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\u00c7ok severek ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ikinci el kaban\u0131n cebine elini att\u0131\u011f\u0131nda\nne zamana ve nereye ait oldu\u011funu bilmedi\u011fi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ortas\u0131 delik bozuk paray\u0131\n\u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rken kim bilir ne ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131k, ne mutlu, ne mutsuz ,ne heyecanl\u0131, ne\numutlu, ne umutsuz ve ne binlerce his ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f insanlar\u0131n ellerinden ge\u00e7ip\nburalara kadar geldi diye akl\u0131ndan ge\u00e7irdi .<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sakin hi\u00e7 de aceleci olmayan sanki her ad\u0131mda topra\u011f\u0131 ve ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\nhissetmek, an\u0131 doyas\u0131ya ya\u015famak istercesine a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fcr\u00fcyordu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pr\u00fcye yeti\u015fti\u011finde ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 usulca kald\u0131rd\u0131 kahk\u00fcl\u00fc geriye\ndo\u011fru aheste aheste s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrken k\u00f6pr\u00fcye \u00f6ylece dikilmi\u015f hareli ye\u015fil g\u00f6zleriyle\nbir \u015feyler f\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131yor gibiydi sanki onca y\u0131l hep yapt\u0131m ancak kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\nalamad\u0131m l\u00fctfen bu kez farkl\u0131 olsun der gibi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ve savunmas\u0131z bir kedi\nyavrusu bak\u0131\u015f\u0131yla bak\u0131yordu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aniden uzun ince bedeni r\u00fczgarda hafif\u00e7e sallanan i\u011fde\ndallar\u0131n\u0131 an\u0131msatan bir edayla \u00f6ne do\u011fru yava\u015f\u00e7a s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Her \u015fey o kadar yava\u015f ilerliyordu ki tarihe at\u0131lacak \u00e7ok\n\u00f6nemli bir imzan\u0131n her saniyesi ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131lmadan her ayr\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131na kadar g\u00f6r\u00fcls\u00fcn diye\nu\u011fra\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f son derece yava\u015flat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f anlar gibiydi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6pr\u00fcn\u00fcn alt\u0131nda akan derenin sessiz huzurlu ses d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131t\n\u00e7\u0131km\u0131yordu sanki o ana kadar. O andan sonra derenin sesine narin ince\ntopuklar\u0131n tahtalarla bulu\u015fup \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck t\u0131k\u0131rt\u0131lar e\u015flik etmeye\nba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bile. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir melodi, dile dolanm\u0131\u015f bir ezgi gibi ahenkli ve\nusulca… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Avucundaki bozuklu\u011fu o kadar s\u0131k\u0131 tutmu\u015ftu ki sanki att\u0131\u011f\u0131\nher ad\u0131mda k\u00f6pr\u00fcn\u00fcn ortas\u0131na yakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 her anda kalbinden, i\u00e7inden, beyninden\nt\u00fcm h\u00fccrelerine kadar istedi\u011fi \u015feyin enerjisini ak\u0131t\u0131yordu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bozuklu\u011fa. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve sonunda gelmi\u015fti. \u0130\u015fte tam orda durmu\u015f k\u00f6pr\u00fcn\u00fcn alt\u0131ndan\nge\u00e7en mavi ye\u015fil berrak suyu izliyordu. T\u0131pk\u0131 kendisi gibi acelesi olmayan\ng\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f renkli bal\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 dans\u0131n\u0131 izledi uzunca bir s\u00fcre. Elindeki bozuklu\u011fa son\nbir kez bakt\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yava\u015f\u00e7a kald\u0131rd\u0131 ve az ilerde hafif r\u00fczgar\u0131n etkisiyle\nbir sa\u011fa bir sola hafif hafif sallanan sal\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcndeki el yap\u0131m\u0131 sepetin\ni\u00e7indeki mutsuzlu\u011funun yans\u0131mas\u0131 gibi simsiyah kocaman taneli \u00fcz\u00fcm salk\u0131m\u0131 tane\ntane parl\u0131yordu siyah inci misali. