{"id":11908,"date":"2025-07-04T23:07:50","date_gmt":"2025-07-04T20:07:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=11908"},"modified":"2025-07-04T23:07:51","modified_gmt":"2025-07-04T20:07:51","slug":"olcutumuz-kalmadi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=11908","title":{"rendered":"\u00d6l\u00e7\u00fct\u00fcm\u00fcz Kalmad\u0131&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-gallery has-nested-images columns-default is-cropped wp-block-gallery-1 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/image-1.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"458\" data-id=\"11273\" src=\"https:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/image-1.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-11273\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/image-1.png 300w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/image-1-197x300.png 197w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n<\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Abari\u2026.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Essahtan buzulac\u0131 kara ine\u011fi devr\u00fclessi, f\u0131\u015fk\u0131 yiyeysi canavar \u00e7omar\u0131 da hi\u00e7ed\u00fcp; ermiyessi kocao\u011flan tam \u00e7\u00f6\u011fd\u00fcr\u00fcrken ec\u00fck mec\u00fckte de\u011fil hepisini yiyekoyarak m\u0131ndar etmi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Allasen b\u00fcrg\u00fcn \u00f6tede daha salmayacad\u0131m zahra verip damda bakaca\u011f\u0131d\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Emme daha can\u0131m cerem kalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7\u00f6kelez de olsa avluya komam art\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Devr\u00fclessi can\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7oh yakt\u0131\u2026.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>2000\u2019ler \u00f6ncesi \u00c7ank\u0131r\u0131 Kur\u015funlu\u2019da ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc bir durum ile kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fan birisinin dertlenerek etraf\u0131ndakilere s\u00f6yleni\u015finin canland\u0131rmas\u0131 ile herkese selam olsun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ne yazd\u0131n karde\u015f anlamad\u0131k, neyin derdindesin sen deyi\u015flerinizi duyar gibiyim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ne bilim bu ara d\u00fcn \u00f6znem gibi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sanki mevcut ya\u015fam\u0131n sundu\u011fu konu\u015fma dili dahil hi\u00e7bir \u015feyin bana iyi gelmemesi beni yazmaya itmi\u015f olabilir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Abari ve Essahtan kelimelerin verdi\u011fi samimi \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve hemhal olmay\u0131 ar\u0131yor olabilirim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Afacan bir \u00e7ocu\u011fa k\u0131zma ifadesi olan ermiyessi kelimesinin sinirlenme seviyesini ne g\u00fczel y\u00fcklendi\u011fini herkese g\u00f6stermek istedi\u011fim de olabilir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya da \u2018\u2019Yeter, art\u0131k bir dur, bak k\u0131z\u0131yorum\u2019\u2019 demek yerine \u2018\u2019Allasen\u2019\u2019 diyerek her \u015feyi noktalaman\u0131n kolay oldu\u011funu dile getirmek de kesinlikle olabilir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tepkilerimiz bile bu denli g\u00f6n\u00fclden ve samimiyken nas\u0131l kaybolmu\u015fuz\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Azizim samimiyeti art\u0131k sezinleyemiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u00fc\u015fterek bir sevin\u00e7 mi yoksa g\u00f6stermelik mi bilemiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kar\u015f\u0131mdakinin \u00fcz\u00fclme seviyesini \u00f6l\u00e7emiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6fkesini kestiremiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6l\u00e7\u00fct\u00fcm\u00fcz kayboldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u00fcneccimvari kestirmelerle idame ettirdi\u011fimiz bir ya\u015fam var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Essahtan geldi\u011fimiz bu noktay\u0131 kabullenmemekten can\u0131m cerem kalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Susuyorum gayr\u0131 arafta kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m her belirsizli\u011fe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Selametle\u2026.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ahmet K\u0130RAZ<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Abari\u2026. Essahtan buzulac\u0131 kara ine\u011fi devr\u00fclessi, f\u0131\u015fk\u0131 yiyeysi canavar \u00e7omar\u0131 da hi\u00e7ed\u00fcp; ermiyessi kocao\u011flan tam \u00e7\u00f6\u011fd\u00fcr\u00fcrken ec\u00fck mec\u00fckte de\u011fil hepisini yiyekoyarak m\u0131ndar etmi\u015f. Allasen b\u00fcrg\u00fcn \u00f6tede daha salmayacad\u0131m zahra verip damda bakaca\u011f\u0131d\u0131m. 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