{"id":10584,"date":"2020-11-08T17:56:25","date_gmt":"2020-11-08T14:56:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=10584"},"modified":"2020-11-08T17:56:27","modified_gmt":"2020-11-08T14:56:27","slug":"kacak-uykum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=10584","title":{"rendered":"Ka\u00e7ak Uykum…"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Ne g\u00fczel uyuyorsun \u00f6yle\n,kirpi\u011fin kirpi\u011fiyle bulu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131n en g\u00fczel haline hayran oldu\u011fum. Hani uyku\nka\u00e7mas\u0131 diye bir eylem vard\u0131r ya gecelerin en olmad\u0131k zaman\u0131nda kap\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7alan,\nbazen y\u0131llar \u00f6ncesinden bir a\u015fk hikayesinin, bazen gelecekte bah\u00e7eli evin\nbah\u00e7esinde ko\u015fan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n hayalinin bazen de az \u00f6nce uykuya dalan sevgilinin\no upuzun yollar\u0131 a\u015f\u0131p gelen  son\nbak\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc bitip bilmeyen g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcd\u00fcr uyku ka\u00e7mas\u0131 .Kimisinin bir\nbardak \u0131l\u0131k s\u00fctte kimisinin s\u00fcsl\u00fc defileler d\u00fczenleyip \u00e7itlerin \u00fczerinden ku\u011fu\ngibi s\u00fczd\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc koyunlar\u0131ndan kimininse duvardaki saatin tik tak\u0131nda arad\u0131\u011f\u0131 o\ntatl\u0131 uyku. Sen bilmezsin uyku ka\u00e7mas\u0131 nedir sevgili ya da ka\u00e7an uykuyu geri\ngetirmenin bin bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc halini. Bilmezsin bilemezsin \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc uyku bile k\u0131yamaz\nseni yaln\u0131z b\u0131rak\u0131p gitmeye. <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir g\u00fcn ka\u00e7an uykumu koval\u0131yordum yine be\u015finci mevsimin on \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc ay\u0131n\u0131n 32. G\u00fcn\u00fcnde. Geziyordum koyunlar\u0131mla birlikte uzun uzun patika yollar\u0131n kenarlar\u0131ndaki yemye\u015fil a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n yapraklar\u0131 aras\u0131nda. Beni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu g\u00fczelim uykum ama o h\u0131nz\u0131r g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyle yakalanmak istemedi\u011fini zaten apa\u00e7\u0131k belli ediyordu. Bir kelebe\u011fin bene\u011fine konuyordu uzan\u0131yordum tam tutacakken bir u\u00e7uruma yuvarlan\u0131yorduk .Uykum \u00f6nden \u015fen kahkahalar\u0131yla bense arkas\u0131ndan bayg\u0131n yorgun bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131mla. Az yuvarlan\u0131yorduk uz yuvarlan\u0131yorduk belki da\u011flar tepeler a\u015fm\u0131yorduk ama rengarenk r\u00fcyalardan mavi k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 d\u00fc\u015flerden ge\u00e7ip bir ba\u015fka r\u00fcyaya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorduk. Kaybediyordum tekrar uykumu g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc de gelmiyordu art\u0131k. Sessiz bir ormanda b\u0131rak\u0131p ka\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bu kezde .G\u00fcne\u015fi bulmal\u0131yd\u0131m benim uykular\u0131m sar\u0131 severdir. g\u00fcnebakan \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi sar\u0131s\u0131 yada \u015feker portakal\u0131n\u0131n turuncuya yak\u0131n sar\u0131s\u0131 hatta belki birazda esmer tenli sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n alt\u0131na \u00e7alan sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n sar\u0131s\u0131\u2026.Yine hangi sar\u0131ya saklanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 benim ele avuca s\u0131\u011fmaz serseri uykum. G\u00fcne\u015fi bulmal\u0131yd\u0131m en \u00e7ok g\u00fcne\u015fin sar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 sever benim uykum sar\u0131n\u0131n bin bir tonunu bar\u0131nd\u0131ran g\u00fcne\u015fi. Kocaman mavi bir sarma\u015f\u0131\u011fa t\u0131rman\u0131yorum\u00a0 turuncu dallar\u0131na tutunarak g\u00fcne\u015fi bulmal\u0131y\u0131m en yukardaki. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir g\u00fcne\u015f damlas\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor ba\u015ftan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc kirpi\u011fimin en ucuna al\u0131yorum bak\u0131yorum. Bu kez buldu\u011fumun habercisi bu sar\u0131 damla yada ben \u00f6yle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. ko\u015fuyorum pembe eriklerin \u00fczerinden\u00a0 . Sar\u0131 damlalar b\u00fcy\u00fcyor \u00e7o\u011fal\u0131yor akmaya ba\u015fl\u0131yor .Ve g\u00fcne\u015fi buluyorum. Tam da tahmin etti\u011fim gibi benim h\u0131nz\u0131r uykum g\u00fcne\u015fin sar\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda s\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc yatm\u0131\u015f keyfine bak\u0131yor gidip yakal\u0131yorum sonunda tutuyorum ensesinden. Korkmak ka\u00e7mak \u015furada dursun istifini bile bozmadan g\u00fclmeye devam ediyor. Ger\u00e7ekten beni istiyor musun? Diyor. \u015ea\u015f\u0131r\u0131yorum, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flayacakken d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeme f\u0131rsat vermeden kolumdan tuttu\u011fu gibi\u00a0 g\u00fcne\u015f damlalar\u0131na bizi b\u0131rak\u0131yor. Kay\u0131yoruz y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n \u00fczerinden sonsuz \u0131\u015f\u0131k, g\u00fclen gezegenler, el sallayan meteorlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ge\u00e7iyoruz. Sonunda yolculu\u011fumuz bitiyor ve g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerime inanam\u0131yorum. Herkesin y\u0131llard\u0131r arad\u0131\u011f\u0131 mutlulu\u011fun tablosu kar\u015f\u0131mda sere serpe uzanm\u0131\u015f yat\u0131yordu. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n yedi harikas\u0131ndan da harika olan .G\u00f6z k\u0131rp\u0131p ka\u00e7an uykumun arkas\u0131ndan g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek te\u015fekk\u00fcr ediyorum ka\u00e7arak bana bu g\u00fczelli\u011fi ya\u015fatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7<\/em><\/strong>in…<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ne g\u00fczel uyuyorsun \u00f6yle ,kirpi\u011fin kirpi\u011fiyle bulu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131n en g\u00fczel haline hayran oldu\u011fum. Hani uyku ka\u00e7mas\u0131 diye bir eylem vard\u0131r ya gecelerin en olmad\u0131k zaman\u0131nda kap\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7alan, bazen y\u0131llar \u00f6ncesinden bir a\u015fk hikayesinin, bazen gelecekte bah\u00e7eli evin bah\u00e7esinde ko\u015fan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n hayalinin … Okumaya devam et →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10584"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10584"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10584\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10585,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10584\/revisions\/10585"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10584"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10584"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10584"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}