{"id":11771,"date":"2024-12-11T15:49:48","date_gmt":"2024-12-11T12:49:48","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=11771"},"modified":"2024-12-11T15:51:20","modified_gmt":"2024-12-11T12:51:20","slug":"aciya-resim-olmak-sednaya-hapishanesi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=11771","title":{"rendered":"Ac\u0131ya Resim Olmak Sednaya Hapishanesi&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-gallery has-nested-images columns-default is-cropped wp-block-gallery-1 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/WhatsApp-Image-2024-12-11-at-15.47.20.jpeg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"773\" height=\"1024\" data-id=\"11772\" src=\"https:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/WhatsApp-Image-2024-12-11-at-15.47.20-773x1024.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-11772\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/WhatsApp-Image-2024-12-11-at-15.47.20-773x1024.jpeg 773w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/WhatsApp-Image-2024-12-11-at-15.47.20-226x300.jpeg 226w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/WhatsApp-Image-2024-12-11-at-15.47.20-768x1018.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/WhatsApp-Image-2024-12-11-at-15.47.20.jpeg 815w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 773px) 100vw, 773px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n<\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Yazma iste\u011fi her zaman kendini ortaya \u00e7\u0131karmaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Maalesef ortaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 zaman da bazen olumlu netice ile sonu\u00e7lanmaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu gelgitli karars\u0131z durum i\u00e7erisinde daha \u00f6tesinde hissiyat t\u00fcrevleriyle de kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fabilirsin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kimi zaman duygular\u0131n y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc kelimeler kald\u0131ramaz, kimi zamanda kelimelerin y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc duygular\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ve her ne hikmetse bu bo\u011fulmaca ilk c\u00fcmlede kendini g\u00f6sterir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130\u015fte ben de yukar\u0131da bahsetti\u011fim t\u00fcm hususlar\u0131n sirayetini bedenimde d\u00fcn hissettim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Suriye Sedneya hapishanesindeki g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler, anlat\u0131lanlar ve hapishaneden \u00e7\u0131kanlarda o ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131n tazeli\u011finin tezah\u00fcr\u00fcne izleyerek \u015fahitlik edince herkes gibi \u00e7ok\u00e7a duyguyu bir arada bedenimde bar\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131p yazmak istedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fakat yazacaklar\u0131m\u0131 kolayl\u0131kla terenn\u00fcm edecek hissiyata sahip oldu\u011fumu bilsem de bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc o ilk c\u00fcmleyi yazamad\u0131m. Bilinmez ama belki de yazabilme eylemi bug\u00fcne nasipti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Son y\u0131llarda ac\u0131ya o kadar tan\u0131kl\u0131k etti ki insano\u011flu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u00fcregelen h\u00fcz\u00fcnler an geldi ya\u015faman\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fakat bu Sednaya hapishanesindeki g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler zihnen hangi s\u0131f\u0131rlamay\u0131 yapsan da \u00f6m\u00fcr boyunca ak\u0131ldan \u00e7\u0131kmayacak t\u00fcrden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Her karede zul\u00fcm, \u00e7aresizlik ve sefalet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Her karede kederin verdi\u011fi bir lekelenme.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130zlerken umuda da denk gelsen ac\u0131 kokuyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tarih tarihe not d\u00fc\u015ferken bizim de Rabbimizden niyaz\u0131m\u0131z bir daha zalimlere f\u0131rsat verdirmemesi ve bu kaotik ortamda \u00fclkemizin dirli\u011fini, birlikteli\u011fini ve mevcudiyetini daha g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc k\u0131lmas\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Rabbim yard\u0131mc\u0131m\u0131z olsun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ahmet K\u0130RAZ<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yazma iste\u011fi her zaman kendini ortaya \u00e7\u0131karmaz. Maalesef ortaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 zaman da bazen olumlu netice ile sonu\u00e7lanmaz. Bu gelgitli karars\u0131z durum i\u00e7erisinde daha \u00f6tesinde hissiyat t\u00fcrevleriyle de kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fabilirsin. Kimi zaman duygular\u0131n y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc kelimeler kald\u0131ramaz, kimi zamanda kelimelerin y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc duygular\u2026 Ve &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=11771\">Okumaya devam et <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11771"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11771"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11771\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11775,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11771\/revisions\/11775"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11771"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11771"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11771"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}