{"id":11045,"date":"2021-02-02T20:10:24","date_gmt":"2021-02-02T17:10:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=11045"},"modified":"2021-02-02T20:11:38","modified_gmt":"2021-02-02T17:11:38","slug":"hayal-i-istanbul","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=11045","title":{"rendered":"Hayal-i \u0130stanbul…"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Berrak bir \u015fubat sabah\u0131na ayn\u0131 manzarayla uyand\u0131m. Hi\u00e7 de\u011fi\u015fmez mi bir \u015fehir ? \u00c7engelk\u00f6y\u00fcn deniz kokan sokaklar\u0131, \u00e7ocuklu\u011fum ve gen\u00e7li\u011fim\u2026 \u0130stanbul hayal d\u00fckkan\u0131 misali, \u00f6n\u00fcme a\u00e7\u0131lan en g\u00fczel kap\u0131, hislerimin terc\u00fcman\u0131, s\u0131rr\u0131m\u0131 tutan yegane arkada\u015f\u2026 Bu b\u00fcy\u00fcl\u00fc sokaklarda babadan kalma mesle\u011fimi yap\u0131yorum. Foto\u011fraf\u00e7\u0131l\u0131k\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n


K\u0131\u015f\u0131n dondurucu so\u011fu\u011fu i\u00e7ime i\u015flese de ald\u0131r\u0131\u015f etmeden yoluma devam ediyorum. Solukland\u0131\u011f\u0131m t\u00fcm duraklar yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fiirlere bir m\u0131sra, kalemime m\u00fcrekkep\u2026 Yaln\u0131zca manzaralar de\u011fil kay\u0131t alt\u0131na ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m, hislerim ayn\u0131 zamanda, imkans\u0131z bir hayalden \u00f6te olmayan lakin heyecan\u0131ma heyecan katan. Foto\u011fraf\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m y\u0131llar para kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir i\u015ften daha fazlas\u0131 de\u011fildi. \u015eimdiyse beni iyi hissettiren ba\u015fka hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yok. Bo\u011faza kar\u015f\u0131 s\u0131cac\u0131k \u00e7ay\u0131m, elimde kalemim, g\u00f6z\u00fcm bo\u011faz\u0131n incisinde, kalbim bamba\u015fka diyarlarda seyahatte\u2026 Mart\u0131lar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kendimi kaybedip \u00e7\u0131kmaz sokaklara giriyorum. Ak\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc h\u00fclyalar\u0131na dal\u0131p farkl\u0131 senaryolarda ba\u015frol\u00fc oynuyorum. \u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn en g\u00fczel y\u0131llar\u0131nda neyin nesi bu? H\u00fckmedemedi\u011fim duygular niye esir al\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr uzaklara? Vapurun sesiyle irkildim. Dald\u0131\u011f\u0131m hayallerden \u00e7\u0131kamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi g\u00fcn\u00fc de ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131m, foto\u011fraflar\u0131m\u0131 da \u00e7ekemedim. Hay\u0131flanarak bindi\u011fim \u00dcsk\u00fcdar-Emin\u00f6n\u00fc vapurunda ayakta kalmay\u0131 tercih ettim bir s\u00fcre. Ak\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fcn b\u00fcy\u00fcs\u00fcne kap\u0131lm\u0131\u015fken vapurda sokak m\u00fczisyenlerinin oldu\u011funu farkettim. Uzaktan gelen m\u00fczik sesleri, y\u00fcz\u00fcme \u00e7arpan bo\u011faz\u0131n esintisi, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131dan mora \u00e7alan bir g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc\u2026 Ak\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc r\u00fcyas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p kendimi bulmam \u00e7ok s\u00fcrmedi. Emin\u00f6n\u00fc’nde g\u00fcn noktaland\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2026Galata’da yeni bir g\u00fcn. \u00d6nce ku\u015f sesleri sonras\u0131 malum, ba\u015f\u0131mda kavak yelleri\u2026 Bir yaprak gibi sal\u0131nd\u0131m durdum sokaklar\u0131nda. G\u00fcn\u00fc Galata’da bitirmekte kararl\u0131yd\u0131m. \u015eimdiye dek y\u00fczlerce insan\u0131n foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ekti\u011fim