{"id":11028,"date":"2021-01-31T16:30:13","date_gmt":"2021-01-31T13:30:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=11028"},"modified":"2021-01-31T16:30:16","modified_gmt":"2021-01-31T13:30:16","slug":"kalbimin-en-dogusunda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=11028","title":{"rendered":"Kalbimin En Do\u011fusunda&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/image-2.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-10558\" width=\"485\" height=\"218\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/image-2.png 511w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/image-2-300x135.png 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 485px) 100vw, 485px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u015fk\u0131n kanununu tahsil etmi\u015ftim kalbimin en do\u011fusunda<br>i\u00e7imde ya\u011fmur duas\u0131na \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f birka\u00e7 k\u00f6y<br>Birka\u00e7 k\u00f6y sular alt\u0131nda<br>Kalbimin do\u011fusu,<br>her resme g\u00fcne\u015f \u00e7izen bir \u00e7ocuktu.<br>Gam y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fcn kervanlar\u0131 y\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc dudaklar\u0131mda<br>Kavruk ve \u00e7atlakt\u0131 dudaklar\u0131m\u0131n topraklar\u0131<br>\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6tesinde bir k\u00f6y vard\u0131<br>Orda, uzakta, kalbimin en do\u011fusunda<br>\u015eimdi bana yaln\u0131zca<br>Dertli t\u00fcrk\u00fclere duydu\u011fum kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z a\u015fk kald\u0131<br>G\u00fczel beyaz bir tay do\u011fururdu her sene haf\u0131zam<br>Yorgundu oysa<br>Durmadan, durmadan hat\u0131rlamaya ko\u015fmaktan.<br>Kalbimin do\u011fusunda bir yalan d\u00fcnya vard\u0131.<br>Okyanuslar\u0131 mavi olmayan.<br>Benim i\u00e7in hayat,<br>Kalbi kalpazanl\u0131ktan k\u0131rk sene yatm\u0131\u015f \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f bir adamd\u0131.<br>Ge\u00e7mi\u015fim ac\u0131yor \u015fimdi, yaln\u0131z benim de\u011fil<br>Benim \u00fclkemin ge\u00e7mi\u015fi de ac\u0131yor mesela.<br>Bilirdim oysa ilk badem a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7ar baharda.<br>Bilirdim \u00e7i\u00e7ek satan \u00e7ingene k\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131<br>Onlar b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015fimdileri, b\u00fct\u00fcn zamanlara<br>Bir g\u00fcl paras\u0131na satard\u0131.<br>O\u011flan k\u0131za bir g\u00fcl alsa<br>Bilirdim odur en k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 zaman.<br>Ad\u0131na a\u015fk diyorlard\u0131<br>Kalbimin do\u011fusunda bir yalan d\u00fcnya vard\u0131.<br>Kim bir \u015fairi k\u0131rsa<br>\u015eair gider uzun bir dizeyi k\u0131rar mesela<br>Bilirim kim dokunsa \u015fiire<br>Eline bir k\u0131ym\u0131k saplanacak.<br>Bilirim k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f dizeleri tamir etmez zaman<br>Yorgunum oysa<br>Durmadan kendime bir tun\u00e7 ayak aramaktan.<br>A\u015fk\u0131n kanununu tahsil etmi\u015ftim kalbimin en do\u011fusunda<br>Bo\u015f sal\u0131ncaklar gibi g\u0131c\u0131rdayarak konu\u015ftum karanl\u0131kla<br>Kediler gibi m\u0131r\u0131ldanarak.<br>Alkolden bir denize b\u0131rakt\u0131m kalbimi<br>K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir sandal gibi<br>Arka sokaklarda sarho\u015f konu\u015ftum karanl\u0131kla<br>Avu\u00e7lar\u0131mla konu\u015ftum<br>Allah b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fcr diyen insanlar gibi.<br>Kedi dili bisk\u00fcvilerinin bir pastayla konu\u015fmas\u0131 gibi<br>Yumu\u015fak ve kremal\u0131 konu\u015ftum onunla.<br>Boynumda leylaklar a\u00e7ard\u0131 baharda<br>Mor ve pembe konu\u015ftum karanl\u0131kla<br>Gece a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131p g\u00fcnd\u00fcz kapanan bir parantezdim<br>S\u00f6zler vard\u0131 i\u00e7imde i\u015fe yaramayan<br>S\u00f6zlerle konu\u015ftum karanl\u0131kla&#8230;<br>\u00d6nce s\u00f6z yoktu kalbimin en do\u011fusunda<br>S\u00f6zler&#8230;<br>Bir ya\u011fl\u0131 urgand\u0131 ac\u0131y\u0131 bo\u011fmaya yarayan<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h5 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Didem Madak<\/h5>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A\u015fk\u0131n kanununu tahsil etmi\u015ftim kalbimin en do\u011fusundai\u00e7imde ya\u011fmur duas\u0131na \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f birka\u00e7 k\u00f6yBirka\u00e7 k\u00f6y sular alt\u0131ndaKalbimin do\u011fusu,her resme g\u00fcne\u015f \u00e7izen bir \u00e7ocuktu.Gam y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fcn kervanlar\u0131 y\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc dudaklar\u0131mdaKavruk ve \u00e7atlakt\u0131 dudaklar\u0131m\u0131n topraklar\u0131\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6tesinde bir k\u00f6y vard\u0131Orda, uzakta, kalbimin en do\u011fusunda\u015eimdi bana yaln\u0131zcaDertli t\u00fcrk\u00fclere &hellip; 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