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\u0130\u00e7ime \u00e7ekti\u011fim derin ve serin bir nefessin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

En zor an\u0131mda, yan\u0131mda… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevdam\u0131n tozlu yollar\u0131n\u0131 ar\u015f\u0131nlayan sessizli\u011fimsin, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

En kadim yorgunlu\u011fumda, korkular\u0131mda… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yorgunlu\u011fumu tarife zorland\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7aresizliklerimsin, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Susuz uyuyan bir g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 tuzlulu\u011fu gibi, derunumda… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tuttun ellerimin titrek ruhlu g\u00fcvercin kanad\u0131 umutlar\u0131ndan, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve asla b\u0131rakma bercestem, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u00fcre\u011fini her an yasla, korkma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u00e7imdeki bu yang\u0131n yeter ikimizin de korunu s\u00f6nd\u00fcrmeye. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Masum bir kelebek kanad\u0131 g\u00f6lgesindeki umudumsun,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yar\u0131na dair, ya\u015fama dair,\u00f6l\u00fcme dair… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve sen, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Soru soramad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kimsesizli\u011fimin ya\u011fmurusun. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Her an \u0131slat i\u00e7imdeki \u00e7ocuk kalmay\u0131 ba\u015farabilen zamanlar\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Asl\u0131nda sana kadar her\u015feyler bir garipti sevgili, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anlams\u0131z, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bo\u015f, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0131radan… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Geli\u015finle \u015fenlendi \u015fu benim kandili yetersiz yanan g\u00f6nl\u00fcm. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sabah\u0131na sesinle uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcnlerin gecesinde seni sensizli\u011fine \u015fikayet\nedip ondan \u00e7alan ben, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Usulca yakla\u015ft\u0131m y\u00fcre\u011finin serin k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biraz a\u015fktan bahsettim, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Senden yani… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sessizce \u00f6telenen bir umursanmaz bulut kaplad\u0131 \u00f6nce g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonras\u0131nda t\u00fcm zamanlar\u0131n en ac\u0131 ya\u011fmurlar\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcverdi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yar\u0131ld\u0131 ar\u015f-\u0131 ala. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u00fckr\u00fcne en i\u00e7ten dualar\u0131m\u0131 ast\u0131\u011f\u0131m sevgili, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

O ya\u011fmurlarda y\u0131kad\u0131m ben sensiz ge\u00e7en her g\u00fcn i\u00e7in \u015fu \u00e7etrefilli zaman\u0131n\nkoynuna esir olan y\u00fcre\u011fimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u0131kad\u0131m da \u00f6yle huzuruna \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m \u015fu engin sevdana ait olan bi\u00e7are\ng\u00f6zlerimi, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u00fcre\u011fimi, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ellerimi… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen bercestem, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Karanl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131nla \u00e7ok ucuza ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n o gecede ayd\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131n en\nanlaml\u0131 ve parlak, s\u0131rma g\u00fcne\u015fisin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a yakan, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a \u00f6ld\u00fcren… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ruhumun emelsiz \u00e7aresizliklerinde demledi\u011fim t\u00fcm haram sensizliklere\ns\u00f6v\u00fcyorum o ya\u011fmurlar\u0131 bu g\u00fcne\u015fine g\u00f6lge yaparak… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve sar\u0131l\u0131yorum iyikilerime, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uyumak i\u00e7in de\u011fil, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u00fcre\u011fimin yegane sahibinin y\u00fcre\u011finde bir umut ya\u011fmuru olabilmek, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yak\u0131c\u0131 sessizlikleri az da olsa s\u00f6nd\u00fcrebilmek i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bercestem…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sezai ORUK<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u0130\u00e7ime \u00e7ekti\u011fim derin ve serin bir nefessin, En zor an\u0131mda, yan\u0131mda…  Sevdam\u0131n tozlu yollar\u0131n\u0131 ar\u015f\u0131nlayan sessizli\u011fimsin,  En kadim yorgunlu\u011fumda, korkular\u0131mda…  Yorgunlu\u011fumu tarife zorland\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7aresizliklerimsin,  Susuz uyuyan bir g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 tuzlulu\u011fu gibi, derunumda…  Tuttun ellerimin titrek ruhlu g\u00fcvercin kanad\u0131 umutlar\u0131ndan,  Ve asla … Okumaya devam et →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10436"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10436"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10436\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10437,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10436\/revisions\/10437"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10436"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10436"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10436"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}