{"id":11550,"date":"2022-11-12T10:30:16","date_gmt":"2022-11-12T07:30:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=11550"},"modified":"2022-11-12T10:30:19","modified_gmt":"2022-11-12T07:30:19","slug":"uzak-zamanlara-yolculuga-var-misin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=11550","title":{"rendered":"Uzak Zamanlara Yolculu\u011fa Var M\u0131s\u0131n ?"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Uzak\nzamanlar\u0131n hayal g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc zorlayan hayatlar\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fayan insanlar\u0131n anlat\u0131m\u0131yla\nd\u00fcn\u00fc, yani ge\u00e7mi\u015fte hayat s\u00fcrmenin nas\u0131l oldu\u011funu hi\u00e7 b\u00fcy\u00fcklerinizden\ndinlediniz mi ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cevaplar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131\nmerak etmekle birlikte ben dinleyenlerin aras\u0131nday\u0131m. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kendimi\nbu anlamda olduk\u00e7a \u015fansl\u0131 ve ayn\u0131 zamanda y\u00fck\u00fc a\u011f\u0131r bir insan hissediyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130lk\n\u00e7ocukluktan ta bu ya\u015f\u0131ma kadar rahmetli dedem, babaannem ve rahmetli annenem\nba\u015fta olmak \u00fczere nerede bir ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131k g\u00f6stergesi sergileyen bir b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc\ng\u00f6rsem yan\u0131nda biter selam\u0131m\u0131 verir onun tatl\u0131 ve samimi anlat\u0131m\u0131yla eskileri dinlemeye\nba\u015flar\u0131m. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131\nnas\u0131l hissedebilirsiniz derseniz onu yine ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fck olan rahmetli\ndedemin g\u00f6zlemiyle sizlere aktarmak isterim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Rahmetli\ndedem derdi ki ; o\u011flum bir insan oturu\u015fuyla kendini anlat\u0131r. Otururken g\u00f6bek hizas\u0131nda\niki elini birbirinin \u00fcst\u00fcne koyan, kasketine ya da yemenisine h\u00fcz\u00fcn sinmi\u015f ve\nkonu\u015furken kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndakini ya\u015f\u0131 ne olursa olsun muhatab\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine\nbakmaktan \u00e7ekinen insan\u0131n i\u00e7ine atm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131, bolca ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131r amma\nkonu\u015fturabilirsen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hi\u00e7\nunutmam rahmetli e\u015fimin dedesini de dinlemek bu anlamda b\u00fcy\u00fck keyifti. \u00c7ok az sohbetimiz\noldu ama onun her anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feyden sonra az g\u00f6ren g\u00f6zlerinden dolay\u0131 hafif\n\u00e7ekingen bir ses tonuyla dinlendi\u011fini teyit etmek i\u00e7in \u2018\u2019 Anlad\u0131 \u2018\u2019 demesi anlatt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n\nsamimiyetini teyit eder gibiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu aralar\nbende pi\u015fmanl\u0131klar i\u00e7inde zaman\u0131 kolluyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Neden\npi\u015fman\u0131m, neden zaman\u0131 kolluyorum derseniz; bu anlat\u0131lanlar\u0131 kayda almamamdan\nkaynakl\u0131 hat\u0131r\u0131m\u0131n zay\u0131flamaya ba\u015flamas\u0131, unutma korkusu ya\u015famam ve benim\nbunlar\u0131 yazmak i\u00e7in bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc uygun zaman olu\u015fturamam diyebiliim. Hayat bu ! \u00d6m\u00fcr\nbunlar\u0131 aktarmaya yeter yetmez bilmiyorum ama bir miras gibi k\u0131z\u0131ma ara arada\nolsa eskileri ve onlar\u0131n hikayelerini anlat\u0131yorum. Art\u0131k o da al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 olacak ki;\narada s\u0131rada baba bu gece bana \u00c7ak\u0131r Dede\u2019nin yani rahmetli dedenin hikayelerini\nanlatmayacak m\u0131s\u0131n deyip yan\u0131mda bitiyor. Onun bu dinlemeye kar\u015f\u0131 istekli hali\nbeni daha da \u00e7ok mutlu edip \u015fevklendirirken \u00fczerimdeki bask\u0131y\u0131 da art\u0131yor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bilmiyorum\nanlatabildim mi \u00f6l\u00fcs\u00fc olmayan ama \u00fczerimde vasiyet benzeri bir a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k\nolu\u015fturan bu hazineyi ortaya \u00e7\u0131karmak i\u00e7in i\u00e7inde oldu\u011fum ruh halini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anlatt\u0131n\ndiyorsan\u0131z sizlerden te\u015fvik bekliyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anlatma \u00f6tesinde\nben de b\u00fcy\u00fcklerimin ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131k t\u00fcten hikayelerini payla\u015fmak istiyorum derseniz\n\u015eiir Molas\u0131n\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 sonuna kadar a\u00e7\u0131p ba\u015f k\u00f6\u015fede yerinizi haz\u0131r ettim\nbilesiniz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ben i\u00e7imi\nd\u00f6kt\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biraz\nolsun payla\u015farak derdimi ferahlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sizlere\nde yol a\u00e7ar\u0131m in\u015fallah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eiirle,\nzinde ve sa\u011fl\u0131cakla kal\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Uzak zamanlar\u0131n hayal g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc zorlayan hayatlar\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fayan insanlar\u0131n anlat\u0131m\u0131yla d\u00fcn\u00fc, yani ge\u00e7mi\u015fte hayat s\u00fcrmenin nas\u0131l oldu\u011funu hi\u00e7 b\u00fcy\u00fcklerinizden dinlediniz mi ? Cevaplar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 merak etmekle birlikte ben dinleyenlerin aras\u0131nday\u0131m. Kendimi bu anlamda olduk\u00e7a \u015fansl\u0131 ve ayn\u0131 zamanda y\u00fck\u00fc a\u011f\u0131r bir insan … Okumaya devam et →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3790],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11550"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11550"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11550\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11551,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11550\/revisions\/11551"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11550"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11550"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11550"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}