{"id":11202,"date":"2021-04-17T12:50:59","date_gmt":"2021-04-17T09:50:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=11202"},"modified":"2021-04-17T12:53:33","modified_gmt":"2021-04-17T09:53:33","slug":"virutuk-psikoloji-ve-ezberini-istemedigim-yasam","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=11202","title":{"rendered":"Vir\u00fct\u00fck Psikoloji ve Ezberini \u0130stemedi\u011fim Ya\u015fam&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"950\" height=\"670\" src=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Neredesin.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-9836\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Neredesin.jpg 950w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Neredesin-300x212.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Neredesin-768x542.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 950px) 100vw, 950px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Yazmayal\u0131 ve sizlerle olmayal\u0131 bir ay kadar zaman ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu s\u00fcre i\u00e7erisinde zamana tutunacak rutinim d\u0131\u015f\u0131 nelerle\nhemhal olabilirimin biraz m\u00fctalaas\u0131 i\u00e7inde oldum. Yani bir nevi \u00fcretkenlik\nyoklamas\u0131 yapt\u0131m bedenimde ve ruhumda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir sabah kalkt\u0131m her sabah y\u00fcr\u00fcyeyim dedim olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir ak\u015fam ge\u00e7mi\u015fte ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ve y\u0131llard\u0131r yar\u0131m olarak\nbekleyen hik\u00e2ye kitab\u0131ma yo\u011funla\u015fay\u0131m dedim o da olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Neyse dedim biraz el becerimi ortaya \u00e7\u0131karay\u0131m diyerek alet\n\u00e7antam\u0131 d\u00f6kt\u00fcm tadilat, tamirat ve yeni birka\u00e7 \u015fey yapay\u0131m derken o hi\u00e7 ama hi\u00e7\nolmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sadede gelmek gerekirse \u015fanss\u0131z bir hazine avc\u0131s\u0131 gibi neye\ndokunsam zaman\u0131 zayi ettim sadece.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ve son 4 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye verdim kendimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130nsan dedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bahar dedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Do\u011fa dedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya\u015famak dedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ne dediysem san\u0131r\u0131m vir\u00fct\u00fck bir hal alan psikolojime ritim\nkazand\u0131ramad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Galiba yoruldum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Her g\u00fcn \u00fczerimize \u00fczerimize gelip y\u0131\u011f\u0131lan test, hastal\u0131k ve \u00f6l\u00fcm\nrakamlar\u0131yla iyiden iyiye \u00f6temize berimize dokunarak artan kay\u0131plar\u0131m\u0131z kayg\u0131\nmerkezimizde h\u00fck\u00fcmranl\u0131k kurmu\u015f gibi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Korkuyorum buna da m\u0131 al\u0131\u015f\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yak\u0131nda ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc zamanlar olarak nitelendirdi\u011fimiz bug\u00fcnleri de mi ezberli ya\u015fam olarak g\u00f6rece\u011fiz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Elimden gelen bedenimin mevcudu al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rma ve unutturma \u00e7abalar\u0131na durup durup YOK ARTIK demek&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir de Dua, Dua ve Dua&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sa\u011fl\u0131cakla kal\u0131n&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ahmet K\u0130RAZ<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yazmayal\u0131 ve sizlerle olmayal\u0131 bir ay kadar zaman ge\u00e7ti. Bu s\u00fcre i\u00e7erisinde zamana tutunacak rutinim d\u0131\u015f\u0131 nelerle hemhal olabilirimin biraz m\u00fctalaas\u0131 i\u00e7inde oldum. Yani bir nevi \u00fcretkenlik yoklamas\u0131 yapt\u0131m bedenimde ve ruhumda. Bir sabah kalkt\u0131m her sabah y\u00fcr\u00fcyeyim dedim olmad\u0131. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=11202\">Okumaya devam et <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[170,10],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11202"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11202"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11202\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11204,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11202\/revisions\/11204"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11202"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11202"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11202"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}