{"id":10594,"date":"2020-11-10T18:45:25","date_gmt":"2020-11-10T15:45:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=10594"},"modified":"2020-11-11T19:05:29","modified_gmt":"2020-11-11T16:05:29","slug":"dusunmeye-hazir-misin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=10594","title":{"rendered":"D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmeye Haz\u0131r M\u0131s\u0131n"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"450\" height=\"636\" src=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/image.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-10532\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/image.png 450w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/image-212x300.png 212w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 450px) 100vw, 450px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Bir kelebe\u011fin\ntutsakl\u0131\u011f\u0131, pembe, narin k\u0131r\u0131lgan kanatlar\u0131n\u0131 incitmiyordu sadece.\nKanatlar\u0131ndaki yara kabuklar\u0131n\u0131n izini ta\u015f\u0131yordu. Bu \u00e7aresizli\u011fi renginden\nokunuyordu. Onun i\u00e7in d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kmak bir kurtulu\u015f olabilirdi. Ama onu korkutan\nu\u00e7amay\u0131\u015f\u0131 idi. Korkuyordu d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcnde kar\u015f\u0131la\u015faca\u011f\u0131 tehlikelerle y\u00fczle\u015fmekten.\nAma y\u00fczle\u015fmesi anlamayacakt\u0131 ya\u015fam\u0131, kendini korumay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmeyecekti d\u0131\u015far\u0131daki\nhayat\u0131. O daha mini minnac\u0131k bir t\u0131rt\u0131ld\u0131. Ayn\u0131 anda \u015fu duygular\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yordu;\nkurtulu\u015f, tehlike, korku, umut\u2026.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>O g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn\nfark\u0131nda de\u011fildi. Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yaralar a\u011f\u0131r geliyordu kanatlar\u0131na. Bu hapsolu\u015f onu\nmutsuz ediyordu. D\u0131\u015far\u0131ya ayak uydurmamaktan korkuyordu. Belki de onu oradan\n\u00e7\u0131karacak bir ilahi g\u00fcce inan\u0131yordu. Tanr\u0131 bu kadar c\u00f6mert olmayabilirdi<\/strong>\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>D\u0131\u015far\u0131daki\nkelebekler onu d\u0131\u015fl\u0131yordu. Teninin rengi di\u011ferlerine g\u00f6re bir y\u0131lan\u0131n dili gibi\nparlakt\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. Ve m\u00fccadeleci de bir di\u011fer farkl\u0131 y\u00f6n\u00fc. Bir keresinde bir\nkelebek karde\u015fle yar\u0131\u015fa girmi\u015f, yan\u0131ndaki kelebek s\u00fcr\u00fcnerek yola devam ederken;\no g\u00fcc\u00fcyle topra\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6verek u\u00e7arak ilerliyordu. \u0130\u015fte bu hapsolu\u015f da yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu\ngalibiyet ve m\u00fccadeleyi hat\u0131rlayarak; yeniden harekete ge\u00e7ip adeta bir dans\u00e7\u0131\ngibi ayaklar\u0131yla topra\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6verek u\u00e7maya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>\u00d6z\u00fcne d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc art\u0131k. As\u0131l g\u00fcc\u00fc fark edince, zaman\u0131n ak\u0131\u015f\u0131nda yaralar\u0131 iyile\u015fti\u2026Teni \u00e7i\u00e7ek gibi a\u00e7t\u0131, rengi \u0131\u015f\u0131ldad\u0131, kanatlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131p u\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z maviliklere u\u00e7tu\u2026u\u00e7tu\u2026u\u00e7tu\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Demet Buket GAYUK<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bir kelebe\u011fin tutsakl\u0131\u011f\u0131, pembe, narin k\u0131r\u0131lgan kanatlar\u0131n\u0131 incitmiyordu sadece. Kanatlar\u0131ndaki yara kabuklar\u0131n\u0131n izini ta\u015f\u0131yordu. Bu \u00e7aresizli\u011fi renginden okunuyordu. Onun i\u00e7in d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kmak bir kurtulu\u015f olabilirdi. Ama onu korkutan u\u00e7amay\u0131\u015f\u0131 idi. Korkuyordu d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcnde kar\u015f\u0131la\u015faca\u011f\u0131 tehlikelerle y\u00fczle\u015fmekten. Ama y\u00fczle\u015fmesi anlamayacakt\u0131 ya\u015fam\u0131, kendini &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=10594\">Okumaya devam et <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10594"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10594"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10594\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10607,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10594\/revisions\/10607"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10594"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10594"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10594"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}