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 sayar g\u00f6zlerim<\/p>\n
\u00dc\u015f\u00fcmeye y\u00fcz tutarken karanl\u0131k, bir yudum \u00e7ay\u0131n s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131na kanar; yank\u0131s\u0131 olmayan duvarlara tek tek d\u00fcn\u00fcmde kalan \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131 f\u0131s\u0131ldar\u0131m<\/p>\n
Belki bir tane de Atilla \u0130lhan \u015fiiri okurum \u00e7ok uzakta b\u0131rakt\u0131klar\u0131ma<\/p>\n
Bazen etkilenir \u015fiir yazmaya kalk\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131m. Ama \u00e7ok s\u00fcrmez beceremedi\u011fimi anlamam\u2026<\/p>\n
\u0130kinci esnemeyle fark\u0131na var\u0131r\u0131m ge\u00e7en zaman\u0131n<\/p>\n
Yava\u015f yava\u015f so\u011fuk vurmaya ba\u015flar parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 ve y\u00fcz\u00fcme yorgunluk \u00e7alar \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ran uyku<\/p>\n
S\u0131ca\u011f\u0131 ve korkular\u0131m\u0131 hissetmeden \u00e7abucak dalar\u0131m r\u00fcyaya<\/p>\n
Art\u0131k geceyle b\u00fct\u00fcnle\u015fir t\u00fcm varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m ve yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n
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Bu \u015fiirin telif hakk\u0131 yazar\u0131n (Ahmet K\u0130RAZ) kendisine ve\/veya temsilcilerine aittir. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n izin al\u0131nmadan kopyalanmas\u0131 ve kullan\u0131lmas\u0131 5846 say\u0131l\u0131 Fikir ve Sanat Eserleri Yasas\u0131na g\u00f6re su\u00e7tur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
K\u0131\u015f gelince azal\u0131r zengin yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m En \u00e7ok r\u00fczgar\u0131n sa\u011fa sola savurdu\u011fu kar\u0131n ad\u0131m ad\u0131m b\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fc b\u00fcy\u00fcler benli\u011fimi Biraz s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131nca ayaz toplayan cam\u0131n kenar\u0131nda geceye inat c\u0131v\u0131ldayan y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 sayar g\u00f6zlerim \u00dc\u015f\u00fcmeye y\u00fcz tutarken karanl\u0131k, bir yudum \u00e7ay\u0131n s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131na kanar; yank\u0131s\u0131 olmayan … Okumaya devam et