{"id":11240,"date":"2021-05-03T00:40:29","date_gmt":"2021-05-02T21:40:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=11240"},"modified":"2021-05-03T00:40:30","modified_gmt":"2021-05-02T21:40:30","slug":"asi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=11240","title":{"rendered":"Asi&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"439\" height=\"325\" src=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/image-1.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-11230\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/image-1.png 439w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/image-1-300x222.png 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 439px) 100vw, 439px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Kalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m sapl\u0131 bir adada.<br>\nDalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131m r\u00fcyadan d\u00fcnyaya.<br>\nSarm\u0131\u015f beni alemin beyhude tela\u015f\u0131,<br>\nSusarm\u0131\u015f en geveze benli\u011fimin mar\u015f\u0131.<br>\nSonra titretmi\u015f bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131kla ar\u015f\u0131.<br>\nEvet bu benim akl\u0131m\u0131n rutin uyar\u0131s\u0131!<br>\nHep beklenmedik anda verir en tesirli ayar\u0131.<br>\nEvet i\u015fte, bu o uyar\u0131!<br>\nBir d\u00f6n\u00fcm noktas\u0131,y\u00fckseli\u015f de olabilir;<br>\nGeriye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yahut sert bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015f olmas\u0131 da muhtemeldir.<br>\nFarkettim de sanki her \u015fey bana kar\u015f\u0131!<br>\nZaten sarm\u0131\u015f beni alemin beyhude tela\u015f\u0131\u2026<br>\nNeyi taksam kafama k\u00e2rm\u0131\u015f da sanki,<br>\nBir de kafama koyup,yapacaklar\u0131m hi\u00e7 bitmez ki.<br>\nTemiz,doymu\u015f bir ruh haramm\u0131\u015f gibi.<br>\nYoksa i\u00e7imdeki kuruntu bir mesuliyet mi?<br>\nEe tabi bana g\u00f6re her \u015fey hep e\u011frelti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc hi\u00e7bir insan asla bombo\u015f,<br>\n huzurla ge\u00e7iremez ya ya\u015fam\u0131.<br>\n Olacaksa bir\u015fey,haz\u0131rda olmal\u0131 dahas\u0131.<br>\n Hep dahas\u0131,daha fazlas\u0131\u2026<br>\n Hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi yetiremeyince elindekilere,<br>\n G\u00f6r\u00fcnce kendinin olmayarak haddini a\u015fan\u0131,<br>\n\u015eikayet kurtulu\u015ftur!<br>\nBak yine titretti ar\u015f\u0131 o uyar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Hay\u0131r!bir tuzakt\u0131r \u015fikayet.<br> Doyumsuzluktur,a\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za sebep.<br> G\u00f6zlerinden vars\u0131n ka\u00e7s\u0131n eksikler<br> B\u0131rak sayma,bilirsin say\u0131nca hep \u00e7o\u011fal\u0131r eksiler,<br> Sayma art\u0131k, sayma ki onlar bi bitsinler\u2026&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ay\u015feg\u00fcl I\u015eIK<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m sapl\u0131 bir adada. Dalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131m r\u00fcyadan d\u00fcnyaya. Sarm\u0131\u015f beni alemin beyhude tela\u015f\u0131, Susarm\u0131\u015f en geveze benli\u011fimin mar\u015f\u0131. Sonra titretmi\u015f bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131kla ar\u015f\u0131. Evet bu benim akl\u0131m\u0131n rutin uyar\u0131s\u0131! Hep beklenmedik anda verir en tesirli ayar\u0131. Evet i\u015fte, bu o &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=11240\">Okumaya devam et <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11240"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11240"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11240\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11241,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11240\/revisions\/11241"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11240"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11240"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11240"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}