{"id":11904,"date":"2025-07-01T22:10:53","date_gmt":"2025-07-01T19:10:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=11904"},"modified":"2025-07-01T22:10:54","modified_gmt":"2025-07-01T19:10:54","slug":"eksimek","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=11904","title":{"rendered":"Ek\u015fimek&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-gallery has-nested-images columns-default is-cropped wp-block-gallery-1 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/image-1.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"439\" height=\"325\" data-id=\"11230\" src=\"https:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/image-1.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-11230\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/image-1.png 439w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/image-1-300x222.png 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 439px) 100vw, 439px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n<\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Okuma refleksini ya\u015fatan nadide g\u00fczel insanlar\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nas\u0131ls\u0131n\u0131z ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Umar\u0131m her \u015fey yolundad\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bende bu aralar yazma hevesi \u00fcst seviyede, ol sebep huzurlar\u0131n\u0131za s\u0131k s\u0131k geliyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Beni yazmaya iten etkenler ne diye soranlar varsa merak\u0131n\u0131 gidereyim\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yoksa da bir sonraki c\u00fcmle uzakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 kadar merak ettirerek bu suale cevap vereyim &#x1f60a;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u00fcnde kalanlar ve ya\u015famam\u0131zda olmas\u0131n\u0131 arzu etti\u011fim ama maalesef ki varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcrmeyen ne varsa hepsini yazas\u0131m var\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hafiften konuya ge\u00e7i\u015f yapmak gerekirse de bir lisan, bir dil insan\u0131n sayfalar dolusu arz\u0131n\u0131 tek kelimeye s\u0131\u011fd\u0131r\u0131yorsa tabir caizse karizmas\u0131n\u0131 ortaya koyuyorsa o dil zengindir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hafif dedik iddial\u0131 girdik ama bu s\u0131fata nail bir dile ve k\u00fclt\u00fcre ger\u00e7ekten sahibiz ne yapay\u0131m &#x1f60a;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130\u015fte size canl\u0131 \u00f6rne\u011fi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ge\u00e7enlerde insan y\u00fcz\u00fcne nadir \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde \u00e7ekingen sosyalle\u015fme turlar\u0131 s\u0131ras\u0131nda &nbsp;harika Ankara havalar\u0131 oynayan eskilerin tabiriyle d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn savan amcalar\u0131m\u0131zdan birisiyle biraz dertle\u015ftik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu arada en sevdi\u011fim \u015feylerden biridir g\u00fcn g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f ki\u015filerin muhabbetine nail olmak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sessiz sedas\u0131z saatlerce dinlerim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O sohbetin keyfi hi\u00e7bir \u015feyde yoktur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Neyse sadede gelmek gerekirse amca gayet ciddi bir \u00fcslup ile s\u00f6ze direk Ek\u015fidik Ahmedim diyerek ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Duraksad\u0131m kald\u0131m o an.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Daha sonra anlatt\u0131klar\u0131 asl\u0131nda etki anlam\u0131nda tesirden uzak hikayeden ibaretti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ek\u015fimek kelimesi halini anlatmaya \u00e7oktan yetmi\u015fti bana.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Eve d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde uzunca d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Samimiyetin ortadan kalkarak, y\u0131llard\u0131r bilinenin aksine mevcut oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc sayg\u0131n\u0131n yok olmas\u0131, bulundu\u011fu ortamdan kaynakl\u0131 ho\u015fnutsuzlu\u011fun, sevgisizli\u011fin dile gelmesiydi o ek\u015fimek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6zetle herkes i\u00e7in SAM\u0130M\u0130YET art\u0131k \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130rkildim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sessizli\u011fim sanki ses oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sadece bir kelimeyi de\u011fil; kelimenin ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 o h\u00fcviyet ile samimiyetimizi, hemhal olmay\u0131, devrin tabiriyle empati yapmay\u0131 kaybetmi\u015fiz dedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dcz\u00fcld\u00fcm dostlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ve kendi kendime anla\u015f\u0131lmamay\u0131 da g\u00f6ze alarak karar ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00fcnl\u00fck hayat\u0131ma ba\u011f\u0131ml\u0131l\u0131k derecesinde kendi tabirimle D\u00dcNCE\u2019yi ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mesela;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u0131z\u0131ma art\u0131k kap\u0131y\u0131 kapat demiyorum, kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7el diyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>E\u015fime bir \u015fey ararken mutfakta raf de\u011fil, tabak sergenin neresinde diyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Arkada\u015f\u0131m \u015fakan\u0131n dozunu ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131nca k\u0131zd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 anlas\u0131n diye can\u0131m s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yor yeter yerine \u0131l\u0131ma o\u011flum yeter diyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bunald\u0131\u011f\u0131m zaman s\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131m de\u011fil kar\u015f\u0131mdaki s\u0131k\u0131lma seviyemi daha iyi anlas\u0131n diye dar\u0131m geldi hadi bir nefes alal\u0131m diyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yani azizim ek\u015fimek istemiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sen de ek\u015fimek istemiyorsan anla\u015f\u0131lmak d\u00fcnde gizli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Selametle\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Okuma refleksini ya\u015fatan nadide g\u00fczel insanlar\u2026 Nas\u0131ls\u0131n\u0131z ? Umar\u0131m her \u015fey yolundad\u0131r. Bende bu aralar yazma hevesi \u00fcst seviyede, ol sebep huzurlar\u0131n\u0131za s\u0131k s\u0131k geliyorum. 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