{"id":10340,"date":"2020-06-13T22:41:53","date_gmt":"2020-06-13T19:41:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=10340"},"modified":"2020-06-13T22:41:55","modified_gmt":"2020-06-13T19:41:55","slug":"yasayinca-anladim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=10340","title":{"rendered":"Ya\u015fay\u0131nca Anlad\u0131m&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/IMG_20200419_202943_367.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-10153\" width=\"370\" height=\"370\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/IMG_20200419_202943_367.jpg 480w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/IMG_20200419_202943_367-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/IMG_20200419_202943_367-300x300.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 370px) 100vw, 370px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>\n\nBunca zaman bana anlatmaya \u00e7alistigini,<br>Kendimi buldugumda anladim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Herkesin mutlu olmak i\u00e7in baska bir yolu varmis<br>Kendi yolumu \u00e7izdigimde anladim..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir tek yasanarak \u00f6grenilirmis; hayat, okuyarak,dinleyerek<br>degil.. Bildiklerini bana neden anlatmadigini, anladim..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Y\u00fcreginde ask olmadan ge\u00e7en herg\u00fcn kayipmis<br>Ask pesinden neden yalinayak kostugunu anladim..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Aci doruga ulastiginda g\u00f6zyasi; gelmezmis g\u00f6zlerden,<br>Neden hi\u00e7 aglamadigini anladim..<br>Aglayani g\u00fcld\u00fcrebilmek, aglayanla aglamaktan daha degerliymis,<br>G\u00f6zyasimi kahkaya \u00e7evirdiginde anladim..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir insani herhangi biri k\u0131rabilir, ama bir tek en \u00e7ok sevdigi<br>acitabilirmis, \u00c7ok acittiginda anladim..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fakat, hakedermis; sevilen onun i\u00e7in d\u00f6k\u00fclen her damla<br>g\u00f6zyasini, G\u00f6zyaslariyla birlikte sevin\u00e7ler terkettiginde anladim..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yalan s\u00f6ylememek degil, ger\u00e7egi gizlememekmis marifet,<br>Y\u00fcregini elime koydugunda anladim..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8221;Sana ihtiyacim var, gel!&#8221; diyebilmekmis g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc olmak,<br>Sana &#8221;git&#8221; dedigimde anladim..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Biri sana &#8221;git&#8221; dediginde, &#8221;kalmak istiyorum&#8221; diyebilmekmis sevmek,<br>Git dediklerinde gittigimde anladim..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sana sevgim simarik bir \u00e7ocukmus, her d\u00fcst\u00fcg\u00fcnde ziril ziril aglayan,<br>B\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fcp bana s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sarildiginda anladim..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcr dilemek degil, &#8221;affet beni&#8221; diye haykirmak istemekmis pisman olmak,<br>Ger\u00e7ekten pi\u015fman oldu\u011fumda anlad\u0131m..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ve gurur, kaybedenlerin, acizlerin maskesiymi\u015f<br>Sevgi dolu y\u00fcreklerde gurur olmazm\u0131\u015f<br>Y\u00fcre\u011fimde sevgi buldu\u011fumda anlad\u0131m..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6l\u00fcrcesine isteyen beklemez, sadece umut edermi\u015f bir g\u00fcn affedilmeyi,<br>Beni affetmeni \u00f6l\u00fcrcesine istedi\u011fimde anlad\u0131m..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sevgi emekmi\u015f;<br>Emek ise vazge\u00e7emeyecek kadar, ama \u00f6zg\u00fcr b\u0131rakacak kadar<br>Sevmekmi\u015f&#8230; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Can Y\u00dcCEL<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bunca zaman bana anlatmaya \u00e7alistigini,Kendimi buldugumda anladim. Herkesin mutlu olmak i\u00e7in baska bir yolu varmisKendi yolumu \u00e7izdigimde anladim.. Bir tek yasanarak \u00f6grenilirmis; hayat, okuyarak,dinleyerekdegil.. Bildiklerini bana neden anlatmadigini, anladim.. Y\u00fcreginde ask olmadan ge\u00e7en herg\u00fcn kayipmisAsk pesinden neden yalinayak kostugunu anladim.. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=10340\">Okumaya devam et <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[3771,2258,600,3770,3773,3772,351,3768],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10340"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10340"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10340\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10341,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10340\/revisions\/10341"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10340"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10340"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10340"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}