{"id":10966,"date":"2021-01-24T18:50:11","date_gmt":"2021-01-24T15:50:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=10966"},"modified":"2021-01-24T18:57:20","modified_gmt":"2021-01-24T15:57:20","slug":"guvercinin-ruhu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=10966","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcvercinin Ruhu…"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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\u00c2h, bir g\u00fcvercin gibi kanatlar\u0131m olsayd\u0131
U\u00e7ar ve huzurlu olurdum
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u015fiddeti ve kavgalar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm
Bu d\u00fcnyada \u00e7ok ac\u0131 \u00e7ektim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu d\u00fcnya gebe ve haks\u0131zl\u0131k do\u011furuyor
Allah’\u0131m, senin g\u00fcc\u00fcn ve senin huzurun d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda
Nereden s\u0131\u011f\u0131nak bulurum?
E\u011fer \u015fafa\u011f\u0131n r\u00fczgarlar\u0131na as\u0131lsam ve denizin derinliklerinde ya\u015fasam
Yine de elinin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00fczerimde hissederdim.
Beni karars\u0131zl\u0131kla sarho\u015f ettin
Senin yollar\u0131n ne kadar gizemli
Senin yollar\u0131n ne kadar gizemli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u00fcre\u011fimin ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum
Ruhumun yak\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum
Sessizli\u011fimi korurken, kemiklerim ufal\u0131yor
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc elinin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fczerimde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hat\u0131rla; hayat\u0131m bir soluktan ibaret
\u00c7\u00f6ldeki bir pelikan gibiyim
Ve bir ser\u00e7e gibiyim, damda tek ba\u015f\u0131na kalm\u0131\u015f.
D\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f su gibiyim
Ve \u00f6l\u00fcp gitmi\u015fler gibiyim
Ve \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn g\u00f6lgesi, g\u00f6zkapaklar\u0131m\u0131 kapl\u0131yor
Beni b\u0131rak, beni b\u0131rak; g\u00fcnlerim sadece bir nefes.
Beni b\u0131rak, yolculu\u011fuma ba\u015flamadan \u00f6nce geri d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc olmayan yere,
Ebedi karanl\u0131klar \u00fclkesine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allah’\u0131m,
G\u00fcvercinin ruhunu vah\u015fi hayvanlara emanet etme.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hat\u0131rla; hayat\u0131m bir soluktan ibaret
De\u011firmenlerin g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fc
Ve o ac\u0131 dolu aylara
Ve \u00e7evremi saran ne\u015feli \u015fark\u0131lar
Ve canl\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131klar yitip gitti.
Ne mutlu, bu zamanda hasat yapanlara
Ve elleriyle ba\u015faklar\u0131 toplayabilene.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u00f6lde \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6yleyen ruhlar\u0131 dinleyelim
\u00c2h edenlerin ve ellerini g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne a\u00e7anlar\u0131n \u015fark\u0131s\u0131, diyor ki:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Eyvah, yaralar\u0131m ruhumu hissizle\u015ftirdi! “<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c2h sen,
Beline kadar inen sa\u00e7lar\u0131n d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrken,
K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 elbiseler giydi\u011fin,
Alt\u0131ndan m\u00fccevherler takt\u0131\u011f\u0131n zamanlar\u0131 hep unuttun.
G\u00f6zlerine s\u00fcrme \u00e7ekerdin
Hat\u0131rla; kendini bo\u015fu bo\u015funa g\u00fczelle\u015ftirirdin,
\u00c7\u00f6lde yaln\u0131z bir \u015fark\u0131 oldu\u011fun
Ve arkada\u015flar\u0131n seni terketti\u011fi i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zaman ak\u0131yor ve \u00f6\u011flenin g\u00f6lgeleri uzamaya ba\u015fl\u0131yor
Ve ku\u015flarla dolu bir kafes gibi,
Hayat\u0131m\u0131z da iniltiyle dolu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u00e7imizde hi\u00e7 kimse bilmiyor; ne kadar vakti kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131
Hasat zaman\u0131 ge\u00e7ti, yaz art\u0131k bitmek \u00fczere
Ve bir kurtulu\u015f bulamad\u0131k.
G\u00fcvercinler gibi ba\u011fr\u0131\u015f\u0131yoruz adalet i\u00e7in
Ama kimse duymuyor bizi.
Ve karanl\u0131kta, \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 bekliyoruz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ey sen, sevginin g\u00fcc\u00fcyle ta\u015fan nehir
Bize do\u011fru gel
Bize do\u011fru gel<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00fcru\u011f Ferruhzad<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00c2h, bir g\u00fcvercin gibi kanatlar\u0131m olsayd\u0131U\u00e7ar ve huzurlu olurdum\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u015fiddeti ve kavgalar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcmBu d\u00fcnyada \u00e7ok ac\u0131 \u00e7ektim. Bu d\u00fcnya gebe ve haks\u0131zl\u0131k do\u011furuyorAllah’\u0131m, senin g\u00fcc\u00fcn ve senin huzurun d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndaNereden s\u0131\u011f\u0131nak bulurum?E\u011fer \u015fafa\u011f\u0131n r\u00fczgarlar\u0131na as\u0131lsam ve denizin derinliklerinde ya\u015fasamYine de elinin … Okumaya devam et →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[8],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10966"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10966"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10966\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10967,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10966\/revisions\/10967"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10966"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10966"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10966"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}