Iss\u0131z bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa teslimdi d\u00fcne kadar bedenim<\/p>\n
Gizli gizli a\u011flay\u0131\u015flar\u0131ma \u00e7oktan kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015flerim<\/p>\n
Her nefes al\u0131\u015f\u0131mda bo\u011faz\u0131mda d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlenen yar\u0131m nefeslik eksikli\u011fimdin<\/p>\n
Yoklu\u011fun o kadar derinle\u015ftirmi\u015fti ki varl\u0131k sebebimi<\/p>\n
Att\u0131\u011f\u0131m her ad\u0131mda ezilen topra\u011f\u0131n \u00e7ilesini \u00e7eker gibiydim<\/p>\n
Ak\u015fam\u0131n karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ka\u00e7ar oldum, sabah\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m, her gece uykular\u0131m\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131m<\/p>\n
\u00d6yle zordu ki sensizlik yoklu\u011funu en uzun dualar\u0131ma bile s\u0131\u011fd\u0131ramad\u0131m<\/p>\n
Bir \u015fubat ak\u015fam\u0131 m\u00fcjden geldi \u00e7ok uzaklardan<\/p>\n
Unutturdun her \u015feyi d\u00fcn\u00fcmde de hep varm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n gibi<\/p>\n
Tel tel d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc kurumla\u015fm\u0131\u015f kasvet t\u00fcm bedenimden<\/p>\n
Sel oldu akt\u0131 sevin\u00e7 damlalar\u0131 g\u00f6zlerimden<\/p>\n
Eksik yan\u0131m;<\/p>\n
Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131nla solgun y\u00fcz\u00fcme en tazesinden \u0131l\u0131k bir tebess\u00fcm b\u0131rakt\u0131n<\/p>\n
Tut elimden mutlu yar\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131za \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrlerle kucak a\u00e7al\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Iss\u0131z bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa teslimdi d\u00fcne kadar bedenim Gizli gizli a\u011flay\u0131\u015flar\u0131ma \u00e7oktan kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015flerim Her nefes al\u0131\u015f\u0131mda bo\u011faz\u0131mda d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlenen yar\u0131m nefeslik eksikli\u011fimdin Yoklu\u011fun o kadar derinle\u015ftirmi\u015fti ki varl\u0131k sebebimi Att\u0131\u011f\u0131m her ad\u0131mda ezilen topra\u011f\u0131n \u00e7ilesini \u00e7eker gibiydim Ak\u015fam\u0131n karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ka\u00e7ar … Okumaya devam et