{"id":10598,"date":"2020-11-10T19:52:42","date_gmt":"2020-11-10T16:52:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=10598"},"modified":"2020-11-10T19:52:44","modified_gmt":"2020-11-10T16:52:44","slug":"35-yas-hikayesi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=10598","title":{"rendered":"35 Ya\u015f Hikayesi…"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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35 ya\u015fa <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sere serpe uzanm\u0131\u015f sonbahar turuncusu\nyapraklar\u0131n aras\u0131nda uygun ad\u0131m y\u00fcr\u00fcyen k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kar\u0131nca toplulu\u011funun k\u0131\u015fa\nhaz\u0131rl\u0131k i\u00e7in toplad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kurumu\u015f orman meyvelerinin mayho\u015f kokusunu derin derin\ni\u00e7ine \u00e7ekerken ani bir g\u0131c\u0131rt\u0131yla oldu\u011fu yerden do\u011frulma gere\u011fi duyuyor, her ne\nkadar da keyfini bozup bozmamak aras\u0131nda kalsa da acele etmeden yava\u015f\u00e7a\ndo\u011fruluyor. O an kemiklerinden gelen sesler kendini do\u011frulmaya zorlayan sesten\ndaha fazla g\u0131c\u0131rd\u0131yormu\u015f gibi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp \u00fcrperiyor ger\u00e7i \u00e7okta umursam\u0131yor bu\ndurumu, ne ki bu yoksa 35 ya\u015f\u0131 devirirken fark etmeden ge\u00e7en y\u0131llar\u0131n geri\nd\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm seslerimi v\u00fccudumda yank\u0131lan\u0131yor diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kim bilir ka\u00e7 hane \u00f6tede pi\u015fen mis\ngibi bu\u011fday kokulu ekme\u011fin kokusunu ta\u015f\u0131y\u0131p \u00fc\u015fenmeden buraya kadar ta\u015f\u0131yan,\nsonsuz tarlalar\u0131n g\u00fczelli\u011fini an\u0131msatt\u0131ran, s\u0131cak dese de\u011fil so\u011fuk dese de\u011fil\ntam da yumu\u015fac\u0131k bir his veren \u0131l\u0131k esinti kendisine bir s\u00fcrpriz haz\u0131rl\u0131yor.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

O hep istedi\u011fi ve ancak 35inden sonra\nbah\u00e7esinin en afili k\u00f6\u015fesine kondurabildi\u011fi bambu sal\u0131nca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n hafif hafif\nsalland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7i \u00fcrpererek izlemeye koyuluyor. G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde s\u00fcz\u00fclmenin verdi\u011fi\nsonsuz hazz\u0131 sonuna kadar ya\u015farcas\u0131na sallanan s\u00f6\u011f\u00fct dallar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda belli\nbelirsiz g\u00f6rebildi\u011fi sal\u0131nca\u011f\u0131nda upuzun boyunlu bembeyaz bir ku\u011funun aheste\naheste salland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve sallan\u0131rken de d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en g\u00fczel sesinden en g\u00fczel\n\u015fark\u0131y\u0131 s\u00f6yledi\u011fini duyabiliyordu.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oldu\u011fu yerden tekrar kendini tekrar\nsonbahar\u0131n kuca\u011f\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131yordu. Parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131ndan ba\u015flay\u0131p ku\u011funun kadife sesi\ne\u015fli\u011finde dans ederek bile\u011fine do\u011fru ilerleyen yazdan kalma alayc\u0131 bir c\u0131rc\u0131r\nb\u00f6ce\u011fine az \u00f6tede tembel esnemesiyle d\u00fcnyadan bir haber yavru bir tekir e\u015flik\nediyor. \u015eark\u0131 sonsuzluk i\u00e7inde kaybolmu\u015f hissi vererek devam ederken ritim\ntutan parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n korkudan tirtir titreyen , k\u0131\u015f beyaz \u00e7ar\u015faflar\u0131yla her yeri\nkapamadan \u00f6nceki son g\u00fczelliklerden biri olan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir papatyan\u0131n k\u0131r\u0131lma\nkorkusunu ta y\u00fcre\u011finden hissetti\u011fi o an bir anda durup sakince amac\u0131m seni\nrahats\u0131z etmek,  seni k\u0131rmak de\u011fil\ndercesine naif bir \u015fekilde elini kald\u0131r\u0131yor ve ak\u015fam\u0131n habercisi olan son g\u00fcne\u015f\ndamlac\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131k se\u00e7ik ortaya koydu\u011fu toz zerreciklerini biraz ok\u015fad\u0131ktan\nsonra;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Ah be <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00a0Ya\u015f\u0131m sen ne g\u00fczelsin, hayat akarken durup zaman\u0131 yava\u015flatmay\u0131, ko\u015fu\u015fturmacadan olabildi\u011fince uzak durmay\u0131, en b\u00fcy\u00fck derdin bir \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi incitmeme \u00e7abas\u0131 oldu\u011funu ve nicelerini \u00f6\u011frettin bana, diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor bah\u00e7enin sar\u0131 lambalar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131p g\u00fcnd\u00fcze\u00a0 veda geceye merhaba derken.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Esra ASLAN<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

35 ya\u015fa Sere serpe uzanm\u0131\u015f sonbahar turuncusu yapraklar\u0131n aras\u0131nda uygun ad\u0131m y\u00fcr\u00fcyen k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kar\u0131nca toplulu\u011funun k\u0131\u015fa haz\u0131rl\u0131k i\u00e7in toplad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kurumu\u015f orman meyvelerinin mayho\u015f kokusunu derin derin i\u00e7ine \u00e7ekerken ani bir g\u0131c\u0131rt\u0131yla oldu\u011fu yerden do\u011frulma gere\u011fi duyuyor, her ne kadar da … Okumaya devam et →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10598"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10598"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10598\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10599,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10598\/revisions\/10599"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10598"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10598"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10598"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}