bu sokaklar efsunlu bir masal kitab\u0131ndan farks\u0131zd\u0131. Babamdan yadigar kalan tek \u015fey foto\u011fraf\u00e7\u0131l\u0131k de\u011fildi, \u0130stanbul’du ayn\u0131 zamanda. Elime ilk kez foto\u011fraf makinesini verdi\u011finde on \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fehirden bihaber, haylaz bir \u00e7ocuktum sadece. Foto\u011fraf\u00e7\u0131 olaca\u011f\u0131m akl\u0131m\u0131n ucundan bile ge\u00e7mezdi. \u0130\u015fin s\u0131rr\u0131 ne hala bilmiyorum. Bildi\u011fim tek \u015fey \u0130stanbul’da tutuklu kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m. G\u00fcn\u00fcn do\u011fu\u015funa, bat\u0131\u015f\u0131na, ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yakamozuna, m\u00fczisyenlerine, sat\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131na, bo\u011faz\u0131na, mart\u0131lar\u0131na, vapuruna hapsoldum. \u0130stanbul’un sevdas\u0131n\u0131 birbirine bakan \u00e7iftlerin g\u00f6zlerinde g\u00f6rd\u00fcm\u2026 Veda vakti geldi \u00e7att\u0131. Galata’n\u0131n g\u00f6z kama\u015ft\u0131ran \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 da s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 yaslad\u0131\u011f\u0131 dolunay da gittik\u00e7e uzakla\u015ft\u0131. Vapurda sessizlik, gece ve y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u2026 R\u00fczgar\u0131n esintisiyle aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131n ucunda yolculu\u011funa son veren bir ka\u011f\u0131t. Nereden geldi\u011fini anlayamadan bir hamleyle daha savruldu ve yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f dizeler g\u00f6z\u00fcme \u00e7arpt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Bir vapur g\u00fcvertesinde \u0130stanbul’un bulutlar\u0131na dal\u0131p gitmek
\nYelken a\u00e7mak g\u00fcn bat\u0131m\u0131na
\n\u00c7engelk\u00f6y’den bo\u011faz\u0131 izlemek
\nOrtak\u00f6y’de uyanmak yeni sabahlara
\nKad\u0131k\u00f6y R\u0131ht\u0131m’dan Sultan Ahmet Camii’ni seyretmek
\nSayg\u0131yla selamlamak \u015fehrin efendisi Galata’y\u0131
\nK\u0131z Kulesi’ni Galata’n\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinde aramak
\nBir yudum \u00e7ayda birle\u015ftirmek iki k\u0131tay\u0131
\nDeminde a\u015fk\u0131 bulmak
\nMelteminde sarho\u015f olmak
\nGecesine \u015fark\u0131 b\u0131rakmak
\nSabah\u0131na \u015fiir yazmak\u2026”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Geri kalan dizeleri okuyamadan tekrar bir k\u00f6\u015feye savruldu ve g\u00f6zden kayboldu. G\u00fcn\u00fcn yorgunlu\u011funa ra\u011fmen hafif bir tebess\u00fcm belirdi y\u00fcz\u00fcmde. Bu \u015fehir daha kimleri \u015fair yapacakt\u0131 b\u00f6yle?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Reyhan ARICI<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Berrak bir \u015fubat sabah\u0131na ayn\u0131 manzarayla uyand\u0131m. Hi\u00e7 de\u011fi\u015fmez mi bir \u015fehir ? \u00c7engelk\u00f6y\u00fcn deniz kokan sokaklar\u0131, \u00e7ocuklu\u011fum ve gen\u00e7li\u011fim\u2026 \u0130stanbul hayal d\u00fckkan\u0131 misali, \u00f6n\u00fcme a\u00e7\u0131lan en g\u00fczel kap\u0131, hislerimin terc\u00fcman\u0131, s\u0131rr\u0131m\u0131 tutan yegane arkada\u015f\u2026 Bu b\u00fcy\u00fcl\u00fc sokaklarda babadan kalma … Okumaya devam et →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11045"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11045"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11045\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11047,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11045\/revisions\/11047"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11045"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11045"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11045"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}