{"id":11464,"date":"2022-03-26T18:29:01","date_gmt":"2022-03-26T15:29:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=11464"},"modified":"2022-03-26T18:29:03","modified_gmt":"2022-03-26T15:29:03","slug":"sindiremegimiz-tum-agirliklara-ihtilal","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=11464","title":{"rendered":"S\u0130ND\u0130REME\u011e\u0130M\u0130Z T\u00dcM A\u011eIRLIKLARA  \u0130HT\u0130LAL&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"511\" height=\"230\" src=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/image-2.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-10558\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/image-2.png 511w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/image-2-300x135.png 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 511px) 100vw, 511px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><br> Daktilonun paslanm\u0131\u015f noktas\u0131 gibisin. Ne kadar \u00e7aba g\u00f6stersem de bitmiyor sat\u0131rlar\u0131n as\u0131l sonu.<br> Uzaktan serin g\u00f6rme beni. \u0130\u00e7ini g\u00f6rmedin ki, i\u00e7im kaynayan demirdir benim. Her yang\u0131n\u0131mdan s\u0131\u011f\u0131nak yapt\u0131m ayn\u0131 yang\u0131nda yananlara. Bana sorsunlar, \u00f6tmeyen b\u00fclb\u00fcle nas\u0131l g\u00fcl verdi\u011fimi.<br>  Ben g\u00fcne\u015fe aldan\u0131p erken a\u00e7an erik dal\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi\u2026 Varl\u0131k nedir, yad\u0131rgad\u0131\u011f\u0131m iki damla g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131\u2026 herkesin da\u011f gibi y\u00fck\u00fc, o y\u00fckle bana dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131 koca etek\u011fi. Ne s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131 tutacak bir dikili a\u011fac\u0131m ne de g\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6rten bir gelinlik isterim.<br> \u0130nsan y\u00fczy\u0131llar\u0131n aras\u0131nda ar\u0131yor sat\u0131r bo\u015fluklar\u0131n\u0131. Felsefenin her ak\u0131m\u0131 tesellisi de\u011fil midir ruhun bo\u015fluklar\u0131n\u0131n? Felsefe insan\u0131n imlalar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na koydu\u011fu noktalama i\u015faretleri. Olmad\u0131k yerde noktay\u0131 koyan da\u2026<br> H\u00fczne bulanm\u0131\u015f karga kanatlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7amurluklar\u0131, affedemediklerimizin lekeleri bu. Her hastal\u0131ktan sonra ci\u011ferimize yap\u0131\u015fan h\u00fccrelerin inceden \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fctmeleri \u0130nsan. Gizledik\u00e7e, saklad\u0131k\u00e7a ba\u015fka bir insan olmuyor; Perdeye \u00e7\u0131kanlar, \u0130nsan\u0131n zihninden ve kalbinden \u00e7\u0131kar,  o sonu\u00e7 odakl\u0131 t\u00fcm kar\u015f\u0131 duru\u015flar.<br>  Bilmem ka\u00e7 y\u00fcz ya\u015f\u0131ndas\u0131n bilmem ka\u00e7\u0131nc\u0131 demin barda\u011f\u0131ndaki son yudumun. Yas tutacak zaman\u0131 bile atmak ister omuzlar\u0131ndan i\u00e7in, o i\u00e7 ki sat\u0131r ba\u015f\u0131 yapmadan att\u0131\u011f\u0131n ikinci k\u0131sm\u0131n kadar bo\u015fluklara gebe b\u0131rakt\u0131 ruhun. En b\u00fcy\u00fck intikam\u0131n ac\u0131ndan ka\u00e7mak de\u011fil mi? Yenilgiyi kabullenmek, ka\u00e7maktan daha kolay. \u2026 \u0130ntikam y\u00fcre\u011fini so\u011futtu mu bilmiyorum ama zaman, bu u\u011fra\u015fa de\u011fmedi\u011fini fark etti\u011fi anda,  sana ayaz\u0131n \u0131slak g\u00f6z p\u0131narlar\u0131na vurarak hat\u0131rlat\u0131yor.<br> Ve sen bazen iyi g\u00f6rmek yerine iyi bakmay\u0131 tercih ediyorsun. \u00dc\u015f\u00fcyen yerlerini sarmak yerine \u015feker serptin, o dudaklar\u0131 \u00e7atlatan r\u00fczgarlara. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u015fikar YAPICIER<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Daktilonun paslanm\u0131\u015f noktas\u0131 gibisin. Ne kadar \u00e7aba g\u00f6stersem de bitmiyor sat\u0131rlar\u0131n as\u0131l sonu. Uzaktan serin g\u00f6rme beni. \u0130\u00e7ini g\u00f6rmedin ki, i\u00e7im kaynayan demirdir benim. Her yang\u0131n\u0131mdan s\u0131\u011f\u0131nak yapt\u0131m ayn\u0131 yang\u0131nda yananlara. Bana sorsunlar, \u00f6tmeyen b\u00fclb\u00fcle nas\u0131l g\u00fcl verdi\u011fimi. 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