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yan\u0131nda hangi verimli topraklarda yeti\u015fmi\u015f, g\u00f6n\u00fcl yaras\u0131\nolan bir gencin h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc ellerinden toplanm\u0131\u015f, ezilmi\u015f, \u015fi\u015fesine dolarken hangi\nezgilerle harmanlanm\u0131\u015f belli olmayan bir kuytu \u015fi\u015fe \u015farap ve k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kareli\n\u00f6rt\u00fcye sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f iki kristal kadeh\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nce uzun parmaklar\u0131yla dikkatlice kavr\u0131yor \u00f6rt\u00fcy\u00fc yava\u015f\u00e7a\nkatlar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p kristal bardaklar\u0131 sandal\u0131n tahtas\u0131na yerle\u015ftiriyor, \u00fcz\u00fcm\nsalk\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 incinmesini istemezmi\u015f\u00e7esine itinayla kristal kadehlerin yan\u0131na\nb\u0131rak\u0131yordu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hala ho\u015f bir has\u0131r kokusu olan \u00e7antan\u0131n \u00fczerine narin\nbedeniyle hafif\u00e7e e\u011fildi\u011finde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir m\u00fczik kutusunu fark ediyor, al\u0131yor ve\nkurma kolunu sonuna kadar acele etmeden \u00e7eviriyor ve b\u0131rak\u0131yor \u00e7alan sevda\nt\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc r\u00fczgarlarla uzaklara yollarcas\u0131na uzun uzun bak\u0131yor m\u00fczik kutusuna ve\nmelodiyle vedala\u015f\u0131yor, usulca mantar t\u0131pas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015farab\u0131 kadehlere\ndoldururken kendisi de k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131n en gizemli tonunda kadehe doluyordu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Art\u0131k her \u015fey tamamd\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 hafif\u00e7e geriye atmas\u0131na\nra\u011fmen bu\u011fday teninde bir ka\u00e7 teli hala s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyordu . <\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011flamakl\u0131 zerdali rengi bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 kadehten yava\u015f\u00e7a\nkald\u0131r\u0131p sevdi\u011fi adam\u0131n zifiriden daha karanl\u0131k bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131na m\u00fch\u00fcrl\u00fcyordu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzun s\u00fcre bir sessizlik oluyor ne o bir \u015fey s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor ne de\nadam karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ayd\u0131nlatacak tek bir c\u00fcmlenin kendi a\u011fz\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fece\u011fini bile\nbile kara b\u00fcy\u00fclerle kapat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f gibi a\u00e7m\u0131yordu kilitli dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 ve d\u00f6km\u00fcyordu\no birka\u00e7 kelimeyi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonbahar\u0131n belki haftalarca durmayacak ya\u011fmurlar\u0131n\u0131n\nhabercisi olan parlak ve kara bulutlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kan bir \u015fim\u015fek gibi\ng\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcl\u00fc bir i\u00e7 \u00e7eki\u015ften sonra narin ince kanatl\u0131 ate\u015fe u\u00e7an bir pervanenin\nh\u00fczn\u00fcn\u00fc and\u0131ran avu\u00e7 a\u00e7\u0131\u015f\u0131yla bozuk paran\u0131n parmaklar\u0131n\u0131 aras\u0131ndan kay\u0131p suyun\nen derinine g\u00f6m\u00fclmesiyle birlikte orada olmayan sandalda, orada olmayan adam\u0131n,\norada olmayan g\u00f6zlerinin en derinine bak\u0131p \u2018\u2019 gitme \u2018\u2019 diye sessiz derinden\ni\u00e7inden bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n dilek olup akmas\u0131yla son buldu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ortas\u0131 delik\nbozuklu\u011fun hikayesi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00c7ok severek ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ikinci el kaban\u0131n cebine elini att\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ne zamana ve nereye ait oldu\u011funu bilmedi\u011fi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ortas\u0131 delik bozuk paray\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rken kim bilir ne ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131k, ne mutlu, ne mutsuz ,ne heyecanl\u0131, ne umutlu, ne umutsuz ve ne binlerce his … Okumaya devam et →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10693"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10693"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10693\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10694,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10693\/revisions\/10694"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10693"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10693"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10693"